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Surprise on birthday



If the birthday is usually given a gift. The most luxurious among them a house or a car. But my birthday was different. I got the gift I didn't want the most. I appreciate those who have prepared this for me. But what about my feelings? Should I be happy? Do I have to be happy when I see who the men are with me right now??


Do I have to be happy and cry when I see a stop there for a bride-to-be?


"This is the decision of your father, mother and Adam's family. You should get married today and now." A MUA who put makeup on my face earlier put a puring cloth on my head. To cover my face. Then, did Munah and Wahid have no sin to lie to me just now?


The wedding is quite simple, held only in the yard of the house. But I'm sure, Intan's father or mother has hired a professional WO. It is proven that within a few hours you can finish the decoration as good as this. I'm sure, if at night the atmosphere is much more beautiful. And now, I'm sorry why while I was standing on the balcony of my room I didn't look down.


I did not see any other guests, it seems like the father was deliberately and only attended by both sides of the family. Also the servants and housekeepers. They lined up neatly, smiling at me as if they were looking at me happy. Not a word was said from my lips. Until this hand was warmly welcomed by him.


"Adam, you?"


"Are you ready to marry me?" I looked back at Dad. Her nods warm my heart. But there was one person who was currently not at all letting out a smile. He's Windu, he just stood up while folding both his hands. I turned my face when I saw him. My heart melted instantly, I knew that he was still feeling the pain of my actions.


"Can it start?" Did I not answer myself? Am I ready to get married or not? My God, Adam and I are still in college, learning lessons that will determine the future. Then, will my household story be like my father and mother? I remember that, I remember how my mother told me about it. Married with compulsion, but I'm confused! I myself feel not forced, just disappointed because neither father nor mother told me.


Adam clasped my hand even tighter, as the sacred promise of marriage began to be spoken. Heart rate seems to stop, because it is tired of pounding.


"WELL.." They answered in unison. I just lowered my head, I don't know what kind of response this time was. One thing is for sure, there are tears falling.


"After this, you can rest back in the room. Since from the afternoon there will be guests coming. Adam's father and mother accidentally invited a business colleague. I also want them to know that my son is married." I just nodded, because this was my plan.


I no longer see the existence of Windu, he disappeared from my eyes. Did she come home after knowing that Adam and I were officially husband and wife?


"May I kiss your forehead?" Deg. Adam opened the purring that covered my face, not waiting for Adam to answer.


"This is the moment I've been waiting for." Wahid and Munah stood in front of me, and they happily took some pictures of me with Adam. I want to ask God again, is this just a dream? Dreams of my fears? Why in a few minutes have I changed my status to a wife?


"Nara?" The soft voice greeted. I'm so guilty of him.


"Mom leave Adam to you." Warm hugs flowed, I was increasingly unable to stem the tears.


"I'm sorry Mom."


"Forget the past, and in the future I hope that if you're having trouble, you better tell your mom or dad." I'm nodding.


"Mother?" This time the one who came to me was my real mother.


"Mother, why does it seem like everything that happened to me is the same as it did to my mother?" Mother patted my back.


"No, I'm sure you'll be happy. The thing you must remember, never look at how your mother and father used to be." Mother took off her embrace, switching by holding my face. "Mommy loves you very much. Adam, take care of him." I looked at Adam. Has he been fully healed at this time? Because it hurts me so much if I have to lose it later.


My father and mother Adam were talking. They've all been busy with their business, as if deliberately letting me and Adam just the two of them. I looked the other way, Intan's mother and my real mother. They were talking to each other, did my mother accept everything? Accept the destiny that was sent for him? If true, I want to be like him too. Accept what is destined for me, from today, tomorrow onwards.


"Nara?" I'm looking.


"Auntie?"


"Auntie has a surprise for you." What's again? I didn't even see anything that Bi Gina had brought.


"Kids?" He called out, and my brothers came out of hiding. They brought a large bouqet of flowers. They were in unison wearing suits, it was for the men, and the girls were wearing white dresses. I'm dumbfounded.


"Happy birthday, Brother Kinara." Deg. I looked around, they all turned to look at me. Especially father, the smile emanating from him had an aura of happiness.


"thank you. You guys coming?" My eyes sparkle, it really makes me so moved.


"Son Adam survived being a husband." This time I turned my head, then a faint smile could not be prevented. Just come out when you see it.


"You look so pretty and handsome." Praise Adam. They smiled, looked at each other and Sorong. They may never have heard such a compliment from anyone.


"Bi, thank you for bringing them here."


"Not your aunt, but your father. Thank him." I'm nodding. I will, but not now.


***


I was in my room, as my father said. In the afternoon I will go back out, change my makeup and clothes again later. I was still silent, for only me and Adam were currently inside. And that makes me even more surprised when I open the door, seeing the room and bed already be prepared like for the newlyweds. The bed linen is replaced with white color with sown flower petals on it. Then the decorated candle was delivered beside my bed. I'm sure if at night when this candle is lit, it will look much more beautiful.


I definitely feel very awkward at the moment. How long have they not met and not communicated with him. Then meeting again brought problems, and today even married. How can I always think that this is just a dream?


"Nara?" I closed my eyes, grimacing because I knew in a moment Adam would be talking to me.


"I'm sorry." I'm taking a breath. Because right now I'm sitting on the bed with my back to Adam. Although I feel a little awkward, but my mouth is already very itchy to want to smear it right now. Ask some questions. Isn't this what I've been waiting for all this time?


I neutralized everything, starting from my heartbeat and blood. They are not okay when working in the body.


"Now you show up with a much better situation. Ready to marry me, what does that mean? Is after this, all the trouble between us considered finished, you will also leave me again? Reunite with Elena?"


There was only a sobbing sound, Adam silently did not answer. I looked back. Right, Adam's crying?


"Adam?" My voice turned soft when I saw her sobbing.


"I'm sorry." Lirih.


"Eh, you used tears to make me accept your apology, huh?" Adam shakes. I stood up and walked over to pick up the tissue. I leave it to her, I don't want to wipe her tears either.


"You know, in this way. I hurt your brother. I feel so guilty!" I sat back at my place.


"Nara, I'm sorry. At that time I was thinking about a disease that could not be cured. Then, if I told my mother that I was the man who had impregnated you, would you marry someone who had an illness? And, you didn't say you were never honest. It really shakes me when I know you're bleeding. I thought you wouldn't survive, but right now you're healthy Nara. Then have you forgotten your promise first, which will accept my chosen man who will accept you?" I'm turning.


"But why must Brother Windu? While she's also been looking for a man who's been making me pregnant for a long time."


"What does that mean?" Deg. Ah I'm lost, didn't Adam know that me and Windu had known for a long time? "Nara?" Adam came closer to me, he was sitting next to me right now. "Say what did you mean? Don't tell me Brother Windu knew a long time ago that you were pregnant?"


I'm nodding.


"And you know him already?" I'm speechless.


"Nara? How can you-"


"Adam! That man named Satria is your brother. I just found out when she was in the hospital, taking care of you with your mom." Adam frozen. "And she knew that I was pregnant not because I said it. But he was too observant when he saw me. At first I was also very shocked when I found out Satria was Windu."


"So the man who kissed you without that permission?" I nodded despite the doubt. Yeah I remember, I told her once and then Adam said he kissed me to erase someone else's kiss. Adam rubbed his face violently, pondering after I told him the truth.


"I just wanted to ask, why were you in the Divilla back then? And why is it that when I go into the room you're not there? But when I woke up, you were by my side."


"That's Hem."


"Don't tell me you knew I was inside when you came in?" Adam smiled faintly.


"So right?"


"Sorry."


"Damn it!" I hit him repeatedly.


"Aw sick." Uh, did I hit him too hard huh?


"It was a villa and tourist spot that my mother and father used to visit, and I who was bored was also saturated with medicine asked my mother to take me to a tourist spot. Then by accident brother Windu also gave news to meet with mother, discuss company issues. And that's where it is." I heard what he said. "I was surprised when I found out that women who sleep in clothes that can tempt the faith, it was you. And I fell asleep with my head down next to you." Deg.


"Don't tell me you?"


"I just kissed my forehead."


"Adam!!" I screamed as loud as possible. Covering my chest with my hands, why when he said that I was like I was not wrapped in a thread?


"Then what about you sleeping hugging me like a bolster? I'm not angry." Ah shit! He know? He was conscious but didn't wake me?


I hit him back, venting what's been happening to me all along.


"Aw sick."


Geck.. Geck..


"Hey what are you doing inside." I paused for a moment, then turned to look at the door.


"Let me open." I sat down, and Adam opened it.


"What are you doing inside?" With carelessly Munah in grumbling, followed by a MUA who will go back to apply makeup on my face.


"You didn't do anything, did you?"


"No, I swear." I said to convince Munah that he doesn't think negatively of me and Adam.


"They're legally married, so doing anything doesn't matter." Geez, what this MUA says is true, how could I possibly forget it?


Munah immediately silenced, as well as me. Only Adam smiled, he seemed proud to be my husband?


Seriate..