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He's the guy!

I am cool lying down while listening to music, turning to the side and staring at the bolster that has always been my bedmate every day. He is also the one who always comes to feel if my son kicked from the stomach. Right now, I am thinking about my mother. I'm not worried, I just want to know how it's going. And ever since I left her out of the hospital, mom really didn't tell me. Or at least try to persuade me and try to explain what I can listen to. But still, my mother was different from other mothers.

"Hallo bi?" I'd rather call bi Gina who hasn't been home long from the apartment.

"Where are the sisters?"

"There's something outside, they're playing. It's just that the youngest is sick to Nara." I changed my position to sit.

"Bi sick?"

"Yes. Her body is so hot. I also took her to the nearest clinic. Now he's sleeping."

"Geez, I'll be there bi."

"No, no, no. You stay home. Let aunt take care of it. You should also pay attention to your current condition, not be too harsh. Your content has entered six months. Remember, one more month you should be able to take the exam."

"Well bi, then tomorrow?"

"Yes already."

And the conversation continued, asking bi Gina had eaten or not. Until I heard the bell ringing over and over again, I hung up on the phone. And walk out of the room.

I opened the door and showed a beautiful woman. My forehead is wrinkled, I don't know him.

"Sorry Mom, find who?"

"Can I come in?" Ask, I looked at his face. Like I've seen it but I forgot where. As hypnotized I allowed him to enter. Then I realized that I did not use a corset, if noticed my stomach would clearly look big.

"For a moment, Ma'am, uh Aunt." I was confused what to call it.

I rushed back out when I was wearing a corset. My mind is so ugly right now, I'm afraid that this woman is a robbing in disguise.

"here." He even patted the sofa, asking me to sit next to him. Ah no, I have to be careful.

"No ma'am, I'm sorry I just sat here."

"Well, how are you, Aya?" Aya??? My call as a child, didn't there only a few people who knew including Iam's parents and all the servants in the house? No, I made sure once again his face.

"You really don't recognize me my little princess?" I stood up, walking closer to him.

"Mother Marisha?" He nodded and spread his hand. I hugged him, my heart was beating. I cried, crying in his arms. I miss him so much, miss his son.

"Why are you crying?" Hiks, I'm still sobbing. I hit my arm so many times, I was afraid that this was just a dream. Because the feeling is very eager to meet and become an excessive hallucination.

"Mother?" Hixes. He stroked the top of my head. Right, it still feels the same as it used to when I cried, the clap and the taste are still the same.

"You've been good here?" I nodded, then wiped my tears.

"You're a big girl now, be a pretty girl." He often praised me.

"What's your own mother?"

"No, I'm with your mother's son, your friend."

"Where is he?" I searched around him. But he came alone. I even opened the door and didn't see it.

"There's a parking lot downstairs, you just go down there. And invite him to come here. She's ashamed to meet you."

Yum!! I've clenched my hands. What is his face like now! Why be ashamed to meet me!!!

"Is he still as toothless and bald as he used to be?"

"Haha." Why is my mouth.

"I'll go get her, Mom." I opened the door and rushed up to the elevator.

Iam, my God. It was unexpected that we would meet again without me painstakingly looking for you, solving the riddles all along. I looked for him in every corner of the apartment. The whole parking lot, nothing. Does he not want to meet me either?

"I'm sure, his face must be ugly. Eat it embarrassed to meet me." Curiosity is rising, I don't give up. Tired of going around, I used my eyes to walk around every corner where the car was parked right now. I'm in the middle of the ocean right now, there's still no wave blowing my body. Some residents of the apartment seemed to be walking and some also entered the car.

"That's Adam's car?" I looked at him again, and walked over.

"Adam." I knocked on the car window, dissatisfied that there was no answer. I put my face on the windshield, so I can see the situation inside.

"Adam!!" He closed his eyes and listened to music. What's he here for?

"Adam!" I'm not giving up. Crazyhead! He often does this, does not know the danger if sleeping in the car.

"What are you doing here?" Finally, Adam opened his eyes and saw me standing by the side of his car.

"What are you doing here?" I patted my forehead, why did he ask back! He should have realized that I was an apartment dweller. It's only natural that I'm here even every day.

"I'm looking for my friend, he's here. Her mother came to see me Adam. My God, I don't need to look for her anymore." I was excited, but a second later it became lethargic. When I found out, there were no more people here. I don't know if he exists, but I don't know what he looks like right now. Even my face doesn't know.

"Oh." The answer got me on a blackboard.

"You gotta help me now?" I pulled his arm out of the car.

"If you meet him, what will you say? And what are you gonna do?"

"I miss him so much. I'll take him for a walk around town. That was our dream first, while buying snacks and ice cream." While walking down the parking lot.

"H wait, what are you doing here? Why are you in the car?" I stopped and waited for Adam's answer.

"I'm waiting for you. But you came looking for someone else."

"Adam! That's not someone else." God, he doesn't know what I'm feeling right now. "Then you come with me, I've left her inside too long." Adam was still silent. I pull his hand again. Ah my strength is strong as well.

As I walked, I saw Adam occasionally yawning, then closing it by hand.

"Are you not resting today?" Adam shakes.

"I just got home from the navel."

"Your father?" Adam nodded again.

Arriving at the apartment door, I opened it in disappointment. Iam really didn't want to meet me. In fact, what form he still my friend. My little friend that I like.

"Mother?" I sat down next to him again. I still really want to linger with him. Beautiful woman who always gives me chocolate every time you visit my father's house first.

"He doesn't exist. Iam won't see me." I complained to him again.

"Mom, meet him Adam. My schoolmate." I pointed towards Adam.

"School friends?" Shocked, he turned to Adam, who was sitting across the sofa.

"You?" He pointed towards Adam sharply.

"Why Ma'am? Did mom recognize him? Adam, she's my friend's mother." They looked at each other in silence. Wh why? I wondered. Did Adam have a problem with Marisha's mother?

"Did he come here often?" What do I have to answer now? If I answer yes, I'm afraid you're thinking things out right now.

"She came often, but not alone, with two of my other friends." She looked up at Adam. I'm afraid, are you going to judge her now.

"Say, do you know? Before you know it yourself?"

"meaning?" Adam nodded. Wait, what does this mean? Why do you call yourself a mother in front of Adam?

"Sorry Mom." I didn't blink looking at Adam. My brain is digesting every sentence and event that is happening in front of me right now. Whatdoes thatmean? What, ah impossible. I even shook my head unconsciously. It's impossible if Iam is Adam, right? The man I've been looking for all this time? Is he in front of me now? And with me every moment and time? He's the father of the child I bear!

"No!!!" I screamed unconsciously. Holding my head with both hands. My heart broke for a moment, seeing reality. Why could? The world is not so narrow, right? What else will I know in the future.

"Nara, Nara? You why?" These two mothers and children, came straight towards me. It really doesn't make any sense!!! Adam, so this whole time he's the guy I've been looking for? My brain keeps thinking, whatever I have to remember.

"You need to be more sensitive to the people around you." Adam said that once. Then why stupidly had he been acting in front of me all this time? Pretending to help me find him at school.

"So you sent me a message back then?" Adam nodded again. I threw the right couch cushion over his face.

"Mother? He's so mean. He knows I'm crying because I miss Iam." I sat down to relax. I'm happy, to be able to find her, to see her again. But there's one thing right now that makes Adam always have something to do with me. Son, yes his son is currently with me.

"Mother?" I called to Adam's mother.

She hugged me again, stroking my back gently. And people sit quietly across the sofa even like they have no mistakes. He even smiled at me, blinking one eye. Do I have to admit that I am pregnant??

***

The sound of various motor machines, smooth and until there is deafening. Here I sit now. On the side of the highway near the sidewalk. The crazy idea of Adam asking for his promise, going around town. But this isn't what I want, it's like a roadside busker. And strangely enough, I see a lot of teenagers my age sitting here too. Someone was singing with his guitar. There are also those who sit together to eat snacks.

I was waiting for Adam, he was going to buy snacks and drinks in the little stalls. Too far if you have to buy at the minimarket. The cold air tonight burst out, throwing out my long hair. I'll cut it again later after I give birth. Uh I really wish that I could give birth and be a mother. It's just, the one that I don't want, getting married.

Unable to lose, like Adam's mother. She lost her husband, and suffered for many years, as did Adam. Then I am also afraid of feeling it, is not what we have cannot embrace forever. Let my son be born without a father, and he only has me. So it is not too painful to lose two parents at once. I don't want to see him cry.

"You have to have surgery when you give birth." I remembered bi Gina's words again. I don't know why, maybe because I'm not married and have kids? Ah but never mind, everything has been arranged bi Gina. And it is proven that my current content is still fine, it is all because of its help.

"Sister, alone?" I'm turning. A couple of teenagers came up to me. Brother said, it seems like we are the same age, is my face too old?

"No, of course we call you brother. Don't we know what your name is."

He extended a hand.

"North." I smile. It doesn't matter if you're just friends.

They say his name, maybe tomorrow I will forget. Too many of my thoughts so I can't remember them anymore, sorry.

"Where's your friend?"

"Being on a snack."

"Definitely beautiful friend."

"She is prettier than me." They immediately whispered, Fine I will teach you a little lesson.

"You want acquaintances?" They nodded again. Sweet, her face is sweet. One has dimples. But his appearance is so bland.

"That's it." They look at each other. Adam came carrying a large black plastic package. Does he want to sit here until morning to buy that many snacks?

"Isn't that a man?" I'm shaking.

"No she's a girl, it's just that she looks like a man." I'm holding back the laughter now.

"Dinda, someone wants to meet you." I walked closer to Adam. Then blinked, Adam's reaction was confused and I turned to look at those who were still sitting there. "Come on Dinda." I pulled his arm. Please understand Adam.

"Hi, you guys waiting for me?" His voice was made Adam like a woman, I stroked my stomach so that my son would not be like him.

"You're beautiful, why do you look like this?" Adam smiled sweetly, again I had to throw my eyes away because I could not help but laugh.

"thank you. I'm more comfortable like this." They stood up, then left.

"Eh wait." They looked towards me.

"This is me giving you a snack." I'll give you two packs of potato chips.

After they left, I laughed until I let out tears.

"How can you match the voice of Adam's woman!" I hit his shoulder many times. Adam glanced at me sharply.

I intentionally did this. Because I don't like people who want to get acquainted just because they look at someone's physique. In fact, even those who look at the physical are not necessarily perfect.

"What did you do to them?" Adam threw potato chips at me, and he opened them.

"none. Than they bother."

"Oh so you're happy if it's just the two of me?" Adam plays his eyebrows.

"Not that, not that. What if they're bad guys?"

"drink. So you don't panic." He even offered me a drink. Damn, I guess I'm dehydrated, so I can do something like that.

A few minutes of sitting enjoying a snack, the silence that was happening between us at this time. Adam and I kept quiet, preferring to look at the riders. I was shocked when Adam touched my hand and grabbed it.

"Your hands are cold." I looked towards him. "If you're feeling cold, we'd better go home." Adam shakes. Without looking at me, I was looking straight ahead. I don't know what he's seeing right now.

"I'm sorry." His words were almost inaudible, swallowed by the rumbling sounds on the highway and carried away by the wind.

"Do you put chocolate in my desk drawer every day?" Adam nodded, this time he looked. His wistful face completely admitted his mistake.

"Yes. But that was long before I knew you were Aya. The man I've been looking for all this time. I did it just because I wanted to make up for my guilt. Because ever since that night, you've been moodyer than usual. I know you're very shaken, but you're covering it up for me."

"Wait, the man you've been looking for all this time? But why do you shut up when you find out I'm the one?"

"Because I don't have to bother looking for you anymore, every day you're near me."

I feel it's unfair to hit Adam's arm so many times, no matter how sick he is. Imagining this alone has made me shocked, why even Adam looks ordinary when he knows that little Aya is me.

"You love to hold anything alone."

"Not really."

Well, I feel bad to see it. Oh Marisa's mother, is Adam going to be like this with you?

"Then, how do you put that chocolate? Not every time I come early I never see you. And when I get home from school I wait, you're never there." Saying with one breath. The feeling was already fiery at this moment, imagining I was willing to come early in the morning only to see a figure who was already kind to me. Eh it turns out that he's at his leisure every day continuing with me. "how could that be." I'm lirih.

"Try me to explain." Adam glanced at me and laughed. Goddamnit! What is funny.

"Are you that curious?"

"Yes!!" Answer me with a snarl.

"All right, I'll say." Adam took a breath, never laughing again after he took his breath away.

"Actually, sometimes I ask securitty for help. If you've seen you arrive early or deliberately wait when you get home from school."

"Securitty?" Adam nodded.

"What are you doing?"

"No sir just doing the job."

I thought back to the events of that time, and then as I remembered Adam played with securitty eyes. Goddamnit! I was really fooled by him as it turned out.

"Now, what else makes you curious?"

"Where do you know if I'm Aya. And how can you take your mother to the apartment!" This is the best statement among others.

"I saw the picture you showed me." Deg. Right, I showed Adam that photo once, I deserve it!

"And the first time I saw your mother's face, I became convinced that you were really Aya."

"Mother's face?" Adam saw my mother.

"When he came home from school he picked you up at school." Ah gosh. How could I forget that. Adam's memory is very strong yes, I only when his mother came still did not recognize.

"And I brought my mother to your father's house. To ask for help on how to deal with my father's death."

"Then, what did my father say?" I want to hear it, if he wants to help then I will also thank him.

"My mom said, your dad just asked me to come straight to the office. Because only he and Brother Windu can act. Isn't your father just an outsider?"

"You're right. But why don't you help." I threw a small pebble. Sound when in contact with asphalt.

"Nadzara?" I looked up when Adam called me in a strange-sounding tone.

"Do you still like me?" Ahhhhhhhh Adam!! Why humiliate me like this. I told him that time, didn't I? I am truly sorry!!

"So, am I your first love?"

"That's right, Hem when we were kids. Yes, obviously my feelings have changed now." My elak.

"Haha. No problem, the most important thing I've ever liked by people who don't want to know love for the rest of their lives. Which means, until then, there's only my name in your heart." Deg. Can I scream and roll on the ground now?

"If you say it honestly, we can be in a relationship. Without opening your heart to others, your heart is open to me."

"Can't you talk about feelings?" I stood up, cleaning my pants from the dust. Then walk towards the direction where I parked my car.

"I didn't bring a car." Extreme shame, I had to wait for the owner to come and take me home.

10 Minutes had passed, and Adam had not yet appeared. I extended my neck to look at it, and it turned out that Adam was enjoying a snack with ease.

"Why come back again?" He heard the sound of my footsteps getting closer.

"Adam! You were on purpose?" Adam took a quick glance at me and continued to put another snack in his mouth. I stood up by folding both my hands.

"Yes, then I'll just take a taxi."

"Please, you'll find it if it's still there." I looked down the street, there was no more taxi. Ah my goodness, I wish there were still, I'll yell as loud as possible so that the taxi can listen to me.

Adam suddenly stood up, pulled my arm and took me to his car.

"Let me drive you home!"

"It should be so!" I slammed the car door hard.

Adam hasn't started his car yet, I'm still pissed off tonight. My face is getting older.

"Can I borrow your hand?" I put out my hand without looking at him.

"Goup." Adam pulled me suddenly, until my body bounced closer to him. A hug, yes I also returned his embrace. I am not even enjoying this comfort. Can Adam and I continue like this?

Seriate..