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Applying to be friends

I don't know what else to say now. Asking Satria not to approach me seemed impossible. Wouldn't he be suspicious in the end? Then if it continues together like this, I fear that there are feelings that cannot be controlled.

But I kept thinking about Adam. With this painting coming to me, isn't it a sign that I will never see it again? I cannot avoid sadness, the fall of tears is common. The breakup should have been a little dramatic. Not with me and Adam.

We parted right when I bet on life, and so did he.

I'd rather go home, take the painting with me. But not going home, I asked the driver to drive me somewhere that would calm my mind.

"Hallo bi?"

"Yes Nara, where are you?"

"Bi, if you ask, say I'm leaving for a while. Don't worry."

"Near!"

"Bi, I'll tell aunty later."

I hung up the phone again. Looked at the street. I should have been hungry this time, but I wasn't. I've lost my appetite. Is that how important Adam is to me now? Oh my God, what I really feel!

"It's over, miss."

"Just wait in the car." The driver who drove me nodded, then I got down and stepped towards where I wanted to be.

I just asked to be taken to the city park. Because I know, if it's a hot day like this there's definitely not much interest in coming here. There were only a few couples who seemed to be sitting under the largest tree. So do I, find the most comfortable place. Even though sunlight still enters on the sidelines of the leaves.

"God." I took a breath, neutralizing all my thoughts. I don't know what I should be going forward? Will I marry like people? Then, if I'm ready to open my heart, does anyone want me? Am I not currently the most despicable person.

"Have you arrived?" I looked over, then smiled to see who had come this time.

"Munah, what we think is right." I still did not blink looking straight ahead.

"meaning?"

"Yes, about Satria. He's really Adam's big brother."

"What!!"

"So, have you asked him directly?"

"Yes-"

"What if I'm Adam's brother?" The deg! Damn, he is like a ghost who likes to suddenly appear, he is everywhere.

"Eh." Munah was clumsy, and so was I. We look at each other.

"I was following you on purpose, but when I saw the car that brought you to a stop I stopped too." I just nodded. Did he really not go to the office today?

"Sorry brother, shouldn't you be back at the office?"

"I think Kinara knows the answer." Munah turned to me straight away. There seemed to be a suspicious look from him.

"I just met him." I whispered to Munah.

And, it ends up sitting three in the city park. Enjoyed the young coconut water, and I realized that I had not eaten anything, I just drank it since I met Satria earlier.

"If you don't mind, I want to talk." Me and Munah looked at each other.

"But this is just for you Nara." I pointed at myself with a finger. Then Satria replied with a nod. And what makes me feel even more strange, Munah with his act even stroked my back. It was as if Satria wanted to talk about the sad news.

"Say brother, I've been waiting." Hey, but Satria is going to talk to me, right?

"Nara-"

"Haha." Satria laughed and nodded. Ah if I'm used to seeing Munah as she pleases.

"No. I just want to say, if Nara needs anything, or if she needs someone to complain, then I'm ready."

"Son, if it's me already." Proudly patting himself. Eh but I feel something strange, why did Satria suddenly say this?

"Yes I know, it's just that I'm trying to replace Adam now. Isn't there always Adam with you?" Deg. Allow my guess, this must have been planned by Adam and Satria.

"Don't think if Adam asked, this is my own initiative. You also make friends with you more fun, than having to be friends with an office person whose status is married all."

"Gdff.." Goddamn it? Why does the Church hold back laughter?

"So, you mean you're proposing to be our friend?" Satria nodded.

"Alright, then it's accepted." Eh easily Munah replied, there I am also here!

"Nara, if you're having trouble then don't hesitate to call me." I'm still quiet. "Calm down, your father won't get angry if you go with me." Deg. What things do I not know exactly?

"It looks like it's your father asking not Adam." Munah whispered to me, I also had a thought with him. Isn't Adam's condition still weak at the moment, how could he possibly speak so much? Not wrong, it must have been Dad.

"Nadzara?" I looked towards Satria. "You mind?" I'm shaking. Satria smiled and took out a small box.

"This is for you, wear it as a sign of our friendship."

I saw a bracelet that had my name engraved there. Then Satria has prepared this if I accept it?

"Sister, are you proposing to me again?"

"Again!!!" Stand up from his seat.

"That means you've been proposed to him?"

"Hey calm down, I only gave it to Kinara as a sign of friendship. If someone sells tomorrow, I'll buy it for you."

"No need brother. I already have my own bracelet." Munah showed it to Satria.

"Guard?" I'm holding back the laughter now.

"Did you steal someone else's bracelet?"

"No, this is my friend's bracelet."

"That means you stole it, right? Didn't you say it belonged to your friend?" Munah hit Satria's arm. This child really does not have a sense of awkward huh, well what else now he knows that Satria is his brother Adam. I could take advantage of the situation.

"Wahid my future husband."

"Mune it?" I shook my head, and Satria looked at me. And strangely, why did his gaze change? I was wrong myself.

"Nara, than I should be accused of stealing."

"Wahid, is Wahid Adam's friend?" Now it's my turn to laugh, God turns out Satria also knows him huh?

"Eh yes, brother." Satria. Me and Munah were talking to the teacher.

"Sister, there you go. It's time for me and Nara to gossip."

"All right, I'm leaving. Nara, that painting you kept well, huh?" I could only nod, and was ready to be attacked by some questions by Munah.

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