Colorless Aurora

Colorless Aurora
stomach and brain



The next day, when the sun was rising towards the sky, a gust of wind passed through the window slit and the alarm clock rang loudly to wake the master.


Every human being has risen from his sleep, hastened to resume all the delayed activities of the past day, the monotonous routines of life, they live as in the circle of the majority of society who must devote themselves to work.


Go in the morning, sit on the bench in front of the computer, take care of all the files, wait for the section chief to scold, reject the proposal, dizzy head with all the tasks stacked up, and, come home in the evening after working overtime and only cheered by payday.


While I still lay my head on the pillow, enjoying the warmth in the blanket and the memory of all the problems that occurred these few days.


But it felt so heavy for me to lift, seeing the wall clock that was still at half seven in the morning, making my eyes sore to open all.


"Weight." I muttered feeling lazy to wake up, like someone was holding back the body.


Sounded from outside the room someone ran up and shouted as he opened my room door, "Sir-martial Rea disappeared ."


I was surprised but it felt like my body could not move to get up, Nagisa who was silent and just standing at the door of the room.


It showed a serious facial expression and there was an annoyed look with my hands pointing towards the mattress I was sleeping on.


"What's the matter Nagisa what's going on, why in the past few days you've seen your sister like that ." Asked me when I noticed Nagisa's weird facial expression.


Nagisa walked closer slowly, I did not like my sister's face which was getting more and more sinister, seeing the hands start to clench, I myself only realized when I felt something behind the blanket move.


In fact Rea who was said to be missing is now sleeping next to me, more precisely in a blanket.


"What do you think, brother ." Shouted Nagisa loudly.


Without giving me time to explain what happened, he slammed a fist hard on the head. It would be annoying to start the morning with this misfortune.


After a while Rea finally woke up and raised her body, quite casually Rea yawned while saying.... "Good morning."


Stepping down from the bed and stretching the body with a messy appearance.


"Since when you've been in my room, miss ." Asking me with the pain of Nagisa.


"I don't know, but maybe after Nagisa fell asleep, I walked looking for you." He answered calmly and as if without any sin.


Little changed, Rea's face that was so sad last night, depressed or even piled up a lot of problems. Now he answers what I ask him normally.


But of all that, Miraculously Rea did find my bedroom, somehow, still I did not understand at all.


"So brother Rea why was last night such a sad brother." Nagisa without further ado just asked about the matter last night.


I myself realized that his face had changed drastically to pensive, when I heard what Nagisa was asking.


Rea recalled about last night's incident... "The story is long, but in short I had a fight with my mother ." Answer it weakly.


Somehow Nagisa and I became silent, I couldn't even say a word myself, seeing it was like holding back the emotions she wanted to let out. We were both hypnotized when we saw Rea's expression. But in silence we were both, broken by Rea who said...."I'm sorry, trouble you two, but I'm asking to let me stay a few days here to calm my mind ."


"I don't know." Weight Rea replied.


"Miss, remember, no matter how she is your mother, don't do anything to worry her, because missus must have a reason to be angry." I tried to calm Rea's mind.


"Alright, and also thank you, "Rea said that with a faint smile.


But with this topic of conversation it feels so heavy for all of us to face. As Nagisa and Rea were talking about something so serious, I cut in to make the atmosphere calmer, though,


"As long as miss understands, Let's eat first, don't forget the stomach and brain are connected, an empty stomach can't think." Try to make things a little better, though,


I walked into the kitchen and prepared all the food on the dining table, Nagisa led Rea walking towards the dining room. Everything looked gloomy, not a word came out of our mouths, hand gestures with chopsticks, just chewing and swallowing sounds.


I finally started the conversation, though,


"Well Miss if I'm not alone, if you're here for a while, but are you going to keep going like this, that fight doesn't make life comfortable." Said I was looking a little at Rea's face,


"And sister also did that, what brother did not think so, for three years of quarreling with father." Syndicate Nagisa.


A little while for Rea to answer, though,


"I know, I myself don't want to continue being in trouble with dad, and I want to solve it ." Answer me for Nagisa's insinuations.


"I'll try to talk to my mom." Answer Rea who understands this problem.


At least I heard what he said with a little confidence and passion, maybe I was just a little worried to think too much about Rea's matter.


"Miss, you just wait in this house, take a break, we both have exams, so we both go home fast today, don't think too hard, just think of it as your own home. " Said me who might be a little heavy leaving her,


"What does that mean I can sell this house."


"Not until so is Miss."


"Yes, I'm just kidding." Answer with a smile,


It was a more relaxed smile for Rea to show, making his mood much better, than last night, really I didn't want us to see how sad he was.


We both did not want to ask more deeply about the problem with the Rea family, the time that continues to move forward makes us have to be willing to leave Rea with the problems he faced himself, he said, I can't do anything, just hope he doesn't take it too seriously, once we're ready with the need for the test, he said,


"Rea, we left first, at home well well well yeah ." Rea answered with a smile.


That calm face made me not worry too much, I didn't really understand about her life, only about the person I liked three months ago.


But I'm sure she's not the one who would give up so easily, including for Rina who I alone should make sure she chooses the path she expects, and resolves my own problems.