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Which one did I choose?

A year passed so quickly. I went through without pain, but with longing and drama. Pretending love. Actually I was so scared that I finally fell in real love. With the attention that Windu gives me every day. And sometimes every college he also takes pick-up. Rejecting free, if Windu had called father and asked me not to bring a car.

Normal life began to feel when I stepped on my feet as a student. How not? It was very different when I was in High School. Usually away from parents, their attention and affection. I don't even want to remember that hard day anymore.

Today, I'm going to college with a car. And use brown jeans, white shirts that fit in my body. Straw my long hair. Even my hair is long now.

"Good morning dad, mom?" I smiled and greeted as I sat down at the dinner table. Today's lecture schedule is actually 10 o'clock. It's just that I deliberately left early because I wanted to find a book in the library with Munah.

"Bag darling. You were escorted by Windu today, right?" Dad asked me.

"No yeah. I told him I didn't have to drive me today." I only had breakfast with bread. Because now I pay more attention to my appearance.

"Where's Ma?"

"It's bathed in the same way as Nina." Yes, and I already have a younger brother now. Renansyah Husien. She was so adorable with her age that she had just stepped on a matter of months. I feel more at home because I want to always see it. Don't ask about the face, he looks a lot like me. There is not a single bit like Intan's mother. I really want to admit that he's my brother.

"Well I'm leaving, Munah's waiting for me."

"Yes you be careful, don't come home late."

"My mother is gone."

"Be careful, baby."

I stepped out, carrying my sling bag, I usually wore a carry bag, and I was bored. Many praised me, both in friendship and at home. They said that my appearance was simple. Sometimes they praise too much.

"For Mr. Bandi." Before entering the car I took the time to greet someone who was in charge of taking care of the park in the yard of my father's house. I was also familiar with the others, both bodyguards and servants. It's so easy if I want to hide something from you.

"Am going, miss? Not picked up by aka Windu?" I laughed and closed the door, lowering the glass as I sat in the car.

"No, today must be free hehe." I honked as the car drove, Mr. Bandi even shouted just to say carefully.

I won't be able to focus on driving if my phone keeps ringing. I looked at the screen, which turned out to be Munah.

"I can't wait, I'm on my way too." Narrator. It is also 7am. Isn't that including fast?

"Hallo's? I'm on my way, I'll be there soon." I'll just turn it off, 'cause I'm sure Munah must've heard it.

The car drove fast, because if it was still at 7 the road was not crowded. Until I braked until squeaking when I saw Munah standing on the side of the highway. Hugging the thick book that I don't know what it's about. Eh he is now completely focused on learning and courting lhoo.

"You promised me that 7 o'clock was on campus, right? Not 7 o'clock on the way!" Look, he immediately protested when he entered the car.

"Yes, I'm bad luck."

"Surely because you kept calling with Brother Windu?" Hehe, I'm laughing.

"No, I play the game."

"You'll take me, right? When we finish college?" I frowned at me.

"Where?"

"Pick up Wahid at the airport." Huh huh? You almost brake suddenly.

"He's coming home, but only a week or two here."

"You're serious?" Munah nodded and smiled. I know what he's thinking right now. "I miss him so much."

"Hey, remember. She's mine."

"He's my friend too, right?"

Arguing with him made me not feel the time, the car had arrived at my college. I asked Munah to come in first, so I could find the book we needed. The task of college is very complicated, unlike the task when sitting in high school.

"Hi Kinara."

"For Kinara." I smiled and returned greetings from those who said they admired me. Smile here and there.

"Nadzara?" I looked over as my shoulder was patted by someone.

"Eh Noah." She smiles. Noah was one of my college friends. He often greeted and sought attention. Unfortunately I couldn't respond more, because I wasn't interested. Although his face was handsome, so people often said.

"Have you started on the assignment you were given yesterday?

"It's also starting, why?"

"Can we do it together?"

"Eh if that's what I asked Munah first huh. I'm ahead of Noah, because Munah is already in the library." I walked first, and rather accelerated my pace. I no longer wanted to be close to any man, even if it was just a friend. I've been traumatized from involving friends in my life. For example, Windu, at first I was just friends with him. Then she ended up being a husband.

The library is still quiet, there are only a few students who look for books and come back out. Every hallway I go in to look for Munah's whereabouts. The library here is not small like a school library or a library at home. It is much larger, and at the end there is a doorway for an art room entrance. Many of the longest beautiful paintings there, it is all the result of the hands of outstanding students in the field of art.

"Nara?" His voice sounds very small. I looked around, looking for the source of the sound.

"Sure you were there?" Munah waved his hand, damn it I deserve to search every hallway not met. Turns out Munah had sat down and got the book we were looking for.

"How soon did you find him?" I sat down and looked at the thick book that was already on the table, thicker than the book Munah had brought earlier.

"Yes, luckily I met another student who had already gotten this kind of assignment."

I started reading every chapter. And confer to Munah if there is a right to answer the questions that the lecturer gave.

"Nara, I want to reply to Wahid's message first, okay?" I nodded, but my eyes remained focused on the contents of the book.

Thirty minutes passed, very tired and the task was not too wide. Only about five were answered.

"Nara?" I'm looking. Munah closed the book and folded his hands on the table.

"Why?"

"Didn't you miss Adam?" Deg. How could I forget? Even every night before I go to bed I always look at the paintings he gives me.

"Nara? Hey, I asked you?" Munah waved his hand in front of me. I was daydreaming, right?

"Why are you asking about that? You know yourself, it's no longer there. I know that Adam is alive. I've tried to call her mother many times, but her number has never been active."

"You don't think anything's weird?"

"Any? Weird how?" I opened the book again and read it, discussing this matter really makes me not focus on doing the task.

"Well, you're asking Windu that he doesn't know. He is her real brother. And your father, have you ever asked him?"

"That's all. But I'm just answering we're just praying for his recovery."

Munah shut up, and went back to playing cell phone. I count with the minutes, if he keeps playing the phone I'll throw him with a pen.

"Nara?"

"Sorry, I just wanted to say something. But you promise not to be mad at me."

"Hem."

"Actually all this time I felt something strange. Did Adam tell you the truth with his mother or brother? That he's the one who's been impregnating you? Then seeing Adam's condition like that, and finally Windu who willingly responsible."

I glanced to the right and left. I'm afraid someone's heard it.

"Jaga talk you Munah. We're in a place that anyone can hear."

"No, it's still quiet here." He saw the whole room. Heh, right I no longer focus on reading or doing it. Actually I also had time to think the same with Munah, only for me it is very unlikely.

***

Me and Munah were already on the way, and with impudence Wahid had already left first. He shared the location for me and Munah to go there.

"If I had no taste in him, I would have made sure when I met him in my hands." I laughed, though I was also eager to finish off Wahid at this time.

"You're starting to admit it now?"

"How else do I really miss him?" Yes, I know that, it should not be clarified anymore.

When the car arrived, Munah and I got off. It turned out that Wahid took me and Munah to a place that could be said to only be entered by certain people, middle and upper classes for example.

"He's not in the wrong place? Or are we in the wrong place?" The city itself is doubtful. Maybe because of Wahid's stinginess.

"Nara, you brought more money, right? I'm afraid that Wahid won't pay for our food."

"Haha, you calm down. Comein?"

Visitors to this five-star restaurant are not too crowded, probably because it is still daytime. And damn it there's not just one floor here, where do we have to look for it? Wahid seemed to be on purpose, by not activating his phone.

"Why doesn't the prank go missing either? I thought during the study abroad his brain was washed and became good, it turned out to be even worse than before." Munah continued to grumble when he knew Wahid could not be contacted. We've been going around on the first floor, and we're going up the next. Although visitors are not crowded, but there is no Wahid here.

"Now we are on the second floor. And he's not around either, should we just go home?"

"You sure? Don't you miss her so much?"

Munah. And then pull up a chair and sit down.

"I'm tired, I'm hungry too."

And I followed him too, pulled up a chair and sat down.

"Why are you here?" Huh huh? That voice??

Me and Munah looked straight over.

"You?" Munah immediately raided the table. His patience has run out. I was stunned, upon seeing Wahid's current appearance. The thin mustache she kept, and her skin was much whiter than before. Also her hair that was not cut for a year? Is this really Wahid? I barely recognized him.

"Sorry, my battery was low and my phone was dead." He's sitting down. So Wahid just arrived??

"Kinara, how are you?" I smile.

"Well, are you healthy?"

"I'm healthy."

"You talk alone." Wahid immediately gnawed on Munah's hair, pulling his nose. I miss this sight.

The waiter came and handed me the menu book. Munah seemed to be very hungry, he even snatched the menu book from my hand while I was still choosing.

"I'm the same as you."

"I am too." And lastly, Munah was the one who chose the food to be lunch today.

"You eat a little? Why are you getting smaller now?" Looks like I'm ready to be a mosquito repellent by now. Looking at their affection, aahhh why am I jealous?

"Well a minute, Windu's on the phone." I walked away.

"Hallo?"

"Nara, where are you?"

"I'm having lunch with Munah and Wahid." Windu was silent across the phone.

"Yes, then eat a lot. I hung up on her phone." Uh, what's the matter with him? Did he call me just to ask me what I was doing and where, weird.

I sat back, they were staring at me. Especially Munah, I'm sure he will definitely ask now.

"Who?"

"Mother." Right, but I told you that Windu called me. Maybe because there was Wahid he suddenly became deaf.

"Why? Does he want to pick you up?" I'm shaking.

"Windu who? Adam's brother?" Me and Munah looked at each other. I forgot that Wahid didn't know about this match.

"Yes, Adam's brother. As well as Nara's future husband."

"Prospective husband?"

"Mune it!" Though I told him not to let Wahid know.

"How is it possible? Isn't Adam?"

"Why Adam?" I'm silent. And the Munah asked.

"Adam, he's Hem."

"Talk don't be so convoluted, you're making me curious."

"No, it's just the past." It is not the name of Munah if you do not continue to wait for a definite answer. Even after the waiter came to deliver the food, Munah still faithfully waited. As soon as the waiter left he immediately asked again.

"You don't want to say it? Kinara's your friend, right?"

"Adam just said that he loved Kinara very much." Deg. I squeezed in immediately. For a year, I've learned to forget, why do I have to be reminded? Which one should I trust?? If there was Adam at this time, I could just ask him for an explanation.

Seriate..

Hi, happy breaking the fast for those who run.. Hope you guys stay healthy 🤗🤗