Sky overcast

Meaning of Adam's painting

"Kinara, what are you doing here?" I fell silent, then looked. Where did dad come from? It turns out I didn't realize my dad's car had just arrived.

"Look, Kinara doesn't believe that I'm Adam's brother." Ahhhhhhhhh? Dad smiled instead.

"Yes right Kinara, Windu is Adam's brother."

What do I have to do now? I'm dead flea.

"Let's Windu go inside, om also want to hear how Adam's current condition?" I even let Satria, uh Windu in.

And I was still in place before Dad called me and asked me to come inside.

"Nara?" I looked up when I heard a familiar voice.

"Auntie?" Bi Gina immediately walked over.

"Why did you come out? What was? Aunty's looking for you in the room but you're not there."

"Eh I was, bi you better come with me. There's something important I want to talk about." Bi Gina just nodded and followed my steps into the room. And now maybe Windu's dad is talking about Adam. Whatever, it's just that later I keep questioning why Elena should come there! Meeting Adam. Am I jealous now??

Bi Gina was shocked and also could not believe when I said that Satria was Adam's biological brother.

"Their faces are not similar either. It's just that they're both handsome." Ah geez innocently bi Gina said so?

"Auntie, Satria-"

"Mother."

"Yes, that means. Windu is similar to his mother, while Adam is similar to his father." Bi Gina is just a mangosteen.

"But bi, which makes me curious now, why did Elena have to come there? And that's what Adam said he wanted? Ah I really don't understand bi."

Bi Gina stroked my arm.

"You jealous?" Deg. I looked towards bi Gina. Why would bi Gina think that? Is it true that I am jealous. "You're too emotional to talk about Elena."

"It's not bi. Either way Elena's the one who made me have to be suspended at that time. I can't just forget that."

"Don't you forgive her that time?" I'm silent, I've forgiven him. But right? Geez! Yes, I am jealous right now, I am really jealous.

"Nadzara?" Geck. Geck.

"Let aunt open." Bi Gina left me and walked towards the door of the room after hearing someone call.

"Bi? I thought aunt was here."

"Why lady?" I went down and saw, it was my mother who called me.

"Why Ma'am?"

"Don't love, I just asked bi Gina to accompany me shopping today."

"Oh yeah, then be careful." And back in silence when my bedroom door was closed. I could not calm down, before hearing that explanation from Windu.

"No, I'd better take a look and open the painting that Adam gave me." I haven't even seen him since yesterday.

I walked to the bed, because I put the painting downstairs. Slowly tearing the paper that was blocking it.

"Huh?" I was still stunned, as I could not understand the meaning of this painting yet.

"Why are there children?" I looked at one by one of the paintings depicting a child and a woman standing with someone.

"This is, like I'm gathering with my sisters. But why am I holding a baby?" Deg. Ls then?? "What's next to me in this painting is Adam?" I spoke to myself without wishing anyone could answer. Only Adam knew.

"What is this?" I saw underneath the painting there was a red spot like blood, because I'm sure it wasn't the paint color of the painting.

"No way!" I immediately sat down limp. If it's blood, then Adam prepared this painting the last day I saw it, yes I was. Before I lost consciousness, I saw Adam bleeding from his nose. Oh, my God, I feel so inadequate now. Adam, come to me to explain.

***

The night has come, but I really don't want to eat with the family. I asked the waiter to bring food into the room. And begging my father for this time doesn't force me. Because I still need time alone.

"Overcast Sky"

The light bias is no longer visible..

My eyes can break through the beautiful clouds when it is dark..

Without a shield to stare..

God gives perfection to nature..

When thousands of water come to invade the earth..

I don't want to see thousands of tears fall..

Though you are beautiful, God..

But there are those who grieve over the sustenance you have given..

Seek shelter so as not to get wet..

Begging for the best..

When the sky starts to cloud..

I also feel shredded..

Remembering the life of your created creature..

Who have no shade..

Lord..

Every cloud is getting dark..

May I ask for the impossible..

Eternal life for the most important..

Kinara's.

When I finished writing, that's where my bedroom door was knocked. Fitting, all according to time. I put the paper on the table and walked over to open the door.

"Attent."

"Loh Munah?" Munah smiled and carried a tray filled with my dinner.

"Why you?"

"Yes, look at your phone. How many times have I called but there's no answer." Munah put a tray on the table near the bed. "Then your father said you didn't want to eat together. Then your father also said that you must be making poetry." I nodded, and Munah flicked his finger. Ah I know what that means, she must want to see it.

"You eat, I want to read it." I nodded, cool Munah sitting either reading my poem now, or seeing the beauty tonight from behind the bedroom window.

"What does this poem mean?" I can't answer because there's still food in my mouth.

"Nara?"

"Hem." I took a sip of water first.

"Yes, wasn't it when the cloudy sky came there were some sad people, such as construction workers? Or like my brothers, didn't they have no place to live?"

"Your sisters?" Huh huh? I said it, all right. I'll explain this after I finish eating.

Munah kept looking at me, he was really waiting for an explanation from me. And until the last bribe, Munah immediately thrust water for me to drink.

"Tell me honestly." I nodded and sipped the drink he gave me.

"I'm sorry, you had to see this before." I meant to show Adam's painting to him. Because for me, right now only Munah can understand my position. There's nothing more I have to hide from him.

"This is the painting Adam made." Munah stood up, then his shrewd fingers touched every part of the painting. As if amazed but without saying.

"This song?"

"Munah, Adam once told me. He would prepare this painting before the day of the farewell arrived. And Adam asked me to go straight to his house if he didn't come back. But even her brother gave it to me."

"Wait, does that mean Adam?" I just shrugged but couldn't hide how I was feeling right now.

"And you see below that painting. There's blood on there." Munah followed my advice and saw it firsthand. "I want to ask you, wasn't it when I had a miscarriage that Adam came close to me?" Munah. "Did you see that moment if Adam bled from his nose?" The city seemed to remember.

"Yes right, that's why Adam didn't drive you to the hospital."

"That means my guess is true Munah. He prepared this painting in a state that was already impossible."

"O Lord Adam. Nara, she really loves you." I can only be quiet.

"Let's see again, the meaning of the painting is Munah." She shook her head, because she didn't know.

"The children in the painting are pictures of street children sitting on their feet, looking down when the sky is cloudy. Then the one standing there, it's me with Adam."

"Wait, but in the painting if it's true why are you holding a baby?"

"Because Adam knew I was pregnant since I was bleeding at school."

"No!! now I know, which means Adam took a painting after finding out you were pregnant?" I nodded, Munah dumbfounded not expecting so many secrets that Adam hides.

"And right now, Elena has gone out of the country to meet Adam. Somehow the story, I don't know. Windu or Satria as her brother Adam asked Elena's address to me."

"Huh? Why aren't you Nara? Why Elena?"

And I'm saying that from now on Munah's job is to find out about this. Didn't Windu already consider him a friend now?

"So you and Gina's foster kids?"

"I'm sorry for that I didn't tell you before. Because for me goodness doesn't need to be indulged." The man hugged me very tightly.

"You're a really good person, I'm sure you'll also meet a good mate."

Seriate..