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The disaster came again

I stepped foot into the school, but there was something strange here. Ever since I got out of the car, the students at this school were whispering to each other while staring at me. At first I felt it was just my feeling. But over time I realized that they were talking about me from behind, from the side, and from the front. I was in the middle of the market but I was lost. I smiled at them, but they returned with blasphemy.

"Do they know I'm pregnant? Die me." I muttered softly and accelerated my pace. I just wish I was having a bad dream and woke up in the middle of the day and then I didn't get into school. That's my only hope now.

"Sir Nara?" A soft but firm voice struck me, I turned my head when I was not far from my class. His sharp eyes were also like he was insulting me at this moment. Alright, I set my breath and will ask gently.

"What's the matter Elena?"

"Sister, I thought that big brother was good. But I was wrong." Deg. Whatdoes thatmean? Is he talking about Adam?

I nodded slowly, narrowing my eyes.

"Speak clearly Elena."

"Are you going to snatch someone's husband?"

"Capturing people's husbands?" I'm trying to clarify what Elena said. Her cute face could also turn fierce.

"Sister shouldn't have done that!"

"I didn't take anyone away from anyone. What do you mean you said that?"

"Didn't you feel guilty?" I clearly shook my head, ah it doesn't seem like I do have a sin at the moment.

"Sir Nara?" Now the talk is more soft.

Elena invited me to sit by the rock of the school garden. He pulled my arm and asked his friend to leave first. Praying that the bell in will also be long, so that I get more time to listen to what Elena wants to talk about.

All eyes were now staring in the direction where we were sitting. I covered the school skirt with my bag.

"Sister, is it true that you have a relationship with Mr. Effendi? And some of your pictures that look friendly. Then also circulated the photo brother, um." He glanced to the right and left. Then whisper something in my ear. "Photo the brother who came out of the discotheque." Deg. Deg. My heart is slowly pumping uncontrollably, my breathing is congested. God help me need more oxygen right now.

It's not in the room, but I feel like I'm about to be executed. Anyhow can they all think that I have a relationship with the master teacher? Andwhat? My photo at the bar.

"Can I see the picture?" Elena nodded.

"Sister with Adam." There was a tinge of disappointment when Elena said that. I shook my head again, this was taken just as Adam was going to take me home? Yes, and this is also the exact time of the night of the incident! Who took it.

"Elena listen." I held both of his shoulders. "Me and Adam are just friends, and you know that, too. Not only did I go alone with him, but I also went with Wahid and Munah." Elena nodded. "Don't think I'm the one who ruined your relationship with her, and you know that, too? If I go to the discos often?" Elena nodded again.

"But brother, Mr Effendi?" Deg. God, why would there be such a problem.

"Sister doesn't have any relationship." I stood up from my seat, then cleaned the school skirt that had been hit by the ground.

"Sister, honestly I don't believe this. But?"

"But what is El?"

"Teacher is already on tau sak, because the person who spread this photo uploads the photo with me fake. Then send him to the school group. Not only teachers and students here can see it, but also the alumni of this school."

Daddy's! I'll definitely see it too! Isn't he also an alumnus of this school!!! No!!

"Elena, then I go to class first. Thanks for the information."

"Yes, brother."

My classmate is now looking at my performance from top to bottom. Including Mida, she's near my desk with Munah. It seems to be talking about me, and I'm sure of it. Their sharp-looking reserves made me feel like I was being skinned alive.

"Mune it?" I immediately sat down beside him, with my breath gasping.

"I'm not surprised, the natural name is also a broken home child. But, what if your body is currently expanding not because of pregnancy?" Deg.

"Shut your mouth Mida!" Munah kicked the table and threw him out of my sight.

"Why are you angry? I'm just saying what people are thinking."

Adam, where is he? I'm sure Adam could help me! Why hasn't he come yet?

Adam entered with Wahid into the classroom just as the school bell rang, only Adam smiled at me as he passed my desk. I can't reply, I wish Adam knew by looking at the look on my face right now.

"Munah, I swear I didn't do that." I clasped Munah's hand tightly, even cold sweat had sprung from between my fingers.

"You have to prove it."

"I'll explain it to you later. Why is it so complicated." Complaints again.

The situation began to calm down when a teacher had entered the classroom. The sound of her footsteps gave me goosebumps, I didn't know it myself. Maybe because of my excessive fear. I don't know what it is, but it managed to make my darmu swish uncontrollably many times. Adam, I looked towards him. Every problem I have Adam ready to help. I clenched my hands near my chest, begging Adam.

"What?" He opened his mouth without a sound, then shook his head. Which means he doesn't know anything now.

"Kinara Adnan Hussein." Deg. Whahuh? My name is called the light. Silence with all the gazes pointing at me. Damn it, I returned their gazes one by one, turning my head like an owl. "You were called to the office." Deg. Die me!! I should bring witnesses at least help me.

"Mom?" I raised my hand. "Can I bring Munah?" Hahaha all my friends laughed, why, is there something wrong? Munah hit my arm.

"You who are called, go alone. I'll catch up without you asking!" He whispered while brushing his teeth.

"Come on Kinara." I immediately stood up, walking by dragging a heavy leg. It's quiet now, because the lesson is already in progress. I was breathing heavily, but the road to the office was not too far away.

"Excuse me sir." I knocked on the door that was wide open. Extend my neck to see the contents in the office. Thankfully, there are only BP teachers here.

"Come in." My cold voice was clearly in my ear.

As I sat down, Mr. Effendi also appeared and came to sit beside me. I glanced at him, we're going through this trial.

"Nadzara?" The BP teacher in front of me is now fixing the glasses he wears.

"Are you the one who uploaded the photo?" Obviously I immediately shook my head. "Is all the news true?" I shook my head again.

"Open your mouth."

"Father can ask directly to Mr. Effendi sir. I'm just helping him make poems for his wife, birthday surprises." And explain everything without anything I cover. "Sir, do you still have that poem?" I asked Mr. Effendi.

"There is, but at the moment I don't bring it because that saves my wife."

"Actually, I don't believe that either. It's just, your photo with inappropriate clothes and the place you're visiting. It's so tarnishing the good name of this school." I'm down now. Mr. Effendi strengthened me by gently patting my shoulder.

"The only thing we have to do is get you out of this school. Except, your parents are willing to attend." Daddy's? Mammy? No?? Don't let me know.

"Sir, please don't sir. I, I still want to go to school, sir." He pulled out a small white envelope. I know, it must be a letter that makes me weak if I read it.

"Sir, I beg you."

"Sir, you better give her some lightening, sir." Mr. Effendi is trying to defend me at the moment.

"Look, we can't get you out of school either, because the graduation exam's only a month away, even if that's what you're supposed to do. So, we can only do this action." Whatisthis? "You're suspended for a month, and you're back in when exam time comes. This is also to avoid the rush of school, don't you already know if all the students and teachers at this school already know?" Deg. Then how was my lesson? Wouldn't I be left behind.

I pleaded once again, pleading with great. But the decision cannot be changed. I also realized I was wrong. I could only walk out of the office in a daze. My view is blurred.

"This is your bag." I waited in front of the class and asked Munah to take my bag out.

"You're okay, right?" I'm nodding. "Wait, I, Wahid and Adam will come to the apartment this afternoon." I did not answer and turned around.

In just one day, the happiness I had from having met my little friend was gone. God gave me another surprise this morning.

I drove a car that didn't know where to go. My current goal, I really don't know. Until it stops at one point. Look towards the garden, where the flowers are neatly arranged there. I got out of the car and walked towards the park. Leaving everything in the car, including my bag and cell phone.

Sitting in the morning sun, stroking my stomach which was currently perfectly covered by a corset and uniform.

"Not supposed to be a schoolboy in this place." Hah, I gasp at the sound of that voice.

"Dad???" I stood up when I knew Dad was in front of me now. "Dad, why is Dad here?" He sat down and asked me to sit back.

"Dad accidentally saw your car parked here, and from a distance on the highway also saw a child wearing a school uniform sitting in the middle of the park." I looked towards him, should I say it?

"Tell me, why don't you go to school today? Are you like this often?"

"No."

"Tell me, from now on think of me as your friend." Daddy's? He even set his little finger for me as a sign of promise that I agreed.

"Dad. I'm on suspension from school." I'm lirih.

"Dad knows." Deg. Did ya?

"Dad! You are so mean to me!! Have you not satisfied making me mentally weak since childhood?? And now you're doing this again?" The mood is cloudy, just one blink I'm sure my tears will drip.

"Dad has a reason for this Nara."

"No yeah. I don't think what mom and dad did never had a reason. Whatever it is! Just wanted to torture the child yourself!!"

"Don't take your mother's name. All the wrong fathers. Isn't your mother in mourning right now?" Again, the words of the father always hit the whole heart rate.

"Mom never cared about me, so it's not wrong if I don't care about her, like it's also with dad."

"Nara? Is this as an impingement? Is this your reason for not wanting to stay with dad? Your nightlife, and it ends with you being suspended from school."

"I didn't do it, Dad! I was just helping, even Mr. Effendi had to leave a greeting for dad!"

"Is that greeting you're telling dad?" I can't dwell, right I didn't convey it. But now I've told Dad?

"Dad go, what are you here for. Just to blame me. Better get to the office."

Actually I just want to be alone, even though my father has said that asking to always think of him as a friend. But the awkwardness still happens. I had never been close to him before. Maybe someday I'll do all that. Spoken with him without age. But right now, I'm pregnant, I'm alone keeping my distance from others.

"Get your school done well. After you graduate, you have to stay with Dad. And that apartment I'm gonna sell!" I stood up and left him. An already open mouth wanting to protest also seemed to be just a waste. Dad's steps were getting further away along with my eyes that were following him.

Heh.. I can only breathe now. I think of something that has no end. I remembered, two more days it was time for my gynecological examination schedule.

"Hallo?" I called Linda's doctor, I'm afraid she forgot too.

"Yes, Kinara?"

"Doctor, it's two more days of bladder testing, right?"

"Yes right, why Nara?"

"I want to do USG. I want to know the gender of my son. Can the doctor bring his tools to the apartment? I don't want to go to the hospital?"

"Can I do it later."

"Thank you doctor." Huh, it's about time I found out the gender of my son. The child I carried for six months. I always refused before, but somehow since I knew that Adam was Iam. I have a passion for caring for a tiny baby who will soon be born into the world. I really want to hear him cry.

***

I returned to the apartment at about 10 a.m. Throwing the origin of my bag onto the sofa, and as soon as I sat down I immediately unbuttoned the uniform loosening the waistband. Heh, it's crowded.

"Why did Nara come home?" Bi Gina came from the kitchen, sitting next to me with a glass of cold water.

"It's bi." I handed him a small envelope in which a letter was folded in such a way. I sipped cold water that quenched my thirst. I let bi Gina read the letter starting from the top row.

"How come? What cause?"

"Just misunderstood bi." I'm taking a breath. "Bi, let me be punished like this. I can't stand it anymore every day having to use a corset. It's like a little bi." I complained, and put my head on his shoulder. The kitten tub that is being spoiled with its mother, meows gently.

"Auntie thinks the same as you. But if you do this, you'll be left with a lesson. And also, you can't even pass Kinara."

"Auntie. I'll ask Adam for help later."

Ever since bi Gina found out and heard my story about who Adam and his family were, that had a big influence on my life. Bi Gina prefers if Adam comes to the apartment. Said I smile more, ah sometimes bi Gina likes lebay.

"Bi, in two days, Linda's doctor is coming. I asked him to do the USG. I want to see the gender of my son bi." Bi Gina immediately smiled, she was also happy. Because bi Gina had already said that before, it was just that I always rejected her.

"Bi I want to rest in the room."

My body feels weak, and it's always like this if I get into trouble. My son is not as active as usual. That little kick just disappeared. That's what I'm afraid of, thoughts affect the health of the baby in my womb.

It feels very comfortable when you are lying in bed. Padded, hugging bolsters with tilted position. I like that style of sleep, but now I'm starting to feel so wrong if I want to sleep.

"Hey, why don't you move?" I stroked it gently. "Are you sleeping?" I laughed to myself imagining that one day I would be able to carry my son.

I don't know how long I fell asleep after taking the child in my stomach to talk. My body felt shaken to the right and left, like there was an earthquake right now. But my eyes are still perfectly closed, so hard to open. Feel the comfort of sleeping during the day.

"Nara?" I opened my eyes, blinked a few times. I want to know who's disturbing my sleep right now.

"Mune it?" I haven't moved a bit, just opened my eyes. No, Munah, don't look at my stomach.

"You alone?" Munah shook his head and said that he went with Adam and Wahid.

"Get out first, I want to go to the bathroom."

After making sure Munah had closed the door to my room again, I got down slowly and headed for the bathroom. Wearing a corset and changing clothes that are more covered. I look at it after washing my face. I rubbed my own cheeks, grabbed it. My face looks puffy.

"Why is this? Is it because I slept too long?" I cleaned it again with a towel. I just got out of the bathroom.

"Nara?" Adam first greeted me. My eyes swept across the sofa table. Lined some thick textbooks and written books, along with pens.

"Would you like to study in a group?" They are compact with a nod of the head. I'm sitting down now. He sat next to Adam.

"You cry one daily huh?" I'm shaking. It's true that I didn't cry. "Your face is so swollen." Adam, keep your hands off! I wanted to scream that way when Adam touched my face with his fingers. Didn't see if Munah and Wahid had not blinked looking at him now.

"Geeh!!" Wahid deliberately cleared his throat, perhaps to make Adam realize that it was not just me and him who were here now. But why is my heart beating now? It's strange! Isn't that what friends usually do?

"Well, can we start the lesson?"

"What lesson is this?" I looked at them asking for answers.

"We don't want to study groups, we're just going to give you notes today, you don't want to miss a lesson, do you?" I'm shaking.

"Please start." Munah took my hand, put a pen in my hand, while Wahid read it so I could hear and write it. And Adam, he's busy with his laptop.

Within an hour, I could complete the entire record and task today. They asked me to do it, no need to collect it to school. It's just so I know if this question will come up on the graduation exam.

"Now, it's time you explained to us, what exactly is your relationship with Mr. Effendi?" Deg. I have to talk about it again.

"You know what, a few days ago I wrote a poem?" Let them learn to remember now. "It was a poem for his wife, in exchange for grades because I didn't follow yesterday's practice. And in his gratitude, the teacher invited me to eat out. I've rejected him, but he keeps pushing." They quietly listened. "From there came slander, it's just that I was surprised, who followed me and took some photos that eventually became slander."

"It's been tracked!!!" Adam showed me his laptop. Crazy one! He can find people who use fake accounts to upload my photos.

"This?" Adam nodded. I really didn't recognize him, but I kept looking at the face of someone I was seeing right now.

"It seems familiar."

"Sama, I've seen it."

"Where?" We asked Adam. He was still silent then checked the profile of that person. I want a clearer photo.

"How can you find him?"

"There's an app that supports this." I don't know what else Adam's doing. Turns out he's smart!

"Try you to look at this."

"Dad?" I looked at Adam. "There's no way my father is Adam!"

"Wait, you haven't answered our questions, have you? Where have you seen him?" Munah asked, he already represents my question.

"I, I've seen it in your father's house." Deg. Is this all dad's? It is only fitting that he could know if I was hit by a disaster like this. God, why would my parents do this to me? What's my fault, I just want to live in peace.

"Nara, you calm down. Don't think no." Munah hugged me, he knows how I feel right now, disappointed! Yes I was disappointed with my father's stiffness.

I stood up, and went into the room. Looking for my cell phone.

"Hallo?"

"Nara, why baby?"

"Miss, can we meet?"

Tonight, I asked Aunt Intan to meet me outside, I'm sure if you did it, Auntie Intan would know too.

"Tante, don't tell dad. I just wanted to ask Auntie for help."

I went out again to sit on the sofa. My face is starting to get unfriendly. There was a rumble ready to grab anyone at this moment.

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