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First night

The third night without Adam. Why do I feel lonely? Sleeping in any position I feel very uncomfortable, I really don't know how I feel for him right now. Lord, I drew my words and my vows that said I didn't want to get married and know love. I once admitted that Adam had a special place in this heart. But the more I came here I was confused. God, forgive me and show me that I really love Adam.

I saw it was 10 p.m. If it's usually this hour since I've been living in my dad's house, I should've been sleeping. I snatched a cell phone to call Adam.

"I miss you, when are you coming home?" No, I deleted it back. I have to ask what?

"What are you doing there?" No, I deleted it again.

"My husband?" Haha, why does it sound so funny? And again I deleted it.

I took a breath and this was the last.

"I'm sorry, I can't be a good wife yet. Ignoring you when you are close to me. Adam, will you reintroduce what true love is to me? Just like you taught me to open my heart. I waited for you to come home, and promised to be kind to you. Like it used to be when we were friends." I read the prayer before sending it. Then press enter and finish. I don't care what Adam answers. I hugged the bolster and put the phone under the pillow.

My words earlier, it was not like the person who was expressing feelings right?? Ahhh I'm so ashamed. The shadow of the past is clearly remembered, when Adam asked me to open my heart. But once I feel comfort, there must be some distance between me and Adam.

Ting, the sound of the message was still heard even though I had overflowed my phone with a pillow. But this time, I prefer to sleep. I didn't want to open it, afraid that Adam would reply with touching words. So I want to hug her right now.

***

It was so dark, I was so thirsty when I woke up. I don't know what time it is, I can't see because the lights are turned off. I took off the bolster that I was currently hugging.

"Don't I just turn off the lights?" I got up, in a sitting position rubbing my eyes. When I put my foot down, I felt something move. This is really weird, is there a ghost in my room?

"Ohhhhhhh..." I shouted, when there was an interesting hand when I was about to stand up. Falling down on something. I remember that this is a roll.

"Why are you awake?" His voice sounded very heavy like a very sleepy person.

"You who?"

"Your husband." Deg. How come? I'm sure it's just a dream!!

Adam turned his position to sit, staring at me in the dark. I still shook my head in disbelief, patting my own face. Feeling sick, is this really not a dream??

"Please wait a minute, don't move." I was silent, frozen to see the shadow walking.

Click, lights on. Showing Adam who is currently cursing jeans but not wearing clothes, Adam is bare-chested. No, he's very handsome.

"Drink, you're thirsty, right?" He sat down and handed her a glass of water. I just nodded, then gulped down the water until the toilet was not there. But I was still silent, looking at it without blinking.

"Why were you so surprised to see me? Didn't you read my message?" I'm shaking.

"Where's your phone?" I looked for her under my sleeping pillow.

"Look, I've sent you a message, I said that it's on its way from the airport." Oh my, I think. Adam is here now.

"Why did you send a message and apologize?" I'm silent. "I should have apologized to you, because I purposely let you sleep in the villa room back then, so you should marry me now. I know I don't want to get married." I just shook my head.

"Then, do you still feel sorry now?" I shook my head again. "Why did your nature change when I came back? Isn't that because you're mad at me, and you don't want to get married and go through the household?"

"Not about that."

"Then, is it because of my brother Windu? Do you really love him?"

"Not Adam!" I'm down. I'm confused, if I said it, would Adam think that I'm jealous right now?

"Don't waste time when we're both like this, let's say." I prepared a heart, so as not to pound after I said it.

"It's about Elena." I glanced at him, then looked down again. "Why does he have to come there? And why does your mother know, didn't you ask for it? You still love him, right? But you broke off with her because you felt guilty about me. Then pretending to be kind and considerate, asked me to open my heart. But in fact, you were aware when he arrived there."

"Are you just mad about that?" I'm nodding. "Are you jealous?" Deg. Just make my guess, Adam would have said it.

"What's that called jealousy?" Adam chuckled, then pulled me into his arms. There was no response from my body or mouth. I feel really calm and comfortable right now.

"I woke up from a coma not because of Elena's presence. It was just a coincidence. You can ask Elena or mom. I didn't talk to him or respond to his presence there. Because I really hope that it's you." Deg. "And about my feelings for you, it's real. Not just out of guilt but I love you."

"Adam, I'm sorry."

"No, you're innocent. I am guilty of all this, my ridiculous request at that time asked for brother Windu to marry you. Which I thought I wouldn't be able to heal, but in fact the doctor stated that I was cured. God is good." I hugged him tighter and tighter, and if Adam didn't mind then I would sleep in this position.

"I'll teach you how to love. That's what you're asking for, right?" I nodded in his arms. Looking up at him who was smiling. Slowly, Adam let go of his embrace, holding my face with both hands.

"Dear.." Not waiting for long, Adam had already devoured my lips greedily. Soft but very deep.

"Sorry." I'd almost run out of breath if I didn't push it. Then Adam stroked my wet lips. "Can I?" I looked down, and seconds later nodded. He's the first then I'll give it all up right now, he's already my husband.

I felt amused when the sensitive parts of my body were touched. Close your eyes, feel what is currently raining down on your body. And, tonight is the third night of marriage, but it's the first night for us, having a husband-and-wife relationship.

**

This time woke up with a bone that felt crumpled dimly, and the next would definitely be like this. The night can not be passed just like that, just close your eyes. No way, it will happen again often.

I saw that Adam was still fast asleep, and I preferred to clean up and wake him up. Because today I have to go to college, so I have to be ready first.

"Oh my God." I reflected in the bathroom, so many Mark's ex-kiss on my neck. How could I have gone in this situation? I'm getting confused. I sped up the shower, got out to put on clothes, and didn't forget to figure out a way to cover this red mark on my neck. I really didn't realize it. It turns out that if you do it with a conscious and sincere state it really feels delicious.

"Adam, are you awake?" Adam rubbed his eyes and sat on the edge of the bed.

"Yes. You done taking a shower?" I nodded, and began to concern myself.

"Ah can." I took the scarf from the closet.

"What are you looking for?"

"Ah no." I immediately wrapped around the neck scarf. Adam was approaching me. Don't tell me he's gonna ask for his rights again. No, I have to go to college.

"Adam, you take a shower. We had breakfast with Dad at the dinner table. I'm waiting for you downstairs, right?" Adam was still silent, looking at me without blinking.

"Why?"

"No, you're so pretty. I'm afraid someone's teasing you later." I'm laughing a little.

"If it is, it is often."

"So right?"

"I'll drive you." I looked towards him. But Adam had walked into the bathroom.

"Hey, Wait. We're going down together." It turned out that he took the time to come out again and just gave me a warning. All right, I'll obey him. Anyway, if I just go down by myself, Dad and mom will ask.

I glanced at the clock, it's 07. But Adam is not finished. I could be late if I had to wait for him, and not to mention breakfast.

"Adam, hurry up I'm afraid I'm late." Adam came out and shook his wet hair. Bare chest and just wrap the towel around the waist.

"Can you help me get my clothes ready? I haven't put it on display." I nodded, looking for him in Adam's suitcase.

On top of a neatly arranged pile of clothes in the suitcase, I found a small box like a jewelry container. I picked it up after getting the clothes Adam was going to wear.

"Is this yours?" Adam smiled.

"Open up." I was still silent, until Adam took the clothes out of my hand.

"Adam, you should be wearing a dressing room outfit." Geez, this morning I've had to see a beautiful and tempting sight.

"Why? You saw it too, right?" Without knowing the shame Adam still open the winding of his towel. I prefer to turn my face.

"Open the box you're holding is Nara." I looked at it, hesitating to open it. But still this curiosity cannot be prevented. Adam also asked me to open it, right?

There's a little sparkle that shines, it's really beautiful.

"What's this?"

"Yes, that's for you. Wasn't last night when we got married I didn't give you a ring?" Oh, my God, this is so beautiful.

"Can you put it on?" I'm not going to show, am I? I just want Adam to put it on my sweet finger.

"Wait around." After he finished wearing his clothes, Adam walked over. And the ring was on my finger. Perfect as it fits me.

"You like it?" I'm nodding.

"Thank you." Adam kissed me gently. Ahhhhhhhhh in a matter of hours I can feel what love is if it continues near it.

"Let's get off, you'll be late."

Adam still did not want to let go of my hand even when he closed the door. Then walk down the stairs with your hands clenched together.

"Adam, how did you get into the room last night?" Adam chuckled, then pointed at the figure who was sitting at the table eating.

"Dad?" Adam nodded. Worth it, I think he broke the door by breaking it.

"Dad hasn't left yet?" I'd rather greet her and sit down when the waiter pulls the chair for me.

"Yes, you're leaving at the same time, right?"

"Yes Adam will take me. Yeah." Dad frowned, why? Would you forbid and ask the driver who drove you not to trouble Adam?

"Nara, she didn't just drop you off but she went to college with you."

"I mean dad?" Adam stroked my arm, why?

"Adam has moved to college, and he left last night to take care of his transfer here." Whats?? Should I be happy. Oh my God, the ordeal is heavier. One college campus with a husband, what if Adam seduced my friends? Will handsome?

"Why?" Adam whispered. I just shook my head.

"Adam, after you finish college, you just come to the company, right?"

"Yes yeah. Is it okay if I take Kinara home first?" Adam looked at me.

"Please, it was even better because it could ensure Kinara arrived safely and did not go anywhere else after finishing college." Heh, I really should learn to be a good and obedient wife.

The silence began, after breakfast had begun. I didn't realize that mom wasn't here, was she busy taking care of Renan? But isn't there a baby sitter?

"yeah? Which mother?" After breakfast I asked.

"Mother's still in the room, she's not in the body. So I asked him to have breakfast in the room first and get back to rest."

"Wouldn't you take me to the doctor?"

"Dad called the doctor, it's likely to be there soon." I just nodded, meaning that Renan is currently in his room. If I disturbed him I was sure I would be late.

"yeah? Adam went to his father's company?"

"No, Adam's going to go to daddy's company. He'll start learning there, how to be a good and responsible leader." Huh huh? I looked at Adam, and the reaction he gave was just a smile.

"Nara, although the father has a son, but the company of the father is not just one. So it's not wrong if one of them I'll give you, and it'll be managed by your husband." Deg. You were so good to me and Adam.

"Well, then I'm gone, afraid I'm late." Father nodded, and Adam followed to farewell with father.

In the car, I was silent only occasionally glancing at Adam. Pray that the streets will not be jammed.

"Nara, I'd love to hold Renan." Why did Adam suddenly say that?

"You can carry it later after you get home from dad's company."

"I want you to take care of her by yourself, and not need anyone else." Deg. This what does it mean? Ah I know, Adam must have misunderstood it by now.

"Adam, do you think Renan is my son?" Adam nodded. My guess is right.

"Adam, you don't know?" Adam looked at me and nodded slowly.

"I'll take you to see him. But it's definitely not Renan. Renan is my brother."

"So not Renan?" I shook my head and smiled, a very bitter and painful smile for me.

"Is he with bi Gina?" I shook my head again.

"He's in the bellybutton." Adam immediately braked his car. Does he really not know??

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