
Anger should burn away all the good memories or sweet things that were going on, but that didn't apply to Daffin because he seemed happy to see my anger.
"Because you intend to replenish oxygen!" my murmur was upset, I even pursed my lips.
"You're getting adorable!" Daffin pinched both of my cheeks gently.
"And you're getting a little shitty!" I pinched both of Daffin's cheeks firmly, leaving a red mark on his white skin.
I thought, Daffin might be as angry as we used to be when we were living with Reena, but unexpectedly Daffin gave her sweetest smile.
"Why are you smiling? Did your brain just fall?" I looked down and looked at the ground.
Daffin's hand lifted my chin gently until our gaze met. "This is what I love about you, Mrs Stevano! You always give more than you receive."
My eyeballs were focused on the blue eyes that were now looking at me fixedly. "I don't understand."
"Sit down!" Daffin led me back to sit in the garden chair. "You'll understand when the time comes. I just hope, if you're going to apply the same to my love" Daffin said expectantly.
Ah, I feel like a fool! I don't know why every time I talk to Daffin, I suddenly feel like a fool who doesn't know and doesn't understand anything.
I'm clucking pretty hard. "As far as you go!"
After that very vague debate, both me and Daffin, we just dissolved into our respective minds and let the silence accompany tonight.
"Why don't you want to meet Maya?" daffin asked suddenly in between my silence.
Really, I couldn't hide my surprise until I turned my head and widened my eyes.
"really guessed! You really don't want to meet Maya." throwar Daffin, this time his gaze sharpened a little.
"Don't act like a psychic!" my ketus, trying to neutralize my own feelings.
I could feel my hand warm up because it was in Daffin's hand. "You can tell me, what really bothered your mind, My Starfish?Maybe I can help you to get rid of that anxiety."
Yes, I have indeed felt something wrong in my heart since I returned from CV Group's birthday party. However, it is not caused by the party atmosphere. But the story of the plagues experienced by Brother Zuy which is almost the same as the story of my life. For a moment, I was reminded of my past that Maya had thrown away when I was only a few months old. Sadness, disappointment, anger, and hatred filled my days for over twenty years. If only, brother Erlan was not beside me, I would have grown into a naughty girl who did not know the rules.
Flashback ...
The sound of my sobs is getting louder, even though the rumbling sounds are earthy. The dark clouds that were getting thickened as if representing my current feelings were so heartbreaking.
"Dear, why are you crying?" erlan asked softly, her hands unceasingly wiping away my tears.
That afternoon, I had just come home from school, but I was unable to hold back my tears until I immediately hit Erlan's body and cried all the way in Erlan's arms.
"Relse ... Aca hit Aca's friend at school earlier." I said in between sobs.
Perhaps out of surprise, Erlan immediately let go of his embrace and gripped both of my shoulders tightly. His eyes are so different. Although I can still see the softness there.
"Why did Aca do that? Things like that are not good to do, especially Aca is a woman." Erlan said softly, but the look in her eyes made me squint.
"But he insulted Aca! He said that Aca was an unexpected child. That's why Aca was banished to the orphanage, because Aca is only the illegitimate child of a woman of the night." hardikku, no tears feel my heart's pain.
"Oh my God ..," said Erlan, just before she hugged me tightly. "That's not true, Aca! They only envy you who always look cheerful even though you live and grew up in an orphanage." Erlan said.
"Already! No need to take care of the people who want to bring you down. Just focus on your own life and achieve happiness your way."
Flashback off ...
The feeling of being happy to meet someone who loves me so sincerely can never be replaced by anything. Now, even though Erlan's brother is no longer by my side, but every thing related to him is always inherent in me and my memory.
"Daffin, is Maya a good woman?" ask me with a bright look.
"Why are you asking me that?"
"Jawab only! Is she a good woman? I just want to know."
I could hear Daffin's breath feel so heavy. "Since I was a child, I've known and been close to Maya. I've told you this, Mrs Stevano. And my judgment of him has never changed to this day."
"Even though you know that she has thrown away her own daughter?" my cynicism, the sharp look I didn't forget to give to Daffin.
"Didn't Maya tell you why she did it? He just wanted to protect you." said Daffin, he really wanted to defend Maya in front of me.
"Protect by eliminating." Tears were back on my cheeks.
"You've mistaken Maya, Mrs Stevano. During this time, Mr. Kafeel was one of the permanent donors in the orphanage belonging to the Kencana family. Mr. Kafeel even visited the orphanage you grew up in several times. He did it all out of Maya's will, because Maya wanted your father to see you even if he didn't notice it." Daffin explained.
"You mean, all this time ...."
"Yes, that's right! It's possible that during his visit, Mr. Kafeel has already carried you." Daffin continued the unspeakable words on my lips.
My mind shimmered. "If Mr. Kafeel ever came to Grandma's orphanage, then why didn't Maya ever come? Is he too scared to meet me and others will notice."
"You don't know what Maya's been through all this time. Not only are you suffering, but Maya is too. She had to willingly lose her right as Kafeel's mistress. He was also exiled like a prisoner." said Daffin, his eyes even glazed over when he said that.
"Captive? But why would Mr. Kafel indulge in Maya's desire to be a donor at her grandmother's orphanage if she was so angry with Maya?" manya curious.
"Because lord Kafeel loves Maya. He was even willing to do anything just to make Maya feel happy, but his disappointment with Maya made him punish Maya in such a way" said Daffin.
"Why didn't Maya just get a divorce with that guy?" my chirps, which actually invited a nasty grin at the corner of Daffin's lips.
"Mr Kafeel was afraid of losing Maya until she did her best to hold her back. Just like I'm afraid of losing you. Then I will obey all your wishes." said Daffin full of love.
What kind of love story is this, God? I just feel that my relationship with Daffin is karma from Mr. Kafeel's love triangle story. Yes, he's my father, but I still can't take it. And Maya, maybe I'll try to open my heart to her.
After I thought long, I should be thankful that I found my real mother. There are many children out there who still lack the affection of a mother. As for me, God was so good that I was met with my birth mother. Unlike a handful of people who still have to struggle to find their family.
"You and I .. is it karma?"
Hello everything 😘
Don't forget on the thumbprint 👍 and leave your 👣👣 trail in the comment column 👇 include the vote also 'yes 👈 as a mood booster for your beloved amburadul this 😘
I ❤ U readers kuhh