Colorless Aurora
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It could be described clearly through the face that I showed now, when Sina left, I paid a little attention to Rina from the seat. He was still silent in his world, a pile of books from physics, chemistry, IPA, modern literature to classics, even the formula of doing school exams and overcoming embarrassment quickly, he read. I understand why he was so hard to get a scholarship, but it reminds me of a gloomy childhood like back then, is it true for Rina.
As for me, all very exaggerated, getting close to his desk, I asked,
"Are you not tired ." I said arriving, suddenly,
He was shocked to say what was in his mind.
"Sorry, anu that energy formula ..anu sorry ." Said Lina nervously,
She was always like this, yeah I know that,
"I didn't ask you a lesson Miss ." I said with a smile, though,
"Sorry, what's up An ." As usual, he apologized first,
I took a breath and exhaled slowly,
"You're what you didn't take a break for a while ."
"I'm sorry, I've never thought of anything else at a break like this ." Answer with a down,
Once again I sighed and exhaled again with all the problems at hand,
call me to Noe..."Noe, get me a guitar ."
Noe quickly stood up from his sleep on the floor,
"Roger, do it ."
It does not take fifteen minutes to wait, a guitar with a motor vehicle brand has been prepared by Noe.
"It's fast "I'm amazed I saw it.
As I picked up the guitar, almost every student looked and gathered around.
"Let's play An ."
"All right, one song from A rocet to the moon "
Excerpt after quote reads, a prefix of the C chord that changes to E minor and is continued to F, A minor and G, all the sounds of a melodious buzzing in everyone's ears.
"Sharing pillows and cold feet,
She can feel my heart ...."
Only two lines of songs that I sang, had changed with the sound of a bell, then it was finished when the thick-bearded male teacher was ready with another lesson.
"Aaaahhhh why stop.."
Everyone was grumbling, even Rina looked disappointed when I stopped singing, it was better than I had to be sprayed.
The teacher showed a disappointed face.... "Repace the music."
The teacher said what he wanted to say. At that time I started a musical performance in this class,
"I can feel her breath as she's
sleepin' next to me,
Sharing pillows and cold feet.
She can feel my heart, fell sleep
to it's beat, though,
Under blankets and warm sheets.
If only I could be in that bed
again...
If only it were me instead of him...
Does he watch your favorite
the movies?
Does he hold you when you cry?
Does he let you tell him all your
favorite parts when you've seen it
a million times?
Does he sing to all your music
while you dance to "Purple Rain? "
Does he do all these things, like I
used to?
Fourteen months and seven days
agos...
How we felt about that night.
Just your skin against the
window...
Oh, we look it slow, man,
And we both know...
It should've been me inside that
car.
It should've been me instead of
him. in the dark.
Does he watch your favorite
the movies?
Does he hold you when you cry?
Does he let you tell him all your
favorite parts when you've seen it
a million times?
Does he sing to all your music
while you dance to "Purple Rain? "
Does he do all these things, like I
used to?
I know, love. backsound reverberating (I'm a sucker for that.
perkk.)
Happens all the time, love.. (I always end up feeling' cheated.)
You're on my mind, love.do not stop and go back (or so that.
matter when I need it.)
It happens all the time-love, yeah.
Will he love you like I loved you?
Will he tell you everyday?
Will he make you feel like you're
invincible with every word
the say?
Can you promise me if this was
right,
Don't throw it all away?
Can you do all these things?
Will you do all these things...
Like we used to?
Oh, like we used to..."
All clapping, Rina slightly smiled behind her downed face in embarrassment and after that the thick-bearded teacher came over patting my shoulder and said,
"Great, great, ok now you're standing in front of the class, "Said in a calm tone,
"I thought it would happen ." I was tired of answering,
Everyone just sits quietly and like nothing happens in this class, a little lesson is never to sing a song abroad while in literature lessons, very useful in the future.
*****
At school, I sat a little while looking at the sky behind the classroom window, looking at all the desks that were not empty, I was alone in class. Even Noe himself has been home since the initial humming bell home from school.
"Everybody has gone home ."I saw all the benches that were uninhabited.
Lifting the bag and already intend to go home first, after that just keep the promise to meet at the cafe owned by the boss.
Until a piece of paper dropped from Rina's drawer made me stop and pick it up, but every word from the letter was clearly read by my eyes, eventually making me understand why she was struggling until now, she was too harsh to force any formula to enter into the mind already burdened by the contents in this letter, she was a woman who might very well want a scholarship, even must, be, he had no other choice, except ....
"Resign from school ."
