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The real sad news

It's been two days now, me and bi Gina have not met. Ask each other the news through cell phones only. Bi Gina asked me to stay home, and told me not to forget to send food to my sisters. I'm still sitting in my school uniform. The thing I love when daydreaming, sitting by the window of the apartment. Staring at the reflection of light in every tile. Open the windows wide, so that the wind in to gush all over the body. Sweat that has been on the neck and head can be dry immediately. I also feel freshness. If this is the case, the edges even feel drowsiness.

"Eh no-no. I'd better take a shower, today the package is coming." I ordered some clothes for them. Various sizes according to their body posture. Just waiting for the package to come, I will go there directly. Earlier, I had time to order food via online, asking to be sent according to the address. Fortunately now everything can be bought without having to come to the place. So that they would not wait long, and starve like that time.

The second step after this, I will look for a patch of land whose price can still be within reach.

I cleaned myself up first, then prepared to leave. I hope the package arrives after I shower.

I felt a great freshness as the dripping water soaked the entire body. I hold my stomach, long look bloated even though it has not enlarged. Only I can see it, no one else will. I always remember Adam, if I had a fetus in my stomach talking.

It's 02 noon. After the shower, I sat on the couch. Contact resellers who sell clothes, packages are already on the way, estimates will be up to 15 minutes away. That's because I bought from a store not far from the apartment.

The door was knocked, the bell rang, I immediately opened it. Pack up faster than expected, thank goodness.

"Sorry before. Can you help me get this package to my car?" I hesitated to ask for help actually. Because bringing this up alone was hard, even when I asked him to bring it down again.

"Oh, that's fine." Again, I have to be grateful that the courier wants to help her.

I'm not just saying thank you. But also give him the money tips he deserves. The courier turned around to thank me repeatedly. He even said that this was too much. It turns out that making others smile has one pride of its own for me.

"Nara?" I'm turning.

"You want to move?" Uh, what am I supposed to say now. Why is Adam here?

"Adam?" I have to find an excuse, I have to.

"You coming?" He nodded, walking closer to me. And looked at the cardboard that had been placed in the car. I closed the trunk of my car. Then switch to Adam. Thinking, hopefully for this my brain can work well, like when writing poetry.

"Me, this is hem. I made up my clothes that I didn't want to wear. Then I'll give it to bi Gina's neighbor." Adam was silent, he instead folded both his hands on his chest. Staring at me and frowning. I hope this time God will help me. How to make Adam believe.

"But why would a courier take her?" Oh my God!! When did Adam come.

"Courier?" I looked to the right and left.

"That was a courier, but he's delivering packages not to my apartment. Then I asked for his help. So I gave him the money as a thank you."

"Oh. Yes already. So this is what you want to take you with you now?" I'm nodding. "Then I'll come with you. Because I came here to take you for a walk." Deg. How'this? Honestly, I don't want anyone to know. I don't want my kindness seen by others. I don't like that the most. And they end up interfering in my business later.

"Eh no need Dam. I'm alone." Adam looked disappointed.

"If you want to take me for a walk, it should be tonight, not now Dam. It's also hot, where are you going?" Adam is getting closer to me.

"All right, then I'll see you tonight." He just gently stroked my head, then turned around and went into the car. I'll make sure Adam's car has entered the highway and then I drive my car.

Comfort I can't cover, I don't love. I love Adam like a friend, like I love Munah. But, if it continues to be close like this, and just go alone I even fear it has a different feeling.

I stopped the car in front of the contract. I saw that the door was still tightly closed, meaning that they really did not go out and obey my words.

I opened the trunk of the car, and lifted the cardboard out. It was heavy too, but I still had the strength to lift it. One, and there are two more. I returned to the car after putting it in front of the door. The second, when I lifted it, my stomach ached at the bottom. I dropped the cardboard and sat down, squeezing my stomach. It's really hurt. To stand up just feels once. I looked to the right and left, there was only a rider. I lowered my head, bent my legs, waiting until the pain disappeared a little.

"Let me help you?" I looked up immediately, when there was a voice and hands outstretched before me.

"Adam?"

"Gina's house in this area?" Huh huh? Whahuh? I looked towards the contract. Then nod.

"Yes, come on." I received his hand, clasping tightly. Same when I get up still painful. I sat back down, cold sweat soaking my face. My hands are shaking, what is this? Don't let anything happen.

Adam took me in his arms, and took me in the car.

"Just wait here." I'm nodding. Watching Adam move the rest of the parcel cardboard to the front door of the house. Then he knocked it.

"Eh how is this?"

"Who?" I saw one of them open the door. I peeked behind the car seat. Don't let them see me.

"Oh, there's old clothes for you. Hem, he said he was told bi Gina. You familiar?" They nodded enthusiastically, and dragged the package inside.

"Thank you for driving her." Adam smiled and nodded, then turned to the car when the door was closed. I heard a happy voice from inside, they were screaming with excitement. Hah, relief at last. But today I can't meet them.

"Have you got a car?" I nodded again.

"Thank you Dam, it's been helpful."

"Yes, you're careful."

"Eh, wait a minute." I feel like something's wrong, why would Adam know that I'm here?

"Why do you know I'm here? You're following me, aren't you?" Adam shook his head and pointed at the fruit tree across the street.

"Oh." I swallowed spit. Why does it look so good?

"You want to?" I nodded immediately. "You go home to the apartment, let me buy it. Just wait, I'll drop you off."

"Thank you, Dam." Adam nodded and drove his car, turning around to get across the street.

I imagine how fresh it is during the day eating fruit. Then in a spicy soup with a recipe that only the seller who knows. Mango, what else if there are young mangoes. Duh, my saliva gathered again imagining me chewing it. Just because of the fruit I just forgot the pain in my lower abdomen. I remember bi Gina's message, which didn't allow me to lift too much weight. Because it can happen that the stomach goes down, that's if I'm not pregnant. But right now I'm pregnant, which means my fetus is down.

Is this harmless? I really want to ask bi Gina, but considering that bi Gina is still suffering from problems, or suffering. Eh I even add to the burden.

When I got to the apartment, I tried to call my mom. Is she pregnant too? He also had some experience with holding me first. All right, I'll just ask him. Adam's mummy hasn't arrived yet.

"Yes Nara? What's up?"

"Hem Ma'am. I'm gonna ask you."

"Ask what son?" Oh my God, all these years I've heard my mother call me that name, in a gentle tone.

"Mom, is it true that a pregnant person should not lift heavy weights?"

"Yes right."

"What effect does it usually have, Mom? And danger or not?"

"Why are you asking me that?" Uh yeah, why don't I think there?

"No ma'am, it's just about school lessons. I'm IPA Mom's son."

"Oh yes. If you feel pain, it goes down the stomach. Or the role down."

"What's dangerous Mom?"

"If for people who are pregnant it is clearly dangerous. What else a young pregnant woman can have a miscarriage."

"Then, what's the cure, ma'am?"

"There's no cure for Nara. If your grandmother used to suggest pricking, so as to re-raise the descending peranakan."

"Oh yes, ma'am."

"Nara?" I answered mother's call. "You're not pregnant, are you?" Huh huh?

"Mom, no. Where possible!! Just a girlfriend I don't have?"

"Goodoo. I won't admit you as a child if you get pregnant out of wedlock." I immediately closed the call, saying that there was no signal. My body instantly relaxed, leaning against the sofa. My eyes glared upwards. Every parent will say that if they know their child is pregnant out of wedlock. Ah why do my eyes feel hot, I tried to hold on so as not to cry. I remember the words of advice. "It is better to keep the carcass will surely smell the rot." Which means, as good as keeping a secret will definitely remain uncovered.

"Ahh hiks." I should how? I'm sure one day everyone will know. Should I tell Adam now? And ask him to keep this a secret? Ahhhhhhhhhhh where could Adam want!! He must be willing to marry me.

"Hiks." I covered my face with both hands. Why should it happen to me. I am alone without my parents. I can't tell or tell them either. See, mother has threatened me, yes even though actually now I feel not considered a child and forgotten just like that. When I decided to stay in my apartment, my mother threatened me. And saying I wouldn't think of me as a child wouldn't help me if something happened to me.

I woke up from the daydream when Adam was standing in front of me, handing me a white plastic bag. I quickly wiped away my tears, which were strewn across my face because I covered them with my hands. Adam sat next to me, looking at me without blinking. I looked down, knowing Adam would ask me why.

"I'm fine. Just remember bi Gina, Kasian saw it."

"What else are you hiding?" I pretended not to listen, opening the package that was in front of me right now.

"It's so bad." Yes, there is a mango.

"Is it not acid?" I'm shaking. Again, I put it in my mouth.

"You want to?" I offered and fed it. "Enak right?" Adam grimaced, narrowed his eyes, then shuddered.

"Don't mango, the other one. It's very acidic. Why did you say it wasn't sour?"

"It's not acidic." I ate it again. Tub eating melon fruit, feeling nothing but freshness.

"Snack." He murmured, but I could hear.

"You want some more?" I put a pineapple in his mouth. "Aac." Adam said, opening his mouth and chewing.

"Once you eat. Tomorrow, if you want something, you better say. So I can buy it for you." I just nod.

"Because people say, if you are pregnant when you want something but not fulfilled then the child will salivate when it is born." I immediately stopped chewing, staring at him with my mouth full.

"But I'm not pregnant?" Adam laughed instead. Wh why? Is there anything funny.

"Yes I know. Yes, continue eating. I can sleep, right?" Huh huh? I looked straight at the door of the room.

"No, I'll just sleep here. Move aside." Adam put away my hand, and he was sleeping on my lap. Let it be, I continued my meal.5 minutes passed, Adam made no sound, he actually slept like it.

The apartment bell rang, I had trouble getting up to open the door. I heard the voice of a woman calling, but not a stranger.

"Come in, not in the key." I screamed, I don't know what I'm sure anyone wouldn't hear. Uh, but what if it's not Munah? What if it's Auntie Intan? What would he think if he saw me with the man in here. I'll get out of my seat, but the door is open. Appearing the face of Munah, then followed by Wahid.

"Eh, what the fuck Adam! She sleeping?" I'm nodding. "Photo ah, keep sending it to Elena."

"Don't be nosy!" Wahid snatched Munah's cell phone.

"Where are you from?"

"So the intention was to go for a walk, only I wanted to take you to Nara. It turns out there's Adam here, sleeping again."

"He just went to sleep." I said, and looked at Adam's handsome face. Uh what am I thinking?

"This what?" Pointing to the remaining fruit a little more. "Geek, acid!!" Munah immediately took a tissue and wiped his mouth. Directly do not stop nagging, even to the point of condemning the seller.

"Already know the immature fruit is still on sale!!" Wahid closed his ears so as not to hear the ravings of Munah. Actually I am too, if you have heard it nagging, the ears feel ringing.

Wahid suddenly stood up, walking towards me. I don't know what he's gonna do now. Then gestured for me and Munah to be quiet. With the language of his finger stuck in his mouth.

"Dear.." Wahid pressed Adam's nose, making him unable to breathe. "Eum." His eyes are still closed, I really feel amused if Adam moves like this.

"Huh, Nara!!" He shouted suddenly and woke up. His eyes were red, looking around. Munah covered his mouth with a sofa pillow. Wahid stood before me and Adam, folding both hands. Guiltless was still waiting for Adam's consciousness to fully return.

"Hi Adam's. What are you doing here? Why just sleep all the way to Kinara's apartment? Were you kicked out by your mom and dad?" Wahid asked casually.

Adam turned his head towards me, I smiled and threw away a glance. Adam rubbed his eyes again, moving his head to the right and left. Then change position, leaning his body on the sofa. Andwhat? Adam closed his eyes again.

"Hey, is he unconscious?" So that I feel astonished. Funny, Adam's like a man who's been slipping.

"Nara, why don't you just kick them out?" I turned my head, Munah and Wahid immediately put up a swing, ready to throw a pillow at Adam. "I was having a beautiful dream!" Brug. They throw at it simultaneously.

"God." Adam stroked his face. Then opening my eyes, I myself saw his reaction could not help but laugh. Oh my goodness, Adam.

"Why are you here anyway?!" Still protesting. Maybe because his sleep was disturbed.

"Why indeed? Hey, what do you want to do with Kinara? You've got Elena, what's less?"

"Elena can't be touched." Huh huh? I round my eyes to hear Adam's words. So that means, I'll be made into his outlet??

"Aaahhh Adam, you pervert now!!!" She covered her face with a sofa pillow. Screaming, and giggling. I got up from my seat, reasoned to take water for them.

Arriving in the kitchen, I grumbled softly. Throwing what I can slam.

Pyar. I didn't mean it, really. Nudging the glass I had prepared, accidentally hit my left arm.

I quickly lowered my head and crouched down, clearing up the broken glass.

"Nara?" I'm looking. "You are!!" Adam approaching.

"So move, it's there. Let me take care of that." I nodded and left him. Sit with Munah and Wahid. Bring them a cold drink.

"You broke what??" Wahid asked me.

"Glass, I didn't accidentally." My answer. "It's been cleared by Adam."

"Oh so." Wahid poured water into a glass.

"I'm thirsty, too." Wahid did not answer, but he still poured into a glass for Munah.

"This is the princess." I laughed at her, saw the reaction of Munah's face that she made as ugly as possible and showed Wahid.

Adam was back, he sat on the other couch and no longer sat beside me. His face was expressionless.

"Nara, your phone's ringing." I took it right away. It turned out that bi Gina called me.

"Hallo bi?" When he heard bi Gina's voice, saying something while crying. Although it was unclear because bi Gina said it while crying, but I could still hear it. Instantly, my body went back to relaxing.

"Yes bi, I'll be there." The phone just slipped out of my grasp.

"Nara, why? What's up?" Munah immediately moved to sit next to me.

"Suami bi Gina is dead." They instantly fell silent. Kasian bi Gina, I was really shocked to hear that. Even though I never knew what her husband looked like. But what I heard from bi Gina, Mang Suryo was a good man. Never even once hurt bi Gina and made her cry. Even though they live without a child. But they live far from the word quarrel.

"We're at the hospital?" I'm shaking.

"His body has been brought home." Adam told me to walk, we agreed to go in Adam's car. And head straight to Gina's house.

"Adam, why turn right? Bi Gina's house turns left." Adam looked at me. He's kind of confused. Wh why? It is true that bi Gina's house is headed to the left.

"Let me show you the way again." Adam nodded. I sat in the back with Munah, Wahid sitting at the wheel accompanying Adam. When I reached the area of Gina's house, I pointed to a small alley.

"The car's just parked here." They came down, and I told one of the residents there. Deliberately parked the car here to come to the funeral home. They don't mind either.

Bi Gina's house isn't crowded yet, and I'm sure that they're new too. It's just that the tent and chair are installed. As the atmosphere of grief, that is the current state of bi Gina's house. Crying is not only from the family, but the neighbors who come also feel sadness. Including me one of them, ah I even feel dizzy if I continue to cry like this. Moreover, seeing bi Gina later, definitely no longer able to stem my tears.

As I was about to step inside, Adam pulled my arm. I looked at him, and I saw Wahid and Munah sitting there first. With other mourners.

"Why Dam?"

"Why? Why do you always hide things? Even from your closest people?" What do you mean again? Does Adam want to talk about pregnancy again? In the middle of this kind of mood? Does he also not know that there are many people passing by, they could have heard.

"Didn't you just say that the package you sent to the neighbor bi Gina's son?" I nodded, because you did give me that excuse. "Then, why is Bi Gina's house here? Shouldn't it be where you sent the package? It's been very different, and different directions." I can't give any reason now, my brain really can't think. I immediately left Adam, and invited Munah to come in. Meet bi Gina, and try to strengthen her. Adam's business, I'll think of what reason I gave him later.

Seriate..