Colorless Aurora

Lost on the road

Have we ever thought a little bit, if life is a collection of stories, what we see, what we hear, what we give, what we receive and what we do, what we do, all of it is gathered and intertwined in a bond called life, whereas what it is to die, for myself, is not to be shot, drinking poison or disease is impossible to cure, but death is where we are forgotten, between the two opposites are only paper-thin apart,

It's just that, the reason why we live in this world is to put together stories, about our worship, our deeds and what we give, each of these things will be remembered and remembered by the humans who remember it and that is what makes us live in this world, so all this time we have ever thought, so, what we put together in life,

And in this moment I still continue to put together the story of my life on a new page after a time when I was cooped up by regret over my mother's departure.

Three years so dark, the despair of not being able to move forward, I made the wrong choice and broke down in my own regret, up to now I understand how important it is for us to accept everything that has gone, to think about moving forward and starting again,

There was still a year left before I left for America, an obligation for me to pay off my father's promise, even though I didn't want to tell all my friends and friends anything, even now I still walk as usual, passing the same sidewalk to attend school in the same building,

"Hey An, are you feeling well ." A silly greeting from my friend as usual,

"Do I look like a sick person, "Warm answer from me as always,

"Maybe it's your brain that needs to be checked out by a doctor ." Noe said he was walking, not with his bike,

And all the jokes that I might miss for my best friend, walking together and at the same pace, I want to be able to feel this warmth for longer, even more so when the woman came to deliver her rude greeting,

"When you're going to walk slow like that, the lesson starts soon, "he screams that run past us both,

And this stupidity of the three of us is such a precious time that maybe it will continue to take me to live in this new world of my eyes, all so precious, all of which I want to continue to have in all my time, of course I do not forget, the shy girl who always apologized for every beginning of her words, of course I will meet her when entering this class,

"I'm sorry, but the lessons will start so don't be late ." Said Lina with her nervous face,

"Yes, I'm sorry, too, for I was lost on the road, the road called life ." Answer me passing through Rina in a hurry, please,

These are all my treasures, even a time of peace when sitting down and daydreaming everything on the bench, he said,

When the lesson began a female teacher looked strange, whether behind her sight it was what she saw, I really could not understand, I could not understand,

"Are you well An ." Asked the teacher with a strange look,

"Don't tell me that all this time my brain looks sick, teacher ." Answer me a little upset, though,

"But it seems so ." Reply to the teacher with a laugh,

"Ah so why did I buy that new book ." It seemed like the teacher was sorry because the new book to overcome the troubled disciple the thicker version was already useless, though,

Maybe what happened to him was how to fill his time when I was not as expected or maybe he would find another student to use his new book, truly the teacher breathed a breath of regret so long,

Everyone in the class, including myself, is bound to change with the flow of time that will force us to adapt to life changes, I have enjoyed everything I have, grateful for everything, it may be too big when I hope to keep seeing all these sights, even though the word may be there but I don't expect too much when everything is happy over their lives that's where I smile, that's where I smile,

And one other thing I wanted to give, a little happiness with my hands to someone who made me live more, his figure was already seen on the bench near the beach, I walked over because I had promised to meet her, a smiling face that looked like I was looking at the sky with happiness, even though I knew behind those beautiful eyes, there was only a bright light without being able to give a glance for him to walk,

I wanted to surprise him a little, by walking slowly from behind his back, but suddenly he said,

"An, why do you want to meet here ." Asked Rea who had guessed it, though,

It turns out that he could still tell it was me,

"I want to surprise you ." I said softly, though,

He smiled, saying something that made me feel like I was a fool doing something without him understanding,

"Ah, sorry then, do it one more time ." Rea said calmly, though,

"This is not a funny show, miss ." I shouted that I refused it,

Once again he smiled and in the moment the smile arch appeared like I had forgotten what he wanted to say,

"Why are you quiet An ." Rea asked as I daydreamed something,

I didn't think for more than a minute I was as silent as being hypnotized by what I saw,

"Ah, sorry, I wanted to take you somewhere, so could you bring some change of clothes ."

"Ah he is, but where ."

"I want to show you something, so just come along." without a doubt I immediately clasped Rea's hand.