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I sat on the couch. Surrounded by a few servants who were ready when I asked for anything. I think it's too much, should have let me wait alone. If this is how it feels, want to move the hand as well as being watched. Even though I'm the lady of the house too.


"Did you stay long?" I asked one of them, hoping they knew too.


I also did not expect this time to come of my own accord. With the optimistic nature taught by Adam last night. For the sake of my old little friend, I'm willing to come to my father's house. How to quickly find information about it. It's impossible that my father didn't know.


"Hallo?" I picked up the phone from Adam. I just said his name in my heart.


"Have you arrived?"


"Of course, but my father is on his way. He's coming home to see me."


"Alright, spirit. I'm waiting not far from your father's house."


"Huh?" The waiter saw me, I kept my mouth shut. Sometimes if surprised the tone of speech suddenly hardens. "What are you doing outside? Waiting for me?"


"Yes, I want to hear the information quickly." Why am I happy, huh? I hope I hear some good news from my father too.


"That's your father's car coming, I turn off the call. Good luck." I smiled again and grabbed my phone.


The door to the living room was already open, they had already bowed, as well as some servants who were currently with me. I stood up, never before had I felt this happy when I met my father. I gave him a welcome with a smile. Then my father asked me to sit back. Now, dad is sitting next to me.


"Has Aunt Intan not greeted you yet?"


"Ah no need. I purposely asked them not to call him."


"Why? Are you still not able to accept." You're right, but that's not the main reason either.


"No, I'm just here with Dad."


"Can't you come to see your father for a missed reason?" Deg. I stared at Dad without blinking, he spread his arms. Asking me to hug him.


"You're my son." There was a stream that rippled quickly. The words of my father show that I am his son, the son he is proud of. The comfort I should have had since childhood. Why did you warm up after parting ways with mom?


"You're so much fatter than before. I'm proud of bi Gina, managed to take care of you." I nodded, smiling happily to hear bi Gina being praised.


"Tell dad. I'm sure there's something important you want to talk about, so that makes you want to come here." I'm nodding. "Even if you want to ask for money, you're just calling me." Why even mention it.


"That's me thank you."


"No Nara, it's all dad's duty. You know, you're my only son right now. All of dad's possessions are yours."


"Dad?"


"You want to see his will? Did you make it?" Nah! God, why talk about treasure now. I was confused where to start. I glanced at the waiter as well as the two bodyguards not far away standing from where I was with dad sitting.


Father who seems to know if I mind if they hear it. Expel it only with the language of the hands, not until one minute the situation becomes quiet and silent. It's really just me and dad now.


"Dad? Do you remember my old little friend?" Dad frowned, my childhood that was never noticed made it difficult to remember what happened and what memories about me. "Yes, whose family moved out of town. I don't remember the name of her parents." I looked down lethargic, maybe if I knew and memorized the names of his father and mother, my father would probably have no trouble guessing it.


"Whose hair is bald?" I nodded enthusiastically, if only Adam knew for sure he would say son and father are the same. Calling people off with care.


"Haha why is he?" Dad laughed instead, did he also feel funny seeing the old Iam?


"Hem what is his family now in this town? Do you know his house?" Father's face instantly changed, regardless of what expression he was showing at this moment. It was like being shocked and confused to hear my question.


"Did you come here and see me just to ask me that?" I'm nodding. That's the truth, so why would I lie. All right, next time if I come and see you. I'd say I miss.


"Dad doesn't know Nara." I shook my head, it was impossible.


"Isn't his father a close friend of mine? There's no way you don't know."


Dad breathed heavily.


"Why did you suddenly ask Dad this?" I took something from my bag. Show it to dad.


"The only thing that has a picture is me and him. I found it in the drawer of the school desk. And I'm pretty sure, if he's now one school with me, either one class. I don't know.". I smiled as I looked at the photo.


"Dad happy?" I don't understand what Dad meant. "Dad's happy, you want to say something to me that you think is important. I feel like you're starting to open your heart to being close to me." Deg. Dad, I want to hug her again now.


"If he's in school with you, why doesn't he go straight to you? Even in this way?"


"That's also what I thought well, so I asked Dad. Do you know where his family is right now?" Dad stood up from his seat, propped his hands up on the couch, then looked at me.


"Since he moved out of town. Dad never saw each other again. Just lose contact. His company is still running, only to suddenly cut off the cooperation with the father's company." What exactly is going on? Is it because there is another problem that Iam does not want to appear in my presence directly?


"When did your friend send you a photo?"


"A few days ago yeah. Every morning I come, there's chocolate on my desk. I'm sure it was him who put it down?" My father laughed when he heard me say that.


"Does my son learn about love now?" Uh why am I so misbehaving this way, if only you knew that my body actually changed significantly because I was pregnant. Can you still smile like this. His good name will also be polluted among businesses.


"You know, actually since childhood you've been betrothed."


"Huh?" Dad nodded and smiled.


"Dad I don't want to get married." Say it again in earnest. "I want to live alone, without feeling hurt. Without having to have a fight with my partner later, and make my son even depressed."


"Are you insinuating me?" I'm down. Aye right! It turns out Dad feels now.


"You're really an adult now, you can even think about children. I'm jealous of you who can't guide my son and wife first."


I don't mean to open old wounds, but the truth is like that. The old wounds have not closed, if I have not been able to find out what causes the household of father and mother can be destroyed, and also what causes them to get married without love. All I remember are the words my mom and dad always say when they fight. Regret that! Yes that's all.


"Nara?" I'm looking. "It's been the way it is like this. Honestly, I regret it. Because I can't hold you and be by your side since the divorce."


"Didn't when my father and mother hadn't divorced you never hug me?" Dad's speechless.


Ah why even the ends are talking about that. This is what I avoid when I meet my father or mother.


"Dad felt like a failure to be a parent and husband."


"Well, that's enough. No need to explain anymore. Because it's all true." Dad's speechless. "Now, I'm just asking you for help, please help me figure out where the family is now."


"Do you want the match to continue?" Lho? Why did you think wrong.


"Not yeah! It's not that."


"Dad can't promise Nara." Dad's face turned lethargic.


"Why yeah? Don't you have a lot of connections? So it's not that hard to just look for someone's whereabouts."


"Dad tau Nara. But I don't want to do that." I stood up from my seat, standing straight facing my father.


"So you don't want to help me? You know, the other happiness you can't give me! I even begged my mom and dad not to separate, but I did. And now, I'm just asking you to give me a little happiness. But I still refused." I walked out of the room.


"Nara?" Dad yelled out to me, some guards blocking my way.


"So, I'm going home."


"But miss, sir is calling you."


"Surge!!" I shouted, they still did not give me the slightest gap to pass through. His body is strong and his face is scary. To touch the tip of his skin alone I was afraid, how could I break through it. I stood there biting my lower lip.


"Please, give me a way. I want to go home." I went back to begging.


"What's this?" I looked back, hearing a soft voice.


"Nara?"


"Aunty?" Aunt Intan stared at one by one the guards who were currently blocking my path.


"Nara, come with Auntie dear." I did not turn my head, my body did not give any reaction when Aunt Intan pulled my arm and held it. I just kept quiet, until Aunt Intan asked me to sit down. He took me to the gazebo by the pool.


"Please bring me a fresh drink." His request to the waiter.


"Nara, have you eaten yet?" I shook my head, because I came here right away from school.


"What do you want to eat? Let Auntie tell the waiter." I shook my head, my appetite was gone.


"Later you're sick." I'm silent.


"Bring bread here." Again the servant nodded obediently to his orders. Whatever, if it's just bread maybe I want. I also told bi Gina to make me some soup. And will eat it when you get home from school.


"Are you fighting with your father again?" I'm nodding. Aunt Intan was wasting her breath.


"Is there anything you're asking for?" I'm nodding. "Tell Aunt." I glanced at him and then looked down again. "Alright, I'm sorry if Auntie is so presumptuous to interfere in your affairs."


"Aunty?" I called him doubtful. "Can you help me?"


Both of my shoulders were held by her, then Aunt Intan smiled at me.


"Say."


Aunt Intan patted the empty space, asking me to sleep on her lap. His smile was very warm. I did not refuse and put my head on his lap.


"Nara, forgive Aunt. Aunt never meant to take a father from your mother." She stroked my hair gently. "But there is a destiny from God. Everything was arranged by him. Aunty married your father because there was love between us. Even Aunty also obeyed your father's will not have children before you really wanted to accept Auntie as a mother." Huh huh? Daddy's!! Why don't you do this too?


"Tante knows, although Aunt is very eager to feel what it contains but Aunt also does not want to be selfish. Being close to you, Auntie is very grateful. And hope you'll accept Auntie's presence near your father. Think of Aunt as your own mother. Aunty's really hoping that you trouble Auntie. And God heard Aunt's prayer all along. You asking for help like this, is a boon to Auntie." Deg. Am I that bad? Am I being too outrageous? Ah no, I didn't know that this was all she really expected.


"Sorry Auntie."


"No Nara, it should be Aunt who keeps apologizing to you." I was silent again, closing my eyes enjoying the breeze amidst the hot sun. The gazebo on the edge of it hangs some orchid flowers that are blooming. If only I lived here, I'd rather take a nap here. Although it was cold in the room it was only because of a tool called AC.


***


I stretched out my hands, if I woke up I would definitely do this. Somehow I will be satisfied, I'm sure everyone will too. I looked at the blue pool next to me. The heat is gone too, the days are much fainter now. Ah I think because I'm too comfortable I can fall asleep into the night. Wait, I'm just enjoying this atmosphere, but where am I now? Isn't there nothing like this in the apartment?


"Nara, am I awake?" I remember again, why can I sleep on Aunt Intan's lap? I woke up, sat down and looked around. I didn't dream, completely asleep until the afternoon.


"Sorry Auntie, why don't you wake me up?" I really feel really bad. With my current weight. I'm sure, Aunt Intan's thigh must be so sore to support my head for a few hours. Crazy one! I'm so ashamed.


"Is he awake?" That voice, dad!! I immediately looked towards him.


"Nara? You sleep till your saliva goes everywhere!" Whahuh? I'm reflexively holding the rim of my lips, right there's some crust there. God, how could I not be conscious?


"No, your father was just kidding. You're not drooling." Thankfully, I almost put my face into the crust of the earth.


"What was the waiter standing here?" Aunt Intan nodded.


"But they didn't see you." It's same! Why wait anyway. Those who sleep will have a request.


"Tante, my father has to go home." Yes, I was fighting with my dad. I don't want to go on anymore, I'd better go home.


"Nara, it was while you were sleeping that your phone kept ringing." I just nod. "Be careful on the road. If you don't mind tomorrow Aunt will pick you up after school."


"That's no need for aunty." Refuse me subtly. I'm slipping dad's hand. Dad hugged me, kissed my face like a child, stroked the top of my head. Wait, why are you teary eyes?


So did Aunt Intan, she hugged me long enough. Then let go slowly, holding my face with both hands.


"If something happens to you, and you can't stand it alone. Remember, Auntie is happy to help you." I'm nodding. Snatched my bag and walked out.


"How can you conquer my son?" I can still hear when I haven't gone too far. Was I going to cry because I was moved to see me with Aunt Intan?


I had already entered the car, some of my father's house guards kept walking beside my car as I turned the direction. Until I came out of the gate they were not seen again. Disappeared behind the high gate that belonged to father.


I opened the bag and picked up the phone, deliberately pulled over my car for a while, when Aunt Intan said that my phone rang so many times I became curious, who contacted me.


"Nara, how?"


"Reply answer my phone!"


"You okay, right inside? Why so long?"


"Hey you're sleeping!!"


Message from Adam. And some missed calls. God, I forgot that Adam was waiting for me. I went back down the road slowly, catching a car I knew was parked by the side of the road. I honked many times. But there's no response.


"I'd better call you." But no, Adam did not answer. Makes me have to come down and see it. I'm also afraid that Adam's why-why. He's been waiting for me here for more than two hours. And I'm sure Adam hasn't eaten either.


"Adam!!" I gedor-gedor the car glass tightly closed.


"Adam, wake!!!" I screamed again, he was sleeping. Really, this is very dangerous if sleeping in a car with the car glass tightly closed, can be poisoning.


"Oh my God Adam!!" I keep trying. Did I break the car glass? I looked for new stuff around the car. Nil, nothing. I looked back into the car.


"Ohhhhhhhh!!" I immediately screamed as Adam's face clung to the glass and grinned down his rows of teeth.


"Adam, I thought you died in the car."


"Almost." Answer it weakly. No, Adam's face was really very pale.


"You haven't eaten yet?" Adam shakes.


"Why don't you just go home! Why are you waiting for me here?"


"I'm afraid if you're okay." Heh, I sighed.


"Come to my apartment." Adam nodded again. What if I could just do is you could save me! My move when I enter the car.


It was a jammed afternoon, ah I was worried about Adam. What if he gets sick just because he's waiting for me? No, don't let that happen.


Krukka..


"Damn it! It turns out that my stomach also rang, I was very hungry. I haven't eaten either!" I honked so many times that the car in front of me could move faster. While holding the phone, I intend to call bi Gina. Waiting until the highway returns to normal. I'm afraid that in this situation while calling.


"Hallo bi? Auntie's home?"


"Oh, why have you been so long. Aunt has just returned home. I thought you were staying at your father's house."


"No bi, I just overslept. Did auntie cook before she got home?"


"Yes in the kitchen cupboard. You haven't eaten yet?"


"Not yet bi."


"Geez Nara, how come you haven't eaten this afternoon? You just ate bread this morning."


"Yes, I'm also very hungry. Yeah bi, I'll close the phone first."


I immediately increased the speed of my car, I lyrics rearview turned out Adam was still right behind me. And when I got to the apartment, I got out first.


"You'll just go in. The door won't lock." I screamed before Adam got out of his car. Accelerate steps to get to the elevator.


"Just home?" I turned to her after pressing the elevator button.


"Yes." Yeah." He's the guy who also lives in my apartment. It's just the difference that he's been working.


"First brother." I said when the elevator door opened. I'm also afraid that if it's just the two of you in the elevator, I don't even know him.


When I was in the apartment, I didn't change my clothes. Reheat the meat soup that Gina had cooked. I swallowed my saliva, the sweet scent of bi Gina's soup.


"Nara?" I looked around, and Adam had gone inside.


"Sit down, let's eat here, you don't mind, do you?" Adam shakes. To speak, it seems like he is no longer able.


I put rice and soup in a bowl on the table. Pour the rice into Adam's plate, and also the soup with a cut of beef.


"You cook?" I laughed immediately.


"I can cook it, because it has been taught bi Gina. Don't you think, when do I have time to cook this soup?"


I eat with greed, when I see the rice on the plate is already toilet there is a feeling of unwillingness, I have not felt full.


"Eat again." Adam poured rice on my plate. I don't mind, I'm happy. There is no jaim word to eat with him.


"It's worth it that you turn into fat, you eat a lot of food." I smiled and continued eating again.


"If you can cook soup like this, I want to eat it. Can you cook for me?"


"Well, if there's free time." My answer. Eh my stomach feels grand, eager to run to the room and undress now.


"Nara, what about the information you're looking for?" Until I forget Adam's main purpose is waiting for me.


"My father didn't know. He also said he couldn't help me find him. I'm sure there's a cause and a thing going on in his family. Therefore Iam did not dare to appear before me."


Adam stroked my arm.


"Is his father now a fugitive? Why are they hiding?"


"No way."


"How do you know it's not possible? It could be!"


"From now on you have to be better at looking at who the people around you are." Adam stood up and piled up the dirty dishes of our food. Take him to the sink.


"Adam, let it not be washed."


"Sit's quiet and sit down." Huh huh? All right, I'm following him now. He sat quietly watching Adam do the dishes. What kind of beautiful scenery is this? I smiled when I saw him wash my dishes.


"Why do you see me like that?" Ah shit! I was caught staring at him.


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