Colorless Aurora

forgot to go home

These few days, I feel that someone is following me, I myself do not think what he wants from me, but as long as no one is harmed, I do not bother .

In front of me Noe did notice, someone saw me and with his eyes Noe looked at the end table of this canteen .

"An, the woman has been watching me ever since, what is she thinking ?, "

Noe said in his own opinion, he thought that way because he was not aware that this situation was not what he expected, but I did not want to say more clearly from the harsh reality for him .

"Maybe he likes you."

"You think so, hehehe, yes it deserves me, the most phenomenal man in this school. "

So said Noe with high confidence and made me want to laugh, if he knew the truth.

"Just ask him , "

I propose by holding back laughter.

Noe smiled and moved from his seat to approach the girl, seeing Noe full of courage at every step, I did not want to see what would happen, I just prayed .

"Protect my friend, Amen ."

After a few minutes, Noe returned with a red signature on his cheek, sitting with a broken, limp feeling and his eyes wanting to cry.

"What a scary woman."

Noe said with a hand that wiped his tears slightly, I agree about it.

I couldn't bear to prank her, she was crying sobbing and putting her face on the table, I rubbed her shoulders .

"Oh, never mind, the world is cruel."

When I looked back, the woman wasn't there and it was true that she was scary, like a demon that came and went all of a sudden.

If people consider me someone who is lazy, it is true and I am lazy just to pay attention to their behavior when I see me.

But Noe just looked at me as I was, he never saw what I was.

Since the beginning I knew Noe is when I was in elementary school, it was more than ten years ago.

Noe is indeed very troublesome, at any time even more than acquaintances who have long and are said to be friends .

"What are you thinking ?." I asked.

"No, it's just that we've always been like this before."

Noe replied in a tone so limp as thinking too hard, holding his chin and exhaling a long breath .

"Then, no, you were different. "

"Different you mean ?."

Ask me about that question, he doesn't smile, just looks ahead and continues the story.

"Did you remember long ago you were quiet, always focused on the problem sheets and textbooks ."

"Ah yes, I know that, I really don't understand the way I used to be ."

"Every time I invite you to play An, you always answer, 'if I come with you to play then the time for me to memorize all these formulas will be wasted.' it is very boring ."

It's sad, even when I graduated from elementary school, the lessons I had went to high school and kept going up until I got tired of doing it again .

"But since when did you turn out to be bored like this An, which is more confusing to me, your brain was never changed always on a different level to me."

"I don't know if I remember it either."

As all the students left to return home, I just walked alone on the beach, with the waves continuing to roll as the night wind started to blow strong .

"He should have been standing on that rock."

I murmured by looking at the coral at the end of the beach there, but I didn't see the woman.

The clock has shown half six in the afternoon, the twilight sky has begun to darken, the camera I hold as if useless.

This was the first time I had not seen the girl coming, the camera I had pointed to where she was standing was boring.

The wind breathed a cold scent from the sunset behind Mount Fuji, the sound of seagulls making a loud noise, colliding with each other with the pounding of the waves towards the reef and it was really boring .

Walking and walking, until without me realizing I was in front of the house, it looked lonely as if there was no life in there.

I was still aware of someone who kept following me, being fifty meters away from where I was standing .

Until when he'll follow me, it's very troublesome.

"Hey, what do you want from me, since two weeks ago you've been following me."

Looking towards the power pole, he was still hiding there, saw him embarrassed and hid back, as I tried to walk over, he tried to run and I said .

"It's free, if you just want to know who I really am, it'll just make you dizzy."

He stopped, without turning his body and said .

"I just want to know why you're so interested, why I'm always number two, when I always try so hard and you easily get the perfect score."

He shouted without showing a face, for some reason, I understood what he felt .

"Monday meet me in the old building, then I'll explain everything you want to know."

Seeing the girl walking away leisurely, I saw her back, the braided hair swaying as she stepped, I still sighed and exhaled heavily .

Up at the door, I entered, the sense of sadness was very thick from every room, murmuring my voice as I walked.

"My mom's coming home ."

There was no voice returning my greetings, in front of me was just a frame of the face of a beautiful woman with an age of about 26 years.

It was a picture of the late mother who had died long ago, only, this became the only precious thing that reminded me of her.

In the picture frame there is only loneliness, my mother still looks beautiful in her eternal smile.

The family he took care of, as if forgetting to go home, my brother and father, they don't care.

Just the loneliness that came and greeted me, the footsteps of the little sister who invited me to play was no longer able to hear, I was already dead two years ago, when a family was destroyed by death.

And I went into the room to let go of all the tiredness of the day .