Colorless Aurora

cause and effect

What is happening to me right now is the result of the law of cause and effect, not unlike what I did yesterday, but now I have the consequences. To be more easily explained, then something like this is a karma .

"Maybe I am from a parallel world, have said things that I do not want to hear, so I have to face situations like this , ".

I don't really understand, but...

"Being a waitress like this, is outrageous."

It was so embarrassing, the thing I was dealing with was like a fraud, I felt I promised nothing and now I am here to pay it off .

"Hey Sina, I smell deception here." I said to a woman who was lifting a cross-section.

"Fraud?, what do you mean?, weren't you the one who said that you would help me on Sunday." Sina replied with a hand like he wanted to throw his cross section at me .

I'm trying to remember what happened.

If it was yesterday, maybe when I visited this cafe, the urban area of Sizuoka and my friend Ryuzaki Sina who works part-time as a cafe waitress 'Do not remember'.

Repeating all the memories embedded in my brain, all the events, where I enjoyed my free time with Noe.

A coffee latte was served between the conversations, when Sina came in a waitress shirt marked 'training', I remembered a little, as Sina said .

"Well, did you have some free time this week ?."

Samar Sina said it, and I ignored him, for he was engrossed in speaking to Noe .

"Hey, can you help me later ?".

Still vague, I was too busy with my conversation with Noe .

I still ignored Sina, until he hit me on the head with his appearance .

"Don't mind me ."

"Yes, yes, I'll help you ".

An answer from me that explains everything .

That's a little thing I remember about yesterday's incident, and now that I'm in this place, wearing the shameful clothes of SPG coffee seller, I feel cheated by Sina, it's a shame, a shame, level of suicidal ideation .

"An you deserve so much." Sina praised withholding his laughter after seeing me .

"Shut up ." I answered it by covering my face .

It seems that Noe is happy with my suffering, whereas Sina just smiles at me strangely, I ask .

"Why do you see me like that Sina ?" Said I was upset to see his behavior.

Sina just shook his head and said. "No, it's just that you look cute ."

And still holding back laughter with his hand it .

"Really?, I just want to die then ."

Cafe 'don't you remember' has been opened by the manager, indeed I know who is the manager in this place, including all employees who already know me well.

I felt embarrassed when I saw everyone laughing when I was dressed like this .

The sound of bells ringing the door is open which means there are already customers and enter this Cafe .

"Welcome to ."

Greeting from one of the waiters, saw him drive the customer to a table by the window facing the beach and give them a menu to choose from.

Seeing what happened, when I delivered Black Coffee to the table of someone I knew, it would just be a useless conversation .

"Please have your coffee ."

Try serving coffee with a smile .

"Thank you ka..hahahaha what the fuck is Yoan. "

He laughed and I expected this to happen.

"I take that as a thank you."

I answered with a heavy smile .

"What happened to you ?."

Ask my other friend with a hand holding me back to leave .

"Please don't make me tell it. "

I tried to leave immediately after delivering the instant coffee ordered by these two people .

" Yes you look cute An."

I want to go and hope that tomorrow morning nothing strange happens in school .

Like a book guideline for an exemplary employee, which is to put a smile first, but when I smile at them, what I get is .

"You didn't add poison to it, An."

"Of course ......."

Said me with a look away, their expressions held laughter, making me a little disgusted I added the word at the end of my sentence .

"....I added poison so that when you go home, you will not remember the events of the past two years ." Continue my words earlier .

It's annoying, everything I serve will definitely continue to repeat the same conversation.

Until I got tired of answering, but I did not forget the smile, of course the smile of my heart that hurt .

"An whiskey you deliver this apple juice and apple cake, to table 13 , "

The manager gave the order to me .

"ok ." A little bit of spirit left .

Maybe I'm getting used to this situation or arguably, there's no other choice for fear of Sina getting angry and hitting me .

"It's exhausting ." Murmured me with a heavy breath .

Bringing food to the table on the way, until I saw it, somehow I seemed familiar with the long straight hair a little messy.

She was the woman who was waiting for her order, her thin body and all the beauty radiated.

Her gaze was empty, the stick she placed beside her desk, conscious or not, the pretty face with her empty eyes was looking at the bright sky from the window.

When our faces were facing each other, his gaze did not lead to me, just smiled and said. "It's like you're new, I don't feel the usual greeting."

Said the girl who was smiling without turning her eyes to me .

"Yes as the lady said ."

A little amazed to hear it and I put all that food on his desk, he looked a little uninspired, what was wrong with my presentation .

"I'm sorry if something's wrong ."

"Sure, can you help me eat it ."

I don't understand what his request meant, he said with a beautiful smile that left me mute .

"I mean miss ?."

"Please bribe me, I can't eat it myself. "

He made it clear what he said to me and I could not refuse that request either.

Little did I know, I began to understand and do what he wanted .

Every surprising thing comes in today, starting with a promise I never remember.

Wearing a dress that embarrassed me half to death and now being asked to help a girl eat her cake.

At least of the three there is one thing that makes me a little happy is to see how to open my mouth when going to eat this piece of cake.

I was fascinated by it .

"I'm sorry, can you bribe me properly, it's not my mouth ."

Said the miss in a faint and indistinct tone .

"I'm sorry ."

I was shocked to see what was happening, without me noticing as I daydreamed, I put this food onto his chin .

"What are you laughing at."

The firmness with which to show an annoyed expression, even so the mouth opened mesmerizingly it, managed to hypnotize myself .

"I'm sorry, I really didn't realize it ."

I said covering my mouth that was still trying to hold my laugh and he looked a little angry .

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"That's it, don't laugh much ."

"Neither miss ."