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One night two kisses

Enjoying the night sitting by the window is one of my favorites. Holding one snack in his left hand, and holding a cellphone that has been quiet since. I've been waiting two days for Iam to tell me, ever since I left my phone number under the desk drawer. The paper is no longer there which means Iam has already taken it. I don't know why I feel so close to him right now. Is he really my classmate? I also remember what Adam said. To better understand the people around me.

As soon as I heard the noise on the phone, I opened it.

"Can we meet? I'm waiting in the park."

Why else would Satria ask me to meet? I'm ashamed, she already knows that I'm pregnant. I'm still thinking.

"Now?"

"Yes." Yeah." Heh.

I unloaded the lemarin clothes, looking for the right one for me to wear out tonight. Although Satria already knows, but not with the others. I can't wait two more months. After finishing the exam I was able to freely lie down inside the apartment while waiting for my birth to arrive. I made plans, told everyone that I would go abroad after the exam.

I confirmed again the sweater I was wearing. Wearing a hat and mask. Let's just say tonight is cold. I smiled as I opened the car door. It's been a long time like. Drive the car at moderate speed, and head for the city park only 20 minutes from the apartment.

"Mom, park ya." I'm nodding. When pulling the car between other cars it also has to pay parking money. Crazy, now anything can be made into money huh! But this is not necessarily his land either.

"Take the change." I stepped in after giving him one hundred thousand pieces of money. He may also be confused as to why so much. I told you, I like alms.

"Sister, have I arrived?" I called Satria when I was standing by the garden lights. My eyes look around.

"Where are you?" I try to understand again where I stand now. Not too many, but why is it so hard to find.

"I was near the garden lights, wearing a black jacket." I know, Satria had a hard time finding me with me covering my face.

My hand was suddenly touched, in my hand. I turned, Satria smiled at me. His eyes had changed like the first time he met, not the last time he saw me. Maybe it was disappointed with me, but Satria had not heard from me either. Stopped at one point, I was dumbfounded. Why is there a mat here? Staring at Satria and she nodded.

"Sit down, I'm afraid that sitting in a park chair will make you uncomfortable." I smiled and sat down. There were a few drinks and drinks that he prepared. Was it planned a week ago? The preparation is really mature, it seems.

"Nara, can you tell me who the father of the child you bear is?" Deg. I glanced around. Quiet, fortunately if anyone hears how? I looked down again, and just shook my head.

"Do not know?" I'm silent.

"Sister, please if you want to meet me don't discuss this matter."

I want to go home now. The atmosphere is getting worse.

"I just want to know why your pregnancy was hidden. If it's true that he doesn't want responsibility, then I'm willing. I just want to hear the reason."

"Sorry brother, why would I do that? I'm just not interested in dating anything else get married."

"Then, why did you get pregnant? If you're not dating at first, is this why you're refusing to date again? Because you've been?" Satria stopped her mouth talking, I fell silent. Why is it so sick to hear it? No matter how good a man is if he is pregnant out of wedlock, the view of others is never good. Even though it was an unwanted disaster. My eyes are heating up, I'm really desperate right now.

"Nara's sorry." Satria raised my face with her hands. "You crying?" I immediately shook off his hand that was trying to touch me again. He's inching closer.

"Nara, sorry. I'm sorry, I don't mean that. How can anyone who knows will not look down on you, if you just don't tell me how you got pregnant."

"I was drunk at the time, and the man was also drunk. I can't completely blame the person who made me pregnant, because I realized it was out of control. Me, don't want to get married. So I'd rather hide this pregnancy. But now you know, and I'm sure people will, too." Slowly, Satria pulled my arm, taking me into her arms. Sky, you're a witness now. About my broken spirit. About the doubt that knows love. I should have started to open my heart. For anyone, it's Adam's message that I always feel close to the good people who love me.

"Do you know that guy?" I nodded in his arms. Once again I looked at the sky, the stars flashing perfectly. Is Satria really sincere with me? Not just using me? In this situation, sometimes many people wear masks to seek sympathy, and the ends remain the same. Dropped me into the bottom of the abyss!

"And see him often?" No, this time I hesitated to say it. What if Satria finds out who it is. No, I have to keep quiet. He also kept silent and asked no more questions.

"Sister, if you sympathize and pity me. Just one of my requests. Please keep this a secret." I sat back in the starting position. Rise from the hands of Satria. I know, he's older than me. And the thought must have been different.

"Didn't you feel sorry, when your child was born without a father?" I shut up again, digesting the sentence.

I've heard this from bi Gina, but once again back to my status. I'm still in school too, I want to receive graduation. Do not receive a diploma by taking a package C. And about my family, my father's status as a businessman. Known not only in business, but also in society. His efforts that many people are interested in. I will definitely be the main topic in the news later. Poor dad.

"Well, I'm not going to talk about it anymore." I smile. Thank you, just in my heart. Thanks for not talking about this again.

"We're there?" Satria pointed to the soap bubble seller.

"What do you want, brother?"

"You buy." I'm shaking.

"No, brother, I'm just here. My eyes look so swollen when I cry."

"Well wait here." I'm nodding. Why are there soap bubble sellers here? Isn't this a city park where more young people are dating at night?

I took the drink that Satria had prepared, opened the lid and gulped down half the bottle. My phone shook, looking towards the screen. Adam's? Before answering Adam's call I turned to Satria. He was still standing next to the seller, choosing which one he would buy. Basic, it turns out to be more than a child.

"Hallo?"

"Nara, where are you?"

"I, I'm in Dam's city park." Glanced again at Satria.

"City park? Same who?"

"I'm uh myself."

"I'm there now."

"Eh, not Dam. No. I'm with my friend."

"Your friend? Some shit?"

"Not."

"Male?" Why am I afraid to be honest with Adam. Ah crazy, what kind of a sense of disdain is this!

"Yes, I'll call again." I immediately turned off the phone when Satria walked over. I smiled as he thrust a soap bubble at me.

"Who's calling?" I put my phone next to my seat.

"My friend, just asking for schoolwork." I answered, I have had many sins like that. Every day I have to lie.

"Oh. You're not smart?" I laughed, opening the bottle.

"No."

"We blow it together, huh?" I'm nodding. Things I've never done before. The bubble floated in the air, carried by the wind and flew at will. The more Satria and I blow, the more crowded it gets. Right now I feel surrounded by butterflies. Without wings they can fly. I laughed as Satria blew towards me.

"Sister, would you please take a picture of me?" I thrust a cell phone at him, styled with a bubble that hasn't burst.

"Thank you." I said and got my phone back. I immediately uploaded a photo on my social media account story.

Five minutes later, many people commented.

"Cie, who are you?" Munna.

"Some one is in love like her." Wahid.

"Don't play bubble once, I deserve not to go there." Adam.

"I'm waiting for you to come home." Adam.

"Sister, it's so pretty tonight."

"The wingless angel." Satria.

"Hey, brother why are you also commenting anyway!" I laughed and hit his arm. "What a wingless angel." I chose to put the phone down and play again with bubbles.

"When I was abroad when I was in college. Every time I go home from college, I see a lot of kids playing bubbles. It seems cool to play that, but when I get back here. I've never even seen kids play bubbles. Some kids prefer to play with their cell phones."

"The time is sophisticated, brother." I laughed, not satisfied it was just sitting, I stood. It turned out that not only me and Satria were playing bubbles, but also other couples were there. Meaning now, kids love to be adults, and adults prefer to be kids instead.

I also miss my childhood, running around with no problems. Always smiling every day, only crying when you hear your mom and dad fighting. I step on the bottle, and it'll fall.

"Eh." Fortunately Satria swiftly supported my body. This position, like the one in the movie. Our eyes met for a few seconds.

"Sorry brother."

"You should be more careful Nara. Do you want an-"

"Sister!" I put a finger on her lips and asked her not to continue her words, as there were currently several pairs of eyes staring at me. Maybe because I screamed when I almost fell.

"They must have thought you were my wife if they knew you were pregnant." She whispered in my ear, her words gave me goosebumps. Wife? I want to laugh now.

"I'm waiting in the apartment." A short message from Adam when the notification on my phone rang.

"Sister?" I looked towards Satria.

"Why?" He replied without blinking back my gaze.

"Aren't you creepy when you look at people like that."

"Gdget.." He even stroked the top of my head and pulled my nose.

"You're so funny, your son's gonna be funny." Smile and raise his eyebrows.

"Sister!!"

"Nara, I love you like you." Huh huh? That is to say.

"Looks?" I even scrunched my forehead. Why should there be such a word? Doesn't that mean not sure.

"really?" Uh why is Satria's face shining now.

"Yes, I feel like I have a sister now."

"Oh." He answered briefly and prepared a pack of food he ate himself.

"Sister, I'm sorry I have to go home now. It's already night." My hand pointed towards the sky, but without me pointing at it Satria also knew if it was dark.

"Do you want me to drive you?" I shake my head, for what? I also brought a car.

"No, brother, I'm first?" I stood up and grabbed my phone.

"Wait, we're on Nara's way!" Oh yes, haha it turns out Satria also wants to go home. Alright I was waiting for him, walking in tandem seemed cool too.

"Be careful on the road, brother."

"You must also be careful." I nodded and smiled. My hand touched the car door.

"Eh Kinara wait." I turned my head, without any cue Satria pulled me in her arms. Then take off and kiss these lips briefly. And say an apology before leaving me pecking while touching my own lips.

"Why are all men the same? Never ask permission first?" I closed the car door tight. My heart is beating so fast right now. Yesterday Adam and now Satria? Adam, if he was I felt no wonder or harm. Ah, but why should Satria now!! My God, is he starting to look down on me? Because I'm pregnant out of wedlock? Didn't he?? I had completely lost my pride since that night, the night Adam and I made the greatest sin of my life.

I brought a car not as relaxed as I left. Deliberately vent my anger tonight with a speeding! Let it be, if I have an accident and die, I think it's better than living as I am today.

***

I saw Adam standing at the door of the apartment. He was really waiting for me, I who was currently still emotional only glanced at him for a moment. Then open the door and slam it back.

"Nara, what's wrong with you?"

He also followed inside, but was shocked when I closed the door with a bang. I sat on the sofa, my face right now must be very ugly when seen. I rubbed my lips many times. Unsatisfied, I slammed my bag on the table.

"You're mad at me?" I just shook my head. Adam sat beside me.

"Ah why are men all the same!!"

"You better tell me, what's wrong with you?" I kept quiet, glancing at Adam. Do I have to say it? It's impossible, right?

"Someone kissed me without asking permission."

"What?" Adam was shocked when he heard me speak. "Who? What's the guy you met?" I'm nodding. "What's her name? I forgot."

"Satria."

"His name is like a hero, it doesn't seem possible to do that." Uh, why is he defending his fellow man!

"I'm sorry, I also sometimes kiss without asking permission."

"If you're any different, Adam?" Uh, I just kept my mouth shut. It's same! Nothing is different!!

"really? Then am I special?" I glanced at him, no. You're just my friend!

"You're my friend."

"Friends only?" I'm nodding. And you are also the father of my son.

"Say, where's the address of the house. Show me, which one is it? Let me hit him for harming you." With his style clenched his hands. I wanted to laugh at her reaction.

"No need! You must have lost to him. He's taller than you, his body's also stocky."

"Hey, why are you comparing me to him? What the hell is Satria!!" Adam even kicked the table. Whahuh? He couldn't accept that it was the truth. As for good looks, they are the same to me.

I remember, didn't Satria propose to me? Asking me to be his wife.

"No-no." I shook my head slowly.

"What is not?" Uh, I got clumsy myself.

"Do you want a drink?" Adam nodded, I got up and walked towards the kitchen. It's not just Adam who's thirsty, I am too. I took a sip of cold water to the toilet one glass, it still feels less. Then stand still, actually how is the purpose of my life at this time? Hearing other people speak like they were humbling me I immediately lost my spirit. Ah, I'm like a man who has no stand.

"Nara? Are you okay in the kitchen?" Uh, how long have I been standing daydreaming? I grabbed a glass and brought a bottle of cold water for Adam.

"It." I put it on the table.

"Nara? Can I say something?" I'm nodding.

"Munah asked me, why did you stay away from her? Does he have any fault?" I frowned at me. What is my attitude towards Munah?

"No, he has no faults." My elak.

"Then?" I shook my head, there's no way I'm saying it Adam!!

"That's it, it's just your gut feeling!" Adam silent. "Eh, a minute." I picked up the phone, unknown number, who?

"Hallo?"

"Nara, this is Auntie dear."

"Auntie Intan?" Why am I excited to hear it.

"Yes. Hehe. Anything Auntie wants to say about your friend?" I looked towards Adam. Then take two steps further from him.

"Aunty Really?"

"Yes. Your father said that your friend's family actually has a legal problem. So they choose not to communicate with just anyone. But on what subject, Auntie doesn't know."

"Tante, thank you. This is enough for me."

"But Aunt promised, Aunt will ask again with your father. Aunty is sure that your father knows this, too."

"Yes Aunt."

After hanging up the phone, I sat down.

"Who?" Adam asked, but his voice sounded cold.

"Tante Intan, father's wife." Adam nodded. "Adam, it looks like my guess is correct. His family is tripping over trouble. They can't communicate or interact with people." Adam frowned.

"Where do you know?"

"Tante Intan said it, because I asked him to ask my father. I'm sure my dad actually knew. It's just that he covered it up and didn't want to tell me directly." Adam nodded again. "How do you think?"

"If your hunch is the same, maybe that's the truth."

"God." I let out a breath. "But why yes, he hasn't contacted me either. In fact, I've given him my cell phone number, what's his privacy." I woke my body on the couch.

"Here you go, why are you even thinking about that? Better think of school lessons first, don't forget tomorrow we have practice sports in the field." I immediately changed my sitting position to upright.

"Sports practice on the field?" Adam nodded.

"For additional value. Didn't you hear it yesterday? Didn't you come in, too." I'm silent, right lately I'm not focused on learning. The teacher said I don't know either.

"The other is just running around the field."

"Running around the field?" I make sure of what Adam said.

"Why are you so scared anyway?" Crazy, I can't panic.

"No, I just came by the moon. The pain in my stomach hasn't gone away, I'm afraid that running might affect my condition."

"You can tell that later to the teacher." I'm nodding. "I'll help you explain."

"Thank you."

"Nara, you're not hiding anything, are you?" I'm shaking. Don't talk about it, find another topic.

"Eh Dam's. Didn't I promise to cook you some soup?" Adam nodded. "Then, if you help me speak to the teacher tomorrow and succeed, after school I'll cook you some soup. I'll ask bi Gina to buy me some meat."

"You promise?" I nodded enthusiastically.

"Then you go home now, take a break so that tomorrow while running you're more excited. Don't forget to yell at soup!" I laughed to myself, didn't I?

"You kicked me out with the right words!" Adam got up from his seat, and came closer to me.

"Nara? Can I kiss you?" Huh huh? Deg. Crazy, why is he talking so. "You'll feel uncomfortable after being kissed by a stranger. Then I'll remove it." Hey, this kind of excuse!

"Can?" I lowered my head when my gaze met, then nodded. I felt the warmth when our lips met, Adam did not immediately take it off. Until I took a step back and Adam woke up.

"sorry. I don't want anyone to harass you. I'm enough." Whahuh? Whatdoes thatmean?

"I love you." Again Adam made me unable to open my mouth. It was as if I was hypnotized by his words.

"Sleep, the spirit for tomorrow." I nodded, then closed the door and leaned back. Holding an unstable beating heart. Slowly my hand went down and stopped right in my stomach. Take it with a smile. I can't love anyone else, but I'm happy to be loved.

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