
The hatred I felt, in an instant changed the affection that had just filled my heart when I first saw Maya's figure. Such a gentle and loving woman. I did not deny, at first I hoped if only I had a mother like her. However, once I knew that he was only masked by an angel. My heart is broken and I prefer never to know the truth about myself and him.
"Because I'm sure, Mrs Stevano always has a reason behind her every action" Daffin said softly in my ear.
Daffin's right! I have a myriad of reasons to be cold to Maya, but unfortunately I can't say a single reason to Daffin because our relationship isn't that close.
"You want to know why?" ketus.
"Of course!" answer Daffin. I could feel his breath on my neck.
"Because ..he always defends you!" my ketus.
I thought my answer would be the end of Daffin's question. But what happened was just the opposite. Daffin turned my body gently to face him. Although I was reluctant, but strangely I still followed Daffin's wishes.
"Open your eyes!" tell Daffin, as soon as I turn to face him.
"No! I'm lazy to see your face." I insisted on keeping my eyes closed.
"Okay, just close your eyes! But keep listening to me!" her door. "Maya didn't mean to defend me. He just knew that I wouldn't have possibly hurt you, Mrs Stevano." explained Daffin.
Daffin's sale makes me nauseous. I couldn't bear it until I finally opened my eyes. "Can't hurt? You always hurt me, Daffin! You made me lose my children! And you also made me lose brother Erlan!"
Maybe my words hurt Daffin because he suddenly woke up and shuffled down from the bed, and I unconsciously woke up.
"Nobody you want to ask anymore?" lontarku, just as Daffin is about to open the door.
Daffin's big hand stopped on the door handle. "There's nothing I can do, if Erlangga still fills your heart."
***
That night, Daffin never returned to his bedroom again. He never even went home. I don't know if I should be sad or happy because for days I haven't seen Plankton's annoying face.
"Shaka?"
I was quite surprised when I saw Shaka packing Daffin's things inside his room.
"I, Madam," Shaka stopped his activities to bow respectfully to me.
"Where's Daffin?" ask me with a look around.
"Master is in the office, Madam," Shaka replied, he still hasn't resumed his work.
"Office?" my ul.
"Right, Madam," Shaka nodded surely.
"So, for days now he didn't come home because he slept in the office. Alrighty! Bring all his stuff and move it to his office! Tell him never to come back!" my yelling.
With a feeling of inexplicability suddenly mixed with anger, I took out all the clothes and accessories of Daffin and left them scattered on the floor.
"Mrs ...."
"Tell your master! If he wants to get away from me, then do it wholeheartedly!"
After saying that, I came out by slamming the door and walking down the stairs.
At first, I wanted to go out and take a walk. But Maya suddenly held me back.
"Where are you going, Ayasya?" maya asked, her hand even holding mine.
"Did you limit my movement now?" my cynicism, even to the point of squinting my eyes.
My heart is ridiculous, I wish Maya was worried about me. "Can't you think, if something happens to me what will happen to your life? Can't you think as a mother!!!"
"Ayasya ..," said Maya, I could see her lips trembling as she called my name.
"Lilly! Do you remember that name? Lily, the name you're so desperate to erase from your life!" my words are full of emotion.
I didn't know what was going through my mind until I finally revealed my truth before Maya.
"No! That's not true, honey, I never meant to forget you." Maya said sobbing.
Piteously. That's what I felt in the deepest trough of my heart when I saw Maya sobbing like that in front of me.
"Mother?" tanyaku.
Maya nodded weakly. "Really, Lily! I'm your mother."
"Wait first! That means, you already know that I'm the princess you threw away?" I'm trying to digest what's going on.
"Yes! Please forgive me, my dear!" maya said weakly, tears still flooding her eyes.
"If you knew, why didn't you say anything? Or at least, you can ask how your daughter has dumped this." I'm afraid.
"I'm sorry, Lily, mother,"
"Ashaya! I'm Ayasya! I'm not Lily. Lily's dead with the memories you threw away!" hardikku upset.
Good Lord! I never thought I would reveal myself in this way, but maybe this is my destiny.
"You're Lily or Ayasya, but you're still my only daughter, honey." Maya tried to hug me, but I refused.
"Your daughter died over twenty years ago, Maya" I said coldly.
"No!!! I lived a miserable life for twenty years just so I could see you again, Lily. I'm holding out for you!" rebut Maya, tears unceasingly flowed down her beautiful face.
"Pathetic? You said that your life was sad. Do you know what that means to be pathetic?" tanyaku. "You know Maya, I've always been the subject of ridicule from my friends because I didn't have a father and my own mother had dumped me. But I was lucky enough that the Kencans wanted to make me their daughter-in-law. I only regret one thing, that I was born from a disgusting woman like you!" my connection.
"Geez!!!" Suddenly someone shouted my name.
Instantly, both my and Maya's eyes were on the Daffin figure walking to approach us.
"Stop insulting Maya, Ayasya!" sergeant Daffin, he'd rather embrace Maya than this broken me.
"I? Insulting her? He was even despicable before I did!" my murmur.
"You!!!" Daffin raised his hand and pointed the big hand at my face.
Surprised, I closed my eyes. Imagine how painful it would be if that big hand landed on my cheek. But when I feel nothing on my face. I ventured to open my eyes and saw Daffin's hand still hanging in the air.
"Why? Come on, hit me! Haven't you been wanting to do that for a long time?" I tugged at Daffin's hand, trying to provoke him.
Either I lack energy or I am too weak. When Daffin pulled his hand back, I was carried away by him until I was forced to go into the arms of the annoying Plankton.
"I cannot and will never do such a thing to the mother of my children."
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