
"To know the answers to all your questions."
My gaze was still unable to move from the figure of Daffin who stood with complete confidence. I'm still trying to digest every word that comes from her lips. How could I find the answer to the anxiety in a room that only contained humans who could do nothing?
My head is shaking faintly. "Don't tell me if .. you want me to ask Shaka!"
"That's what I mean, Mrs Stevano!" sambar Daffin, his eyes focused on Shaka who was lying weakly helpless. "Ask him! What has he done to destroy our relationship?" lirih Daffin.
At first I didn't understand what Daffin meant, but I realized immediately when Daffin said something that struck my heart.
"For the sake of his love for you, he was willing to betray me. The street kid I saved from brandal, is now trying to ruin my life." Daffin's hand squeezed the blanket that covered part of Shaka's body.
I screamed in surprise, silencing my mouth with both hands. As I recall, didn't Shaka immediately say that he had forgotten his feelings for me the next day. It turns out that the thing I was afraid of happened. There was a time bomb prepared by him and it managed to make me part with Daffin. And stupidly I, helped launch all his efforts.
With mixed feelings. I stepped closer to the bed where Shaka was lying there. I chose the opposite side of Daffin, then looked at the two men who had never been separated.
"Wake up, Shaka!" My hands wiggled Shaka's hands that were attached to the infusion hose. "Didn't you want to defend yourself? Huh!" I was half screaming.
"He was too scared to face reality. That's why he keeps his eyes closed." Daffin smiled wryly.
"No, Daffin! He just needs a reason to open his eyes." I'm afraid, still looking at Shaka expectantly.
My expectations are really high for Shaka. I want to know what really happened. I want to know what I haven't known. I wonder if Daffin really loves me and I want to know a lot of things that my husband has been hiding.
"AWAKE, SHAKA!!! OPEN YOUR EYES AND FACE ME!!!" daffin shouted while shaking Shaka's body.
What's the matter? Why can't Daffin control his emotions like this? Is his heart so hurt? Could it be that Shaka had disappointed him so much?
I circled around Shaka's bed and hugged Daffin's body from behind. "Calm down, Daffin! Me here. I'm still with you."
It seems like Daffin quite responded to my touch because he instantly silently stared. Shortly afterwards Daffin's body collapsed to the floor and leaned against Shaka's bedside. While I was just staring at him blankly, I still did not understand what was really going on.
"Daffin ...," I chose to sit next to Daffin and look at him.
Daffin turned his head and smiled knots then his big hand grabbed my head to immerse it in his chest.
"Why is our marriage so complicated, Mrs Stevano?" ask Daffin lirih.
My head looked up to see Daffin's face. "Didn't you create this marriage?"
Daffin's blue eyes looked at me. "You're right, this is all my fault. Do you hate me for everything I've done to you?"
"Very!" my mouth with a perfect face.
Seeing the look on Daffin's face that was immediately grim, I drew a smile on my lips and landed a kiss on his cheek.
"I used to hate you so much. It even hates you so much that it feels like I want to drown you in the Bermuda triangle, but now I hope that you will be the first person I see every time I open my eyes." I said, hoping to reduce Daffin's guilt.
Suddenly Daffin turned around and grabbed my body. She was crying so hard in my arms. For a moment, I just let Daffin spill everything in his heart. I gradually understood, although Daffin looked strong and firm and cold, but in his heart he was a gentle and fragile man.
***
I don't know how long we've been asleep, but it struck me when I heard the sound of someone entering the room.
"Lilly!!!"
My eyes blinked when I saw that Rei was already in front of me. "Omm?"
"Why are you here? I'll call Reyno." Om Rei has taken the phone out of his pocket.
"Wait, Om!" I tried to stand up but my legs were cramping. "Ohhhh!!!" my peek.
"Mrs Stevano!" daffin shouted, as if he had woken up from hearing my voice. "What's wrong?" tanyakanya.
"Om, release!" My hand hit the hand of Rei who immediately released the grip of his hand on the Daffin shirt.
Rei's eyes looked at me sharply. "Don't ruin your life by choosing her, Lily! He's the reason for all your suffering. You have to remember that! Erlan, your two sons, and also your freedom. All have been taken away by him!"
My heart felt like it wanted to explode with anger when Rei told me all the truth, but I didn't necessarily swallow it all raw.
"Father, mother, and identity and company. I got all that because of Daffin. Together with him I found happiness, Om! Daffinnah my first love. Only he can pump my blood faster and only he makes my heart race as if he were afraid of losing himself. I'm not going to say what it's like to be in love because I think Om knows better what it's like to not be with the people we love." I wiped away the tears that almost fell on my cheek.
Om Rei is riveted. His lips were silent and silent a thousand languages until he finally sighed and patted the top of my head. "You're getting older and your tongue's getting sharper too."
And when Rei tried to get close to Daffin, I tried to get in his way.
"Don't this look weird, Mr Stevano? Your wife who is only this tall ..," Om Rei touched her shoulder. "Try to protect you who are even twice the size of him." om Rei.
Just now I was about to reply to Rei's taunts, suddenly Daffin shifted my body so that I was behind his large body.
"There's nothing strange in love, Doctor Reinhard! And I'm sure you understand that." - cynical Daffin.
I tilted my head and saw that Rei was staring at Daffin and turned to look at me.
"You're right, Mr. Stevano!" Om Rei patted Daffin on the shoulder. "If you're right, prove you're right. Then I'll support you, but if you're wrong, I'm the first person to keep you away from my only niece" Rei threatened.
I'm trying to see Daffin's reaction. And quite unexpectedly, Daffin was already smiling cynically.
"Now I can prove it. I'm just waiting for someone to open his eyes and admit all his mistakes." Daffin threw his worst look at Shaka.
I'm clucking. "Since last night, you kept blaming Shaka. What a shame his fate! You made him a scapegoat just because he couldn't argue with you."
Daffin stepped to the side of Shaka's bed. "You're gonna open your eyes or I'm gonna reveal everything right now."
"Hey, Plankton! You think he'll just open his eyes." I pat Daffin's hand.
"He must open his eyes or you will never believe what I tell you!" daffin.
"Daffin, just tell me the truth! I promise I'll trust you." My lips are smiling.
I could hear Daffin exhaling violently and glancing at Shaka. "The attack that happened to me, was planned by Reena and also ... Shakas. And I haven't given money to Reena since I picked you up from the Kencana house either. I'm sure Shaka is the one responsible for that."
"No way!" hardikku, don't believe it.
Daffin smiled wryly. "I thought you wouldn't believe."
I immediately grabbed Daffin's hand. "No! That's not what I mean, Daffin, it's just that it's impossible for Shaka to want to hurt you."
"Lily's right, Mr. Stevano!" sahut om Rei's.
Daffin rubbed his face rudely "I also hope everything is impossible. I also wish that I never knew the truth."
It must be heavy for Daffin. Although I was quite surprised, but I immediately hugged Daffin and tried to calm him down. "Maybe Shaka has a reason behind his actions, Daffin."
"I hope so."
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