
The orange-colored sunset sky is so soothing to the heart that in the nestapa. The gusts of wind whispered as if mocking the solitude I had always been through now.
"Can I accompany you, Miss Beautiful?"
I looked over and saw Ersya smiling at me. His shady face like Erlan's made me a little calm even though a second later I realized that he wasn't Erlan's brother.
"Please, Mr. Handsome," I replied at last after being content to look at his face.
"What are you doing here?" asked Ersya while sitting next to me.
"I love the view in the afternoon, Brother, it reminds me of my good times with Erlan." My eyes focused on the sun that was heading towards his contest.
"Erlangga is very lucky, she is so loved by a perfect woman like yourself" Ersya praised, but she did not realize that her praise was so striking to me.
My salivary was swallowed with great difficulty, trying to endure the cries. "I may be perfect, brother, but my love is not perfect."
Let me have a big head saying that I myself am perfect, but I also realize how cruel I have been to Brother Erlan all this time. I fooled myself and told her I loved her. I can't imagine how badly Erlan's heart was hurting at the time. If I could turn back the clock, I would like to try as hard as possible so that I can give my heart to Erlan's brother.
"Hey, what do you mean?" ersya asked in surprise, her lips twisting a bland smile.
I stared at Ersya's bead, the hatred I had seen in her eyes was no longer there. If I hadn't known Erlan too well, I would have found it hard to tell the two apart.
"Key?" calling Ersya made me instantly blink.
"Ah, I'm sorry, brother, your eyes are bewitching me." my elak while turning away.
"My eyes? What do you see in it?" ask Ersya again.
I looked back at him. "I saw .. love!"
A smile expands on Ersya's face, she looks so happy because of my words. "You're right! There's a lot of love for you."
I don't know what to say, but I definitely didn't feel anything when Ersya said that. Just like when Erlan's sister expressed her feelings to me.
Flashback...
This afternoon, brother Erlan took me to see the sunset on the beach not far from Grandma's house.
"It's so beautiful, brother," I shouted along with the pounding of the waves that hit the new reef.
"That's why I brought you here" replied Erlan as she caught my wrist.
My footstep that was playing sand had to stop because Erlan's brother suddenly knelt before me.
"Sister? Why is Brother kneeling like that?" I was panicking, afraid that someone would see his actions.
"I will kneel before you all my life." Erlan took something out of her jacket pocket. "Ayasya Zakiya Azmi, I love you with all my heart and in every speech, my gaze will only be yours. Would you mind lighting up my bleak days?" tanyanya is full of love.
A box containing a ring so beautiful had just been shown by Brother Erlan to me, and the words he spoke touched my heart.
"Aca will always accompany Brother even though Brother does not do this. Awake, Brother!" I touched Erlan's shoulder, but she still didn't budge.
"You know that's not what I mean" said Erlan.
The dimmer sunlight at least obscures Erlan's sad face and to be honest I don't like to see it. Brother Erlan always tries to make me happy, what's wrong if I accept his love because I've never been close to any man except Erlan's sister.
I let out a long sigh before replying, "Mr Erlangga Wira Kencana, I am ready to put your family's last name behind my name."
Erlan looked up, her eyes still staring at me in disbelief until I finally landed my kiss on her forehead so she was sure that I would be willing to live with her as a couple. Not just as a sister like before.
"Thank you" Erlan put the ring on my ring finger before standing up and hugging me. "I love you, Ayasya Zakiya Kencana" he said happily.
"My heart has been filled with the love of Erlan's brother, sister," I chanted with a light laugh that I forced a little.
"But Erlangga is gone, Ayasya," Ersya argued, she did not realize that her words had hurt me.
"Sister Erlan will live on in my heart."
***
The night was getting late, I and Ersya decided to return to the grandmother's house where aunt Ratih, om Rama and also the children of the orphanage must be waiting for us.
As soon as I got to the yard, I saw a car parked there next to my car.
"You changed your car, brother?" my question was to look at Ersya.
Ersya glanced at me and then turned to look at the car I meant. "No! Anyway, I didn't bring a car."
"Then whose car is that?" I quickened my pace when I realized something was wrong inside the house.
Sure enough! When I went inside, I saw Daffin talking to Rama and Aunt Ratih. Not to miss the man kanebo who stood faithfully behind the annoying Plankton.
"Tan? What's the matter? Why would Aunt let him in?" I flocked Aunt Ratih with my question which led to my resentment towards Daffin.
Yeah, God! Actually what makes me this sorry when I see Daffin's face.
"I came to pick you up, My Starfish," replied Daffin representing Aunt Ratih.
Holy hooch! Hearing her voice made me nauseous and I wanted to throw anything near me at her.
"Go!" I snapped, I painstakingly opened my mouth just to say that.
"Not without you" hardened Daffin, he got up from the sofa to approach me who was still standing in the doorway.
Surprisingly, I just wanted her to get closer to me even though I felt an overwhelming irritation towards her. Nah! I cannot follow my heart! Daffin must understand that I will not accept being treated like a puppet.
Before Daffin could reach me, I immediately dodged and walked towards my bedroom.
"Mrs Stevano!" daffin shouted, just as I was about to open the door of my room which was not far from the living room.
"Don't come any closer!" my sergeant, as Daffin further reduced the distance between us. "And I'm not Stevano's mistress!" yell again.
"Stop yelling, Ayasya, it's not good for your health." pinta Daffin, he was so patient with my anger.
I began to suspect that the Daffin in front of me right now was a fake, because the Daffin I knew would not be as gentle and patient as this faced my behavior.
"Leave it! I live or die, it has nothing to do with you!"
"There certainly is! You're my wife, whatever happens to you is my responsibility."
Daffin's words sounded like a reverberation in my ear, but I could still hear them clearly until I couldn't help it anymore. Suddenly my vision was blurry, and I couldn't feel my feet resting either.
"Geez!!!"
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