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Why is it that when it is in front of his house even my body feels trembling? I turned around like I wanted to go home.

"Hey where are you going?"

"We'll just go home, okay?" I want to pull Munah's hand away. I miss Marisha's mother a lot. Lately he has been very busy taking care of his company. But, even feel disinclined now. Ah so it's so wrong like this.

"Nadzara?" Ah late, that soft voice already called out to me. And his eyes have caught my presence now.

"Mother." I smiled, approached and let go of Munah's hand.

"Mom misses you, why don't you ever come?" He hugged me, I avoided my stomach. Pretending to turn to Munah for a quick hug to come off.

"Mother she's Maemunah. My friend, and Adam's friend." She smiled warmly at him. Then ask me and Munah to come in with him.

This magnificent house, ah not much different from the house of my father and mother. Why am I comparing my little apartment? Should I ask dad to enlarge it? Crazy one! The father forced me to stay with him.

"The mother is beautiful." She praised him in a whisper. I chuckled, ah when he couldn't see the results, Adam was handsome.

"Have you eaten yet?"

"Not yet."

"It's mom." Why are our answers different.

"Which is right?" Me and Munah looked at each other, grimacing showed a row of neat teeth. Then shook my head simultaneously, ah I lied about eating. All I know, if the host has asked so it means will invite you to eat.

"We eat together?"

"Let's go, Mom."

I should have gone straight to the point asking Adam for whereabouts right now. Yes, because the original purpose of coming here was to find Adam. He's invisible, I don't know where Adam's room is. I look at every door of this room, which is where Munah and I are sitting. But everything is locked like that.

"Mother, where's Adam?" His face, why did it change so easily? Am I wrong to ask this? Ah no, did Adam do wrong and get kicked out? Duh, brain why the hell are you always looking for answers yourself.

"Adam, she's still out of town with her brother."

"Out of town?" Adam's mother nodded again. "Is there any family business? Why didn't you come?"

"Kinara, Adam is undergoing therapy there. And her brother who went to accompany her, at least tomorrow is home."

"Therapy?" Deg. My heart is throbbing, so what Elena said is right?

"Therapy is done to strengthen the bones. So that his body is not too weak, and until the graduation exam is finished later Adam leaves the country to continue his treatment."

Whahuh? I didn't hear wrong? Munah was just as shocked as me. The two of us looked at each other, a confused and shocked expression clearly caught on our faces.

"Why? Don't you know?" I shook my head, and so did Munah.

"Had he not been in school these few days Auntie." I'm silent, Adam I miss him.

"Tante, what disease does Adam have?"

"Adam had a chemical leo disease since childhood, but was cured when she was eight years old. And after his father died, he had experienced depression, Adam became quiet. Do not know, the disease came again, and even brought another disease. There's a gland in his body."

Oh my God, Adam suffered. I feel so guilty right now. Many times Adam told me that he had a hard time sleeping because he had stained me. But I just take it for granted, if you know this better I tell Adam what really happened. But I think it's too late, if I tell you now, Adam's situation is getting worse. Because of burdened mind.

"Adam never told me anything. About his illness." I'm lirih.

"Mom guessed it. Because no one really knows about the big family. So it's only natural that he doesn't want you to know, maybe because Adam didn't want to feel sorry for himself." Deg. Adam!! I'm so worried about you.

"Nara?" Munah called out to me, leaning on me who had been squeezed like boneless at the moment. I'm sure he knows how I feel right now.

Wound, why every step I always feel the wound. Lord, is this the answer to the prayer I asked before I went to sleep? So much Adam covered up from me. It's not fair, Adam knows a lot about me. But he can still keep his illness matter a secret from me.

"Kinara, Munah, do we eat? You guys want to, right?" Munah nudged my arm. I gasped and nodded straight away. In fact, the appetite is no longer there, just gone. Slipping from my stomach along with the sad news I heard. We followed Adam's mother's steps towards the dining table.

At the dinner table, there were only the three of us. There were a few waiters serving food, a lot. In fact, if calculated it will not be enough if it goes into the stomach. I don't know which cuisine to eat. Nothing worked to tempt me.

"Nara, why baby? If you don't like this food, I'll have the waiter replace it." And with the heroic soul of Munah, he casually picked up some rice and some side dishes. Poured it my plate.

"Munah, that's enough. It's a lot."

"No, you have to eat a lot." Goddamnit! He still had time to blink his eyes at me.

"Eat." I'm nodding.

"Rose Nara."

"Yes, Mom."

Munah you're so mean. Get me food no matter what. I kept thinking about Adam. Every chew could not remove Adam from my mind. It's not funny if I catch up with him, is it? Ask the address where Adam was treated.

"Kinara, why not spend it?" I glanced towards Munah who was eating voraciously. Damn, he doesn't know shame.

"I'm full, Mom."

"She's dieting Auntie, look at her body getting bigger every day." I'd like to stab Munah now with a cutlery.

After eating, Adam's mother did not let me and Munah go home. He asked to sit in the gazebo in the yard of his house. Asking me to sit next to him, the top of my head was gently caressed.

"Did you remember if you were ever betrothed?" Munah who heard glanced at me, then focused again with his phone. He must be texting Wahid right now.

"Remember Ma."

"If Adam can't, do you want to remain mother's daughter-in-law?" Huh huh?

"I mean Ma?"

"You can marry Windu's brother, Adam's brother. She doesn't have a boyfriend either." Deg. Why is there a request from every parent.

"Why can't Adam be Ma'am?"

"Do you want to have a sick husband?"

"Eh, that's not what you mean, ma'am. I also don't know in the future how, besides me and Adam are just friends."

"But I really want you to be my daughter-in-law later."

Can I say it now? Do mom and son like to force? Sounds too cruel, right?

"They really like each other aunty." Munna! He can say without feeling guilty.

"No, right now I won't allow you to date. Like each other, that's natural." Huh, thank goodness.

"Mother just does not want if the children of the mother already know dating, the ends even make a family disgrace."

"I mean Auntie?"

"Pregnant out of wedlock, isn't the child now average?" I immediately changed my sitting position to upright, taking a breath. It hurt so much when my ears heard it.

"Oh so is Auntie." I could only duck, bow and bow.

"Kinara, didn't you promise your father that you'd come to his house?"

"Huh?" My brain hasn't loaded.

"Yes, you said it last night." I'm nodding. All right, I know what that means.

"Mom, I have to go home now. I forgot I had an appointment with Dad."

"All right, you guys be careful."

***

I dropped my tears again, stopping on one shoulder of the road. Evaporating my sadness, usually I who enjoy this atmosphere of sadness is only alone. But now there's a Munah beside me. I cried in his arms, he kept winning me. But occasionally grumbled because his wet clothes were hit by teardrops. Hiks, I think I'm the most despicable person in the world.

"Are we going to your father's house?"

"Huh.." My cry is getting hardened, damn it - he can still mock at the circumstances that really make me sad.

"You gave me this idea? What if Adam's mother called my father and told him I was going there. Hiks, it's just our alibi."

"Hey, I was just trying to save you earlier. I know you're gonna cry, eat it better I'm lying." I took a tissue, and wiped my tears, not forgetting to also clean the clear liquid that also came out of the nostrils.

"You're so dirty!"

"Did you never cry?" I almost threw this tissue at Munah if he dared to protest again.

"Then where are we going?" I'm shaking, I don't know. There's no way I'm really going to come to Dad's house.

"Whatever, if you want to go home, I'll take you."

"How could I leave you in such a state? There's even you harming my niece-to-be."

"I'm not that stupid! I tried it before." She looked at me, why? Why did his face turn so quickly into a wist?

"Nara?" We looked at each other. "I'm sorry." Huh huh?

"I'm sorry, I forced you to drink alcohol that day. I know you feel really sick, but I just want to know if you're pregnant or not. If only you had truly miscarried, I would never have forgiven myself."

"When Mida supports your stomach, are you?"

"Yes." Yeah." Munah immediately fell silent, he continued to curse while hitting the steering wheel.

"With you not telling anyone, I already feel deeply indebted to you."

"You're crazy! More I owe you."

The car's gone, I just let Munah take me where you don't go to my mom or dad's house. The car drove and turned while at the crossroads. My head turned around when I saw the number of street children busking. If only I had been a successful businessman like my father. I will help everyone who is in distress, including children who have no education like them. Heated up just to be able to eat one day.

"Munah, stop." Even though the lights are not red, I ask Munah to still stop by the side of the road. Opening the windshield of my car, I waved my hands up to call them. There were two girls who approached, his seedy appearance, ah I remember the first time I met my sisters who now life is much better.

"Well, a lot. Thank you brother." They jumped up in excitement, I took out all the money in my wallet. The cash I brought was about seven hundred thousand. Maybe enough for them to eat for a few days.

"You're crazy! You gave them all?" I nodded and smiled.

"You know, that kind of money to them is the most treasure they have. We're lucky, at least not to feel the heat and rain, lucky not to feel the bitterness of looking for money at the age that should still be in elementary school." Munah was immediately silent. I intend to continue my words again, but Munah has opened his mouth will again make a sound.

"You're a good man, but why do serious problems always come to you. I believe now that my friend is a strong woman." I smiled and stroked his arm.

Munah returned to drive the car, not far from the range of hundreds of meters the car stopped again at a store. I stared at the large writing in front of the store. This charming building, anyone can guess that this is a baby shop. Unique clothes hang. My eyes were instantly wild, why had I never thought of this before? It turns out that if you come to a place directly more satisfied than having to shop through online.

"Come?" I'm still sitting and opening the stell belt. This time I hesitated to go down. I'm afraid if anyone sees, what reason should I give? Buying clothes for my sister? Didn't my mother miscarry too?

"Come?" He waited for me, and repeated his sentence.

"Yunah wait." My hand was holding the car door, but my eyes were staring back and forth.

"Here you go, if we meet someone else I'll find an excuse." I'm nodding.

Ah I have never seen baby clothes this blanket, but why for boys does not have a unique model huh? Hah, no, whatever the gender of my son. Didn't I wish my son was born male.

"I take the trolley first, you wait here." It's like a woman who's going to be a mother. His smile, his spirit, huh shouldn't he be sad too today like last night. This is even he is very excited.

Munah came with a trolley, he pushed it and I followed his steps together. He also chooses diapers, clothes and other necessities for babies.

"When my mother was pregnant with my sister, I chose her too." Ah deservedly he knows more, why it feels so cool if you go shopping with mom.

"That's you see, ah funny." He pulled me towards the place where the baby milk bottle was. And I who really liked the color brown was immediately hypnotized, taking it not just one or two. But five at a time, whichever brown color pattern I take!

"You're overreacting." Munah put it back in place, and there were three bottles of milk in the trolley.

"When your son was born I could always come to see him?" Deg. That's what I'm afraid of, if she's taken care of with bi Gina later, I certainly can't see her every day. Ah what else am I going to go to college, what if I'm busy? But I still have to give him affection. I don't want him to live like me.

"Cinara! Why are you daydreaming!" Heh, I flinched. "I'm just asking, can I always see her later?"

"Eh that-"

"Hey, Munah? Kinara's? What are you guys doing? Why buy baby equipment?" Deg. Me and Munah looked at each other, when they found out who was coming before us, reprimanding him with his disgusting smile in my opinion.

"Oh that, this is my father's sister soon to be born. So I'll buy it." Thank goodness, Munah has prepared an excuse.

"What are you doing here, Mida? You also shop for baby necessities? You're not pregnant?" Damn it, that quickly Munah reversed the facts.

"I haha. I pregnant? You're kidding, I'm not allowed to date my parents." He smiled cynically, I know that his words just now must have been insinuating by mentioning the old man.

"I was just accompanying my brother. That's him in front." Me and Munah nodded, then I immediately invited Munah to leave. No need to talk to people who are dewy and perfect.

"Hey, wait." Heh, what else does he want. "Shop this much? Just like you're gonna be a parent."

"meaning? You're accusing me of being pregnant?"

"Eh not really!" I pulled Munah's hand again, I was lazy to argue in a place like this. People like him who are shameless will still speak at will, no matter if there are others who hear later.

"I told you, don't ever bully him!"

I feel like this is enough, and I'm bringing a whole batch of cashier shirts. Pay it with my magic card. And damn, why should he be here too. Looks like Mida was purposely following.

"Why did you pay? Isn't her father's sister Munah going to give birth?"

"Why do you like taking care of other people's lives?" I touched it in front of the store employee. Then receive my card back when I finish payment. "For me, sharing is beautiful." I immediately defied belajaran and left.

"It's so arrogant of you! I'm just asking." I could still hear him grumbling, but still just stepped away.

"Are you going to take her to the apartment?" I'm nodding.

"You're driving again." And luckily Munah doesn't mind.

When the car drove my eyes caught something. There was a store that sold home games, located not far from the store I had just come to. I thought back to my sisters.

"Why?" I just shook my head, pulled out my phone and searched my father's name there.

"I'll call my dad." I waited for the call to be answered, I gave up and asked him for more money.

"Dad?" Finally answered too.

"What's Nara?"

"No, I just miss." Munah immediately glanced at me.

"Dad was glad to hear it." I'm sorry, I have to say this even if I'm lying.

"Dad, can you give me my monthly money now? I want to buy something."

"Are those longing words just excuses?" Deg. I forgot my dad wasn't a fool.

"Not really." He held his laughter with one mouth. Damn, he knows I lied.

"All right, I'll send it." Yes, I screamed in my heart. Eventually, my brothers' wishes were granted.

"Thank you dad." I hung up the phone and screamed.

"Crazy! Is your money really up?" I'm shaking.

"No, I just want to buy something."

"What game?" I'm nodding. "Since when have you been a hobby of gaming? Aren't you her hobby of writing poetry?" I laugh.

"You know, if bi Gina has adopted children now?" Munah. "They wanted the home game so badly, yes I wanted to give it to him, so I asked for money from my father."

"Don't tell me you built a house for them!" Deg. Why why! It's not wrong.

"Ah no."

Not felt, the car has stopped at the bottom of the apartment. As usual, I went down first and brought some large paper bags.

"Eh, no. Leave it in the car. Let me take him, you go in first."

"Why? That really troubles you. You're my friend, not my assistant." Obviously for that I don't want to bother him. I don't want Munah to think I'm using him.

"You forgot too? You're pregnant, shouldn't a pregnant person carry a heavy one? It's there you go down and just go straight into the apartment."

"Thank you, I think I should buy you a new bag." Munah laughed as soon as he heard it, but I was really serious about what I said just now.

Walking towards the elevator, actually want to wait for Munah and take the elevator together. But, I was also very tired, wanting to quickly relax and sit down. In fact, shopping is also only a short time, not exposed to heat anyway.

I who have been sitting relaxed in a sofa, while waiting for Munah to come. I've prepared cold water for him, I'm sure if he's thirsty too.

When the door opened, I was surprised by the arrival of not only Munah.

"Guard?" He smiled, in his style carrying my paper bag. My face was already panicked, but seeing Munah could still relax. Really, is he crazy to let Wahid come in with all the baby gear we bought?

"You shop a lot. Did Munah also ask you to buy him all his needs?" Wahid put the paper bag on the table. I stood up and grabbed him, I'll take him into the room.

"Yes, I bought him because he wanted to stay here."

"really?" I nodded and went into the room. The door opened again, it turned out that Munah also followed me inside.

"You're crazy! Why should I go with Wahid while carrying this?" Munah even laughed.

"You didn't hear what he said? He doesn't know, he doesn't even see what's inside."

"Can you guarantee that?"

"What are you afraid of now?"

I put all the paper bags in the closet.

"You know what I'm afraid of, why do you still ask?"

Munah pulled my arm back to get out of the room. For reasons of pity if Wahid long left alone.

"It seems you've already reciprocated his feelings." Munah immediately pinched my arm.

God gave me happiness now, even though I had to cry first. It has been a long time since I have seen this sight, seeing Munah and Wahid fighting in front of me. Call anything. I can come laugh. If only Adam were here, everything would feel complete.

Seriate..