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New life begins

One month later..

Sadness is clear I experienced, no need to explain how disappointed when I knew my son was born in a state of insecurity. But I can't refuse either, it's God's destiny.

About me and Adam, I think it's all done. He's gone too, no word. I didn't even find out about it myself. I wasn't ready to tell my mom or dad who made me pregnant. I asked them to give me some time, and I'll tell you but not now.

Because the sadness of losing my child has not gone away. Maybe this is what my mother did at the time. Until he was depressed.

"Nara, are you done?"

That's bi Gina's voice. He's the one who's going to come with me today. Go to the airport to see my son. And I'm living in my dad's house now, only on one condition. I just want to be taken care of by bi Gina, no matter how many servants there are at my father's house. I still want to go with bi Gina.

I was aware of my mistakes, so I could no longer refuse what my father had said. And mother, she also now lives one more house with Asraf. Let it be, I can't accompany her at home either. It's just that, every three days I have to come to my mother's house.

"Nara, are you leaving?" Me and bi Gina stopped walking. This is a pregnant woman who always pays more attention to me every day.

"Yes, Mom." The changes that have happened to me are far away now. I've accepted Aunt Intan as my stepmother.

"Well, I'll get you the driver who drove you today."

"Mom?" He looked over again before leaving before me now.

"Can't I bring my own car?"

"Darling, this is your father's order. Anyway if you bring your own car it's still dangerous. After returning from the airport, the driver will take you to college. You can see it, if you're not interested then you can say it to me."

It's so much different now. I was treated like a princess. Wherever I go, there are always guards with me.

"Come on bi." I held bi Gina's arm. And now, bi Gina is not like a housekeeper. But more precisely he was like my own friend. Since then, I have not seen Wahid. He has studied abroad. Only Munah comes to see me often.

But soon, definitely not, because we have to split up the college.

***

Looks tiny when seen, it is true that the navel for a newborn child. I rubbed the stone where my son's name was there. I really want to see what his face looks like. I really didn't get to see it.

"Bi, how's my son's face? Did auntie get a look before she was taken?"

"His face is very similar to Adam's." Deg. I'm down. Adam's? What's that similar to him. I wish God was fair to me, so send my son through a dream.

"Bi, did auntie ever say that to dad?"

"No Nara. At that time the aunt did not say, because the aunt knew that Adam had to leave. Auntie doesn't want to burden her mother Adam's mind anymore. Seeing her cry for Adam alone was painful. You know, aunty has also been in her position, and also in your current position."

Oh my God, why did I forget? That I'm not the only one who's ever felt the loss.

"Pray for your son." I'm nodding.

A few minutes in the center, I invited bi Gina to return to the car. Then the next goal is to see what my college will be like.

"Nara, I'll wait in the car."

"Why bi? Aunt should come in with me. We just go around and look around."

"But Nara, auntie-"

"Bi, can auntie see me alone? There's no Munah here bi."

"You can always make your aunt unable to watch you put on a sad expression."

I smiled, and I am now.

"It's over, miss." Before descending, I stared at the building that was in front of me right now. Not wrong? Why did you bring me here? Shouldn't he be looking for me an ordinary college? Oh my God, I forgot who my father was!

"You don't have to follow me, just wait here." They nodded obediently.

"It's a great place bi." I let my eyes. Many students today are in the middle of wara-wiri. Someone is sitting in the middle of the park, cool too huh it seems? Unlike at school, you have to start when the bell rings.

"Bi, look at that." There's a little pamphlet that says "Zoo".

"Let's see." Not only am I curious, it turns out bi Gina too. Evidently with bi Gina pulled my hand to walk faster.

"Auntie's very excited, like he wants to meet his brother."

"Nara, since when are you smart to mock?" We're in front of a small gate now. Should you come inside, excuse me? I looked to the right and left, who would I say this to?

This wall that was too high blocked our view to see what was inside.

"What do you want?" Me and bi Gina looked over. A securitty turns out, did he come to us because he saw us like suspicious people?

"Oh sir, can we go inside?"

"You're not a student here, are you?" I'm shaking.

"Can't just go inside."

"That's so sir. I'll go to college here later, eat it I want to see what are the completeness and privileges in this campus."

"Evidence if you've signed up?" Me and bi Gina looked at each other. Then shook my head again, I have everything that takes care of you! I really want to scream that way.

"Yes sir if you can't, excuse me. Sorry to interrupt the time." I looked down and smiled before leaving.

"Nara." Bi Gina frowns. "Auntie will talk about your sisters." He spoke a little whispering. I know, I must be afraid that there's a bodyguard in the middle of following us right now. If anything, they don't want to hear me say anything either. It's just that they monitor where I go and what I do.

"We're looking for the right place?"

Applying to be a student for a day doesn't matter, right? Haha I want to laugh now. It turns out that the campus is indeed a place for children who have grown up, so it is not too caring if there are strangers who enter here.

Maybe they also think I'm officially in college here, so no one stares in wonder when I invite bi Gina to sit on one of the chairs near the park.

"Tell me bi?"

"They miss you so much, Nara. Even the youngest one to the point of getting sick, he kept calling your name." Deg. How long has it been? Oh my god, I forgot about them. But they never forgot me.

"Bi, help me talk to dad. So I can go to aunt's house tomorrow. Find the right reason bi. Don't you always believe what your aunt says?" Bi Gina nodded and smiled, then I waded my little finger. Make a promise that bi Gina will help me.

"Let's go home bi?" Bi Gina looks younger now huh? Hahaha playing with me, he's like coming back young again.

"Loh bi, isn't that Munah?" I pointed at the woman standing in front of the gate. His gaze was like observing the campus from where he stood.

Me and bi Gina compact speed up the pace. When Munah had turned around, but I immediately patted him on the shoulder.

"Huh?" She's shocked. I laughed and shut my mouth.

"Cinara? What are you doing?"

"Hey, should I ask what are you doing? You can't be surprised if I go to college here? Which makes me wonder, why are you here and there like you're observing this college?"

"Yes, I was very surprised. I'm going to college here too?" Huh huh? Me and bi Gina looked at each other. No, I didn't mean to envy his family's economy. But did not he himself ever say that he had been enrolled in college in a place not far from his father's office working.

"Just ask your father Nara. Seems like he doesn't want his son to have no friends?" Munah just left.

"Hey, what does that mean?" Munah just wiggled his phone. Ah I know, he just wants to talk on his cell phone. Because there are already two bodyguards here, Munah definitely does not want our conversation to be heard by them.

Is this as complicated as being a rich kid?

Seriate..