Colorless Aurora

Not as usual

I took out a paper with a picture of two women, it was a photo that Noe found while opening an old album inside the room shelf. Om Nuo picked up, his face slightly surprised and a moment later laughed loosely.

"Where did you find this photo ."Asked Om Nuo with a smiling face.

"Ah, that's in my room, I didn't even know I had the photo, "I said I answered what this Om asked.

Seeing Sina still talking to and fro with the same half-old security guard apologizing to each other, while I waited for every word that would be said by my om this, my father,

"I took this photo, it was ...." Said Om Nuo who kept looking at the photo,

I cut out the word Om, "Wait a minute, if what Om says is just prologue and it's not important please just answer what I'm going to ask ."

"You have to at least listen to my story for a minute ." Answer me softly,

My om this nature is a little rough, including at this time he hit with the book right next door, I don't know how much he told me something unimportant even I felt nauseous, he said, if you continue to hear personal problems that can be said to be a vent, if you,

"So you know An, your mother was always...."

"It's enough, if I listen to this story again I'll be home tonight ." Said I was tired of hearing it, though,

It had been almost two hours I listened to the curses, even Sina had returned from his activities in the mall and returned to meet, see my face that had not been able to stand it and had even vomited some lunch before

"Ah, sorry sorry, so what do you want to ask ." Om Nuo said after looking at the clock,

I pointed to the woman in the photo, and stood next to my mother, because I didn't know who, if I could meet her, I wanted to hear the story of my mother. Knowing what he saw behind his eyes when he looked up at the sky.

"Ah, he yes if not wrong name is ....Tina Rose, "Said Omku after a long time of thought,

"I've never heard of it, but it seems like this face is very familiar to me ." A little bit I think

And without bringing information about his figure, asking for the address and anything else as well as not finding an answer. So that in three hours more, I just spent time to hear all the complaints and heart curses om Nuo. pay attention to the ins and outs of a face that is not foreign, indeed, but somehow as if something had stuck in my mind, I could not remember anything about the face of this girl beside my mother.

"Hey An, why do you want to know who he is ." Said Sina looking at the photo in hand, Sina asked like that casually.

Walking side by side together, this step by step felt strange to me, like walking with someone else.

"Ah, if she is a friend of my mother, I wonder what kind of mother in her youth, what comes to the eyes of Mother, because for myself the eyes that look at the sky, because for me, so far away I can't even see the goal." I replied with a slight limp,

"Oohh." Only that response was issued sina.

a little aware I was walking with someone else, feeling such different and unusual footsteps, I could not understand why I was thinking this way,

"Hey Sina, what about your boyfriend ." I said without thinking long,

"Daughter, I'm not dating ." Very ordinary answer, though,

I did not want to see Sina, I myself was enjoying the footsteps by counting how much grass I stepped on .

"Not yesterday has anyone expressed his feelings for you ."Said I saw Sina's face,

"Ah that, I rejected her, "The flat expression of her face when answering,

"Why ?."

"Yes, I'm trying to follow a peaceful life like this and don't want to let anyone ruin it." That's the answer to my short question, though,

I asked so as to want to hear the reason behind it all, a little reason I understood the characteristics of Sina, he was like a person who would not reject what was right before his eyes, but like he has changed.

"...?"His face showed a question mark .

sina did not understand the meaning of my words .

"I've never heard a good word from Sina, so who are you, show yourself demons, demons, ghosts, aliens." Said I still can't believe it, though,

"Don't think of me as a woman who doesn't know herself, An ." The answer is loud.

"But not as usual, what you ate these few days ." I asked who still couldn't believe it, though,

He smiled and walked faster with his hands clasped behind each other and said... "Life is not to be guessed what we will be like, whether it's tomorrow or next week, it's still a mystery and I still want to feel what the sensation is like, without changing or obsessing over something that makes me change, yes like this is enough."

I see, he just hopes to never lose valuable time just because of dating or doing something that is not important,

"Yes, you may be right ."

I replied to her words, and jumping through them, all simply changed for the better in my life, I still can't forgive myself for destroying the expectations of my father and mother and myself,

"Hey Sina, do you hate my sister ." Ask me without seeing Sina's face,

He looked at me, though not an angry or irritating face but with a confused look,

"I don't hate him, but do you remember An used to say, I won't let my sister be taken by you, really when Nagisa was so funny ." Sina replied with a smile,

"Of course, because this brother is so handsome, "

Sina smiled and pushed me, fortunately I didn't get far.

when I saw the red face that he was looking at most for not daring to stare and he couldn't stand being seen for too long,

"An, Saturday don't forget your promise, "Sina said without seeing me,

"Yes, yes, and it's still three days away ." I said with ease, though,

"The point is, if you forget about it, that promise will add up ." Resolute Sina.

It's about a bet that says to give each other an absolute request, even if it's still commonplace to do, then I should have realized that I was fighting more than one person, anyway, because from the beginning of the obstacle I did not feel any strange because I was trapped at the beginning I could not avoid falling at the last moment,

"Yes, yeah, yeah ." He'll always be like this.

A strong and stubborn woman, a great woman is full of passion, what makes her not want to change the circumstances that surround her life, I don't know, but if I'm in a position like her, maybe that's my reason.

“Because I've been comfortable with the circumstances that I have at the moment, I know every time for sure everyone will think to change it, but I'd rather enjoy this all for much longer, I don't want to change it to the moment where time will change it and circumstances will show everything .” That's what I was thinking, though,

If he were me, I would think about it, a little bit I murmured at a time when the sky was getting hotter and the sun was already tilting 30 degrees to the west,

"Don't want to lose you.." I murmured,

it seemed, Sina who was in front of me understood I was muttering, he turned his head back and said,

"What are you saying ." Sina asked who saw me,

I shook my head, smiled slightly, raised my hand slightly to the right side to resist the glare of the twilight light and I said,

"No, it's not what ." Yes, that's my answer, though,