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Asked by Satria

"Kinara, I'd like to talk to you for a minute." When I got home it was 10 p.m. But Satria did not come home. I know, if he's gonna be intentionally waiting for me to come.

And I also know, Satria must have been looking for me all this time, because I had changed her phone number she had trouble contacting me.

My entire social media account has also been blocked myself. Because all the friends at school attacked me, there were also some who were condolences. Because after all I am grieving the loss of my son, even though I am pregnant out of wedlock. What God hates most about his people.

I was still standing at the stake, with Satria holding my hand at the moment. There was a waiter passing by, I immediately shook my hand.

"Sorry, I accidentally bumped into." Satria was still dumbfounded.

"Nara?" He said very softly. His eyes look so sorry. I can't see anyone like this.

"Wait for me outside. I'll see you." I whispered and pretended to go inside. To make sure that Dad was in the room. That way I can explain to Satria. And there's also the most important thing, which I should ask him.

"I'm waiting."

I stepped inside, then went to the kitchen to get a canned drink in the refrigerator.

"Sorry miss. If you need anything, it's good to ask the waiter to take it." I smiled, the whole waiter here is very shy, not cool. Much more fun with bi Gina.

"Calm down, you need rest too. Just sleep. I don't want to bother you either."

"But lady, this is our duty." I nodded and smiled.

"Before I was here I also did everything myself." The servant who was reprimanding me immediately smiled, and I asked him to go into the room. Have they not all been awake since morning? Then if until late just serve me, what is the name is not excessive?

I brought two canned drinks, because I'll give them to the other Satria. Again, I had to pretend to climb the stairs to get to my room, then look to my right and left. Seeing the situation, it was deserted. But it's not too late.

"Well, it's time for me to get out." I turned around, and hoped that the sound of this step would not wake anyone who was already well-established to sleep on the bed.

Congratulations, my mind when it comes out of the house.

"Sorry, it's late. Where are you going?"

"I just want to see my friend outside, I've got my permission. If you don't believe me, call me." I walk with ease. Smile when the housekeeper no longer asks or protests. Maybe they also saw that there was a car parked there.

"Finally, I've been waiting for you a long time." I glanced at the clock in the hand, long ago he said?

"I think it's only 10 minutes." Satria.

"One month more." Deg. Goddamn it?

"Didn't I have been waiting for you all that long? Explain to me, how can you?"

"I'm Husein's son?" Satria nodded again.

"I am his son." I replied casually, then handed the canned drink to Satria.

"Then, why is your stomach deflating now?" I looked towards him. Drinks that are already in the mouth are difficult to swallow.

"And you just disappeared, too, you changed your phone number." I took a breath, and threw it away slowly.

"Sister, for that sorry."

"What's all you've been saying about your family?" I nodded, then who else if not my father and mother were divorced?

"I know, you're always having a hard day." I'm silent.

"Sister, I've done it all. And now, I've got to open a new leaf." Satria did not blink looking at me. With him not asking, I already knew what he wanted to talk about.

"My son is calm. He's not with me anymore." My hand was immediately grabbed by him.

"Kinara, can you take me to the airport? I want to say hello to him too." No, why does it sound so sad? It was as if Satria was his father.

"I've lost my chance to be called father." Say again.

"Hey brother, wake up. If you want to be called father, shouldn't you just get married? No need to expect it from my son? Your age also deserves to be married."

"I'm proposing to you."

"Sister, you're crazy! I want to focus on college and try to get better now."

"God." Satria sighed, then put both of her hands nailed to her pants.

"Sister, it's night I should've been in the room." I looked towards the door of the house. I was afraid that suddenly my father came out and asked me about Satria and me. Even more afraid if you think that Satria is the father of my son.

"Jawab first, will you not take me to the airport?" God, he really didn't give up?

"Nadzara?"

"Okay, sister, we'll meet there tomorrow."

I was ready to step up to leave. But again Satria held him back.

"Kinara, how? I don't have your phone number." Oh my goodness, I forgot about that too. Satria Directly recorded the mobile number I mentioned. Then, smile happily.

"Thank you." I'm nodding.

"What time is tomorrow?"

"Four 10 am I've arrived at the navel. I'll share the location."

"All right."

"Be careful on the road."

Why would Satria want to be with me? Why would Satria propose to me? Is he just kidding?

I was already on the bed, lying down after washing my face and replacing it with sleeping pajamas. But the ringing of the phone bothered me.

It turns out that Munah is making a video call.

"What's wrong?"

"Huh?? Hey!!" I even screamed in shock when I saw the phone screen there was another connection there.

"Kinara, how are you?" I miss him so much. But I felt awkward, wasn't it the last time I met Wahid knowing that I was pregnant and miscarried.

"I, I'm good. How's yours?"

"You don't have to be so awkward, it's over."

"Hey, why are you talking alone?" I laughed, ah Munah you're so jealous!

"Munah, you know not. Satria was waiting for me to come home?"

"really? Then where is he now?"

"Just got home." I said, why do I answer it like I'm not excited?

"Then, how? Have you asked me that?"

"That thing?" My brain is still loading.

"The thing that he's in the hospital."

"Well! I forgot Munah!"

"Hey, you're talking good!" Uh I forgot that here is also connected to Wahid. And the chatter continued to flow, no more precisely I listened to them talk. I don't know where we're talking, which I'm sure I'm falling asleep on my own.

I prayed every night before going to bed, hoping God would bring me to Juanda through a dream. I really want to see how he looks.

Seriate..