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I'm the one who put down if I want food but when bi Gina comes home. I really want to eat instant noodles made by myself. Bi Gina cooked me. I imagine the spicy instant noodles are in a bowl, decorated with eggs on it. Red gravy from chili, I swallowed my saliva many times. I can't wait to mature quickly.

I grind the chili, then slice the tomatoes. When the water is boiling then I put the egg. Just wait, if only cooking like this I can. But that lazy feeling that does not have a cure, and if you want to like this I will still do.

"Finally.." I brought a bowl of spicy noodles to the front room sofa. Repeatedly inhaling a puff of smoke, the smell of chili peppers so gushed in my nose. Which I'm usually scared of is spicy, but this time I really want to.

"Aren't you impatient?" I stroked my stomach, then rolled up the noodles and blew on them. One mouthful landed into the mouth, chewing and chewing. Second roll, blow it. When you put it in the mouth of the bell ring. At first I didn't want to ignore it, just eat it. Pretending not to listen. But the pounding on the door really bothered me.

"Mune it?" I was shocked when I opened the door. Right now I'm wearing hot pants and over-sized jerseys. Not wearing a corset, hopefully invisible.

Munah looked at me from toe to toe, what was it? I'm usually like this too.

"You alone?" Munah.

"Come in." I accidentally didn't lock the door. "Where's Wahid?"

"Some, he's in the parking lot waiting for Adam to arrive."

"Adam?" I wonder, didn't he say he was sick. And so far, they have not been in school.

"You cook noodles?" I nodded, honestly my appetite just disappeared, with Munah coming here.

"You want? Eat it." I thrust the noodles in a bowl in front of him. Then I went into the room, I had to wear a corset before Wahid and Adam arrived.

"That's so good." I smiled when I heard Munah outside enjoying my noodles. After I finished wearing the corset, I went back out of the room. Not for about five minutes.

"You did it yourself?" I'm nodding. Sit back and have no intention of asking for my noodles back. His taste was gone with the smoke rising.

"Nara, you better get ready. Because we're leaving." I frowned, leave? Went where?

"You guys yeah, I'm not coming." Munah wiped his mouth using a tissue. It's finished eating it turns out, my noodle lyrics have been toilet discharged unceremoniously.

"Not this time you have to come, we'll go watch. Your favorite horror movie is already on the air."

"really?" I was immediately enthusiastic to hear it. Honestly, it's a movie I've been waiting for a long time. A few months ago I could only see the trailer. But given Gina's bi message, it seems like I can't do that. Heh, I sighed. And I really want to.

The door opened, and revealed Wahid and Adam. There's something different here, why is Adam's face so pale?

"Adam? Aren't you sick? Don't tell Munah and Wahid to force you out."

"No, who said I was sick? Didn't you guys come to the house and the waiter at the house just said I was out of town?" I was silent, and I might not believe it. Why did he go out of town? There's no way he's given a reason to see his father, while I already know everything and the navel I went to at that time, even I still remember the place.

"Munah told you that, right?" I nodded as Wahid asked me. "Why aren't you ready? We've booked the tickets." Lho? Why not call me first?

"You don't want to? We even watched the movie, even though we didn't like it. It's for you, Nara." My esophagus felt choked, unable to utter any words to reject their invitation. Okay, this time I want to. Remembering Linda's doctor's message yesterday. I also have to get out of the apartment so that my mind is not saturated. It turns out that waiting two more months is very long huh.

"Wait a minute." Munah immediately clapped his hands for successfully persuading me, I could only shake my head at his behavior.

This is what makes me lazy, besides covering my pregnancy I also do not have too many clothes that can cover my curves. Hah, I took a rough breath, and sat on the edge of the bed. Looking towards the wardrobe that I accidentally opened wide. I thought of something, I should just use the clothes yesterday that I was wearing to meet Satria.

When I was done, I just pinched my hair high, wearing a thin lipstick so that my lips also seemed to have color. Munah was stunned staring at my appearance. I know, he's gonna protest.

"Why?" I walked around and sat on the sofa.

"You, you look like a sick man with a fever." Damn they even laughed at me, Wahid also blushed his face.

"You know, my weight has increased dramatically since bi Gina was here. The jeans or other clothes I have, they all seem cramped if I wear them."

"Here you go, how come you still look beautiful. Let's go now?" I smiled to hear Adam defending me.

"Where is Nara more beautiful than me?" Hey, why did Munah ask that! Since when did it have such envious nature!

"If I don't think you're beautiful." With ease Wahid replied, making me able to let out a small laugh.

Wahid and Munah had already walked first, while I had to lock the apartment door. Adam faithfully awaits me, this is a chance for me to ask.

"Have you?" I nodded, Adam stretched out his hand to me. I'm the one who's used to not mind that. Me and Adam are not friends, but have a special relationship. I immediately threw that thought out of my brain.

"Dam, your hands are cold." Adam was smiling. "You sick?"

"No."

"Why don't you go to school? And what really happened at Bi Gina's house?"

"Later on, it's not the right time to talk about it." I fell silent, stepping together into the elevator.

"Eh." I was shocked when I heard my phone ringing, so loud than usual, probably because I was in the elevator.

"Hallo brother?"

"Nara? What are you doing?" I glanced at Adam who was also glancing at me.

"I'm out there, going to the movies."

"Oh well, then be careful. When you get home, don't forget to tell?"

"Eh yes, brother." I put my phone back in my sling bag. And step out when the elevator door is open.

"Who?"

"Huh?" I know that Adam asked me who called me just now.

"That's Satria."

"Oh." Adam went first, I don't know why. For sure I'm sure he can't be jealous, because Adam doesn't deserve that either.

"Lho, don't you have a car?" Adam shakes.

"We take Wahid's car, even more cool if we go one car." Yes, that's what Adam said. Adam opened the door for me, and he and I sat in the back. While Munah was sitting quietly beside Wahid.

"Have you?" Me and Adam nodded.

The car has turned around, ready to go into the highway. I just kept quiet, looking at the trees that looked scary at night. It will be seen if there is a driver's light spot on the highway. Then look up at the sky full of stars. Blink in rhythm and as if smiling at me. I also replied with a thin smile. Adam suddenly clasped my hand very tightly, making me turn towards him.

And he's smiling. "Do you like stars?" Obviously I nodded, anyone would like it. Besides the night looks more beautiful, and also it's a real view in the sky, not just a painting of a masterpiece.

Adam came towards me and whispered. "Do you like me too?" I was shocked and rounded my eyes. Hit his arm hard.

"Hey, why are you guys even hitting?" The one in front seemed to protest.

"Turn me and Adam you protest. Then you're with Wahid every day and every time." Munah laughed, Wahid only glanced at him a glance. Oh my gosh, I really miss this atmosphere. I regret staying away from them like that, by locking myself in the apartment.

***

Wahid's car had turned, I stared in wonder because this was not a cinema. I even know this place very well. I've wanted to protest and ask now. What does this mean!!

"Why come here? Didn't you say you were gonna watch?"

"Nara, why are you so scared now that we brought you here? Isn't this the place you're looking for every time you have a problem?" I looked towards Adam. Don't tell me he's also involved in this, conspiring with them to lie to me.

"Just come in." Adam pulled my hand down immediately. I threw out his hand, and looked at him sharply.

"Nara?" I was silent not answering. I was standing next to the car. I am disappointed with Munah, Wahid and Adam. Honestly, I'm very emotional. However, I really love the child in my womb. They don't know.

"Give me a reason why you're mad like this, Nara?" Munah forced me to look at him, while Adam and Wahid stood at the entrance. There are no other guests, I'm sure that Wahid has already hired him.

"I, I uh just don't want to come to this place anymore. Since bi Gina forbade me, I took it as a substitute for my parents." My eyes heat up for a moment, hold back not to fall even though my tone has vibrated. "You know, it feels like being noticed, right Munah? Last time we came to this place, don't you remember? I got sick after drinking alcohol. Dan, what? It turns out it had an effect on my stomach. So bi Gina forbade me, and asked me to focus on studying and staying in the apartment." Munah lowered his head, then raised his face and hugged me.

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry. But that doesn't mean that if we come here you should drink. No, have I ever forced you to drink before?" I shook my head, it was true that they never asked for or forced me to drink. I am the only one who cannot control myself. That's what I'm afraid of right now, in addition to hurting the child I bear, I also feel the pain.

"Well, let's go in?" I pulled Munah's arm, she was even surprised to see me change my mind that fast. I know, there must be some among them who plant suspicion. All right, this way I can prove it, even if it's still lying. At least I can reduce their bad thoughts towards me.

"Nara?" Adam pulled my hand as he was about to enter a room full of flickering lights. The music thumped hard. Munah and Wahid were already inside first.

"I'd like to talk to you for a second, don't go in yet." I stopped, and was ready to listen to Adam speak.

"You're pregnant? You're pregnant with my son, aren't you? Why are you covering it up?" Deg. It's impossible for bi Gina to tell Adam right? No right?

"Whatchu mean? Didn't we agree not to discuss this, after all we only did it once, not completely you continue to accuse me of being pregnant."

The deafening sound of the music boom, ah I miss this atmosphere so much. All right, I'll enjoy tonight, for the last one before I give birth.

"Woo.." Wahid had jumped up by raising both his hands up. Enjoy music by shaking her body.

Munah pulled my hand, and asked me to start a stunt I hadn't shown in a long time. With this appearance? Haha I want to laugh, I should have gone to the house of worship instead of the discotheque.

I saw Adam come in and sit down. He's not coming with me, Munah and Wahid. Just take a snack and eat it.

"Yeah, I'm sitting down." Munah nodded, and he's with Wahid now.

I sat on the other couch with Adam. I chose to close my eyes, spread out my hands and lean my body on the sofa. If I say this to bi Gina, I'm sure she'll be disappointed and assume I can't change.

"Nara?" I opened my eyes, and Adam was sitting beside me. Since when he's here, I don't know if I don't know either. I did not answer and closed my eyes again.

"Nara, this." Munah gave me a drink. "Drink dong, just once." I just smiled, then held the small glass in my hand.

"Yes, I'll have a drink." Munah nodded and returned with Wahid. I looked towards Adam.

"If you're not pregnant, then you won't be afraid to drink it." Deg. All of them, why trap me now. Do I have to confess? It's not that easy, it adds to the problem.

"Drink." Adam thrusts in front of me. I stared at the glass hanging right in front of my face at this moment. Glek, I swallowed my own saliva. He used to be my friend when I needed it, it was just the drink that helped me forget the problems that happened. I picked it up immediately, sipped it to the end. Then I asked Adam to pour it again.

"Really, is that okay?" I no longer ignore his words. I immediately sipped it back, it was already two glasses now. I think that's enough to prove it in front of Adam.

As time went on, I started to feel dizzy. My stomach is very hot, and so is my body. I feel my body starting to feel bad. Something is falling in the stomach. Wanted to be free, I couldn't stand it.

"I want to go home now." I've squeezed my stomach which doesn't feel good. Will I die with my baby tonight? Because of the stupidity I made myself, in order to save the secret I have?

I ran out of the room that was currently hot, as quickly as possible I stepped into Wahid's car. Waiting for them outside, I beat my own head. You idiot! You idiot! As soon as I scream.

"Oh my God." My tears were dripping, only Adam ran out after me. I wipe away the tears that fell.

"Nara?" I'm turning. "Let me drive you home in Wahid's car." I'm shaking.

"No, if they don't want to go home yet. I can go home by myself in a taxi."

"Eh no-no. Just a minute." Adam ran in again, I can't wait. Get out of the car and wait for the taxi, hopefully there's still.

I waved at the passing taxi, and luck was still on my side. I went in and said the address I was going to. As soon as the taxi sped up, my cries instantly broke. No matter what the driver thinks of me.

"It's no tissue." Even the driver gave me tissue. Geez, I can't help my crying. Hiks, it hurts so much. I can't blame my friend either. Because it's my fault that I can't be honest. If they knew, I'm sure they wouldn't be able to do this, even helping me to keep my womb.

My hand trembled as I held the phone, looking for Gina's bi number. Just calling it feels so hard.

"Hallo bi?" My voice is so soft.

"Nara? Wh why? What was? You crying?" Bi Gina panic was immediately created on the phone. I also heard the voices of my brothers there.

"Bi, my stomach hurts so much." I complain, yes only bi Gina where my complaint is at the moment. "Bi, tomorrow morning can I take Dr. Linda to the apartment? I'm not going to school tomorrow."

"If you're feeling so sick, auntie's coming right now."

"No need bi, it's already night." Hiks, I can't stop my crying.

"Where are you now, Nara?"

"I'm on bi's path."

"Are you out?" I'm instantly speechless. "Tell Nara, what are you doing?" Bi Gina was much more panicked now. "Nara?"

"Sorry bi, Munah forced me. So is Adam."

"Nara, my God."

"Hiks, they forced me to suspect that I was bi."

"Yes, just take a break when you arrive. Tomorrow morning aunty's coming with Linda's doctor." I turned off the phone, my body was completely limp.

When the taxi arrived, I asked the driver to take me inside. I feel like I can't even walk from the side of the road. My phone kept ringing, Adam and Munah kept calling me.

"Sir, I'm so sorry if it's troublesome."

"Can you walk, miss?" I nodded, but the taxi driver stayed down.

"Sorry sir, haven't I paid?" He nodded and smiled, then without permission he grabbed me, driving me to the elevator door.

"Sir wait." He stopped and looked.

"Take it, just think of it as money tips." My hand that was holding several pieces of money was still hanging in the air. "Sir, this is sustenance."

"Thank you very much. May the lady and baby be in good health." Deg. Why would he know?

"Yes, thank you for your prayers, sir." Fortunately, the condition of the apartment was deserted, other residents were no longer there. I pressed the button on the floor of the apartment, leaning my body until I waited.

***

I blinked, slowly opening my eyes. I was in my room, I saw this at 01 p.m. Why can't I realize I'm here? Last time I remember, I walked out the elevator door. But, after that I really no longer remember anything.

"You awake?" I jumped in shock, hearing a voice so soft, but it was a male voice.

"You awake?" He asked again, originally standing in the room window facing outwards. And now walk closer to me.

"You?" No way, this must be a dream, right?

"Yes, I saw you get off the taxi. But what makes me wonder is why you got to Papah while walking."

"Then how did you get in here?" I immediately saw my body covered in blankets. It is safe, complete and not open.

"You passed out after the elevator stopped, luckily I found you passed out, otherwise what? I'm sorry I was so slow to get into your apartment. And accidentally took the key in your bag."

"Yes, it's okay. I should have thanked you." Satria nodded.

"Sister, I'm fine, brother can go home now. It's late at night." Satria did not answer and remained silent. I'm afraid, what if he takes advantage of this situation?

"Sister?" Satria looked again. "You why?"

"Eh no. Wait a minute, I'll make you some warm tea after that I'll go home." I just nodded, it looks like warm tea is also good.

10 Minutes later, Satria came back into my room. Bringing me a cup of warm tea, I accepted it after being able to sit down.

"Drink, make it better." I'm nodding.

Satria looked at me without blinking, making me confused myself misbehavior, as well as feeling scared. It was late at night, and I was alone with him in the apartment room. If anything happens to me, yell even if no one will hear it. I put tea on the table beside the bed.

"Sister, you better get home. I'm afraid someone knows they'll think things through."

"How can I leave you alone? I can't bear to leave a pregnant mother with a sick state." Deg. Mom pregnant? No, maybe just misheard!

"Sister?"

"Nara, how can you hide that?"

"Sister?"

"I know Nara, the taxi driver told me." Deg. That's enough, I'm getting squishy. My body that has not fully possessed the energy, must now be slammed back.

"Sister? Can I have a request?"

"Say."

"Please keep this a secret, please brother." Hiks, my tears are falling again. "I want to graduate from school, take exams. Please brother." I clenched both my hands. The Satria standing next to me were silent.

"Rest, I can't promise you that." Satria walked away from me. When he got to the door he turned back.

"Honestly, I'm sorry to know. I thought you were a plain girl." Brags. The door closed with her. I can only cry now, it's all ruined.

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