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Happy days tucked deep sorrow



I have changed into a bride. The wedding dress I wore was pink, had a large ribbon around my waist. Many times they praised me. I should what? I am pretty haha. And Adam, wearing a white suit, if I can be honest he's very handsome today.


Adam took my arm down the stairs. Honestly, I am ashamed even though my status with him is legitimate if I do anything.


"Adam, I don't have any trouble walking." I took my hand.


Adam snorted, but I didn't care. If I can beg then let me get used to being a good wife.


I looked around the courtyard, which was now filled with guests present. None of them I knew except my family and the workers at my father's house. Obviously, because they were all business friends of a father who was his age. It was also possible that only Windu was still single.


"Darling, you're so pretty." Praise mother Intan, I prefer to kiss Renan. I was tired of hearing compliments earlier.


"Mom not tired? Why don't baby sitters just carry?"


"No dear, this is also the new mother took. They're still cleaning up." I'm not satisfied if I haven't made her cry because of the constant irritation of being kissed.


"Oh, you better sit there. Many guests want to shake hands with you." I nodded, then looked back. It turns out Adam hasn't moved before I've made a move.


"Have Munah and Wahid come home?" I asked Adam. I don't know what he's thinking right now, which I know Adam is daydreaming. I saw what was currently being stared at by him. Until I hit his arm, Adam woke up.


"You don't hear what I'm talking about?"


"Huh?" I snorted, I guess Adam didn't hear.


"He looks a lot like you."


"Who?"


"Renan, you called him by that name, right?"


"Oh yes. Everyone who saw him immediately said so." Adam is silent again, watching Renan until he goes inside with the baby sitter.


Dad was busy with his guests, and so was his mother Adam. Merely, I really don't see Windu at the moment. Has he not been back since? Will he also be hostile to Adam?


"Sir Nara?" I was surprised by the arrival of Laras. He was standing between his father and my mother. Asraf is coming too??


"Sister, congratulations? Can I have a photo with you?" I'm nodding. She smiled when she saw me smiling in front of the camera. His sight was really warm at this moment.


"Sister, congratulations. You're so beautiful today, brother." And I can no longer count how many times people have praised me.


"Thank you, you're beautiful too Laras." I hope I didn't have to say that. Because after all, the resentment still remains a little even though I have made peace with the circumstances. How not, if you remember when your mother was down, she and her father left her, so that I myself had to take care of her.


"Kinara, congratulations? I hope your house will be okay." His son, and now his father. I smiled, then nodded.


"Thank you for that."


"Nara?" Mother warned.


"Thank you dad."


"If you're not used to it, then try." Adam stroked my arm. It is difficult to have both parents who are divorced and remarried by having a partner each. For this, I really want to cry.


"You have to learn from them." Huh huh?


"learned? What can I learn? You know for yourself if they're divorced." My protest, Adam sighed. Why was my answer wrong?


"Yes that means it, doesn't mean I'm asking you to follow the example. But just learn that the household is complicated, so if you can understand each other."


"I don't want to get married!" Jerk me again.


"Hey, what is this?? Why didn't you just refuse?"


"Sorry young lady, young master. I just want to offer you guys some food. You see, you and the young lady have not eaten." It was a waiter, so he heard that I had a chance to argue with Adam?


"Later bi."


"But lady, this is an order from the great lord." I'm looking for Dad, he's among the crowd of relatives. But still had time to look at me by putting both of his hands on his waist.


"All right, bring the food here." The waiter nodded and left.


"Are you scared of your father now?"


"Yes, why?"


"Then are you afraid of me?" I immediately shook my head. "really? Remember from tonight you must do your duty as a wife." I frowned at me.


"Hows it? Preparing a meal for you? It's all taken care of by the waiter in this house, washing or ironing the clothes." Reply lightly. Then look at Adam. "Hey you want to make me a slave huh? Ah I don't want to."


"You forget that a wife's duty isn't just that? There's more, guess what."


"I don't want to answer, I'm tired. Don't force my brain to think." Adam was getting upset.


"Eh that's Windu's sister huh? She coming? Adam, I need to talk to him for a second." Adam looked at me without blinking as I looked at him.


"I just wanted to talk and apologize. You know how wrong I was with her." Adam nodded weakly, I immediately left Adam. Walking towards Windu who was standing enjoying a glass of ice.


"Eh Nara, where are you going?" My hand's blocked.


"Munah, where have you been? Why just came?"


"I have to accompany her to the candidates, I also have to accompany her to buy new clothes. So don't ask me again." Wahid answered immediately, Munah smiled and blinked his eyes. Really know how to blackmail a stingy person.


"This is a gift from my mother, she congratulated you. And this, a gift from me and Wahid." I hugged him and thanked him. I will visit his mother after this, and say thank you too.


"But didn't Wahid give me a gift this morning?"


"Ah it's just acting, it's indeed the wedding kebaya prepared by your mother and father." I hit him, his sin must be a lot because it keeps lying.


"You can put it on the table there. I want to go there first." I have to rush off, because if it takes too long everyone will ask why the groom is just sitting alone.


"Wait, where are you going?" Once again Munah held me back.


"I'd like to talk to Brother Windu for a moment. You guys enjoy the dishes."


"Nara?" I no longer looked when Munah called me.


And finally, Windu was no longer there where I had seen him. This crowd, the guests present today made it very difficult for me to look for him. I don't care, with people staring in wonder as I go around. Why isn't there? I was upset myself and chose to stand up, just my eyes were looking for him and my feet were still in place.


"Who are you looking for?" My shoulder was patted by someone. Uh but I recognize his voice.


"Sister? I'm looking for you."


"For what?" He was so snug to talk to me.


"I, I just wanted to apologize. Come with me for a moment, brother." I pulled his hand. Pull it away from the crowd. It doesn't matter if Adam sees me now from a distance. Fortunately there was Munah and Wahid there who accompanied him to chat.


"Sister, sorry for everything. This is destiny, brother, please don't hate me. Because from this moment on, I'm your sister as well." Windu won't look at me. He folded both his hands on his chest. Look in another direction.


"I'm disappointed in you. Honestly, I already have a sense of more than just a friend or sister. I was much more disappointed with Adam. I even hate him."


"Sister, don't say that. If your father knew, wouldn't he be sad?"


"Nara, my father was much sadder to see Adam do such a thing with a woman." Deg.


"But brother, it's all my fault. You know, too, that I didn't tell her that I was pregnant at the time. I covered it up with Adam, it's all my fault, brother."


"At least he can say that it has taken away the sanctity of others."


"Sorry brother."


"You defended her so much, do you love her so much?" Deg. What do I have to answer? I'm still worried myself.


"Consider everything." Whose voice is that? "I'm going to talk about something important." Daddy's? What would you say? All his business associates have gathered.


"Go back there." Windu turned around, and walked away leaving me. I was still standing, watching him stop walking. Windu was standing right next to my father.


With a heavy heart, I sat down with Adam. See and hear it from there.


"Why are you taking so long? The waiter has brought you and Adam food." Why are the protests even Munah?


"Be quiet, I want to hear what my father wants to talk about." We and all of us are silent, silent and my father's voice is heard.


"I'll introduce him. He was Windu Satriawan Agustama, son of Hendrawan Agustama. Our business partner first. And he's the new leader of the Neo company. Become a President." Applause and congratulate him, including me, I followed him. I glanced at Adam, he looked down.


Is Adam sad, because he is not the leader?


"Back of that, I'll give you some sad tidings. You should have known. It was not one or two people who asked Hendrawan's whereabouts at this time. He died a few years ago. Due to a deliberate accident by someone. His death was deliberately hidden, in order to investigate who did it. And now, it's all revealed. You're just waiting for news to come up from any media."


They immediately felt the atmosphere of grief on my wedding day. I looked back at Adam, he was still down.


"For that, I hope you will give your hands and pray to God for Hendrawan to calm down there." The prayers were like floating in the air, continuing to rise through the sky.


"Dad." I heard Adam say it out loud.


"Adam?" He looked up, and his eyes turned red. Will his illness recur?


"Are you okay?"


"I'm fine, if you keep it next to me." I smiled, stroking his hand gently. If only he wasn't sad, it would be hard for me to do it.


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