
The longer I felt something strange, why my mother and her mother had not yet opened their mouths, after asking me to sit back.
"What do you want to say?" Adam asked first. I'm still pissed at him, ah why did I want to come with him to his room.
"No, just offering Kinara. Will he or she not go to college with you abroad? Because I'm gonna take you there." Deg. Studying abroad? Shouldn't Adam leave after this graduation exam is over?
"Mom's been conferring with Nara's mother. And he agreed."
"But Ma'am. Shouldn't we just go for my treatment? And also we leave after I finish my exam." Adam doesn't seem to want me to come! Ah I can't be either, what about the child in my cage?
"Hehe's not Adam. Kinara will follow after your treatment is successful."
"Then it doesn't work?" Deg. Both mothers are silent, and so are I. Adam looked at his mother for answers.
"Adam, I'm sure you're cured, son." Adam looked at me, and now it was my turn to answer.
"Sorry madam, the young master is home. And already in his room, the young master simply said that he was not feeling well." Suddenly the waiter came.
"Then deliver the medicine to his room. And tell me I'm still having guests." The waiter nodded and left.
"Where's Nara?" Oh my goodness, I don't think it will be discussed anymore.
"Sorry Mom. But I can't. I want to go to college here, I still want to be close to my mom." Mom immediately embraced me, hugging me with one hand. I looked up and smiled, my mother loves you.
"Well, I'm sure you won't. I just wish Adam had a friend there."
My heart was breaking, with a strange feeling that was like pity. Will I meet Adam after this? Will Adam be able to return to the land safely and in complete condition? Not changing his appearance one bit. Because he's the father of my son, after all. At least, even if we don't get married, I just want my son to know if his father exists.
"Mom, is there a mother who will go with me later? Don't bother Kinara Bu too much."
"It's not so son, but I know that your close friend is only Kinara. Don't you like it too?" Eh this is actually a conversation where the hell is it going? It was about college, why now even discuss feelings. I myself became misbehaved when my mother smiled meaningfully. Crazy one! They really intend to match up within a few minutes of talking earlier.
"Mother." Adam began to feel embarrassed, proved he immediately lowered his head. If I had been partly motivated to stay alive, I'm sure Adam would have survived and been sure to heal. No matter what the next few years we will live differently.
"Well, should we eat now?"
And all these questions without answers should be on the table. The dishes available made me swallow the salivary. Wasn't I full? Why are you hungry again now? I'm the greedy one.
"Nara, haven't you eaten baby? Why are you taking too much?" Heh, mom!! He spoke softly, though his mother Adam and Adam would have listened. No, and when I looked at the waiter who was standing not far from the side of the dining table, they smiled instead, his shoulders shaking. I know they're laughing at me now.
"Namira, it's okay. Instead I'm happy, if this food can run out." Ah I'm so ashamed of it.
I lowered my head in shame, but I still ate the food that was on my plate. Instead of swallowing salivary because it wants to eat something, it is better to eat it.
"Ohuk.." I choked, because it was a shock that the child in my womb was kicking so hard. Is he no longer able to stand because he was stuck in a girdle that was so tight.
"Drink my son." I received a glass of water from my mother. "Sneakers, we're not gonna ask you to." Mama! Why he became a hobby makes me so embarrassed. My back was rubbed with my mother, after feeling a much better throat I resumed my eating.
***
"You don't want to stay at mom's?" I was still sitting in the car when I reached the apartment, even the stell belt was not opened yet. I have to think of a way to reject mother's offer. Not only that, for the next few months, I also had to think of a way to avoid meeting my mother first. Although my relationship with him has improved, but what about my content? Shouldn't I give birth later too?
"Nara, why are you daydreaming? Well, I won't force you. But remember, when you've finished the graduation exam, you should stay at mom's house more often." Deg. Right my guess? I have to make a plan from now on.
"But Ma."
"Didn't you watch mom alone? At a house that big?"
I'm back to breathing.
"What about Asraf?" Mom's face was straight. I know, mom held tightly to the steering wheel until her fingers turned red.
"Sorry Mom. I just-"
"No Nara, you have every right to ask this." I took a breath and threw it away. Wh why? Don't tell me you're getting divorced a second time? Is it because of me? Nah! Although I cannot call him father yet, but somehow Asraf's mother and father are legally married.
"Mom wants to focus on taking care of you."
"Mom, I'm an adult. Sorry if I was selfish. But I realize right now, Mom, that you should have a life partner other than my dad." Mom fell silent.
"Mother be careful on the road." I got off and waved as my mother's car started to go.
"Where are you from?"
"Mune it!!" Oh my, since when is he here??
"What are you doing here?" I walked over and did not answer the question again.
"If you want to talk, wait until the apartment." Munah nodded and followed my steps.
"You're out shopping?" Seeing me carrying two paper bags from the famous mall in this city Munah immediately asked. I looked at him with a smile.
"With your mother?" I'm nodding.
Arriving inside the apartment, Munah went straight to the kitchen and took cold water. I who did feel that I could not stand it anymore just opened the corset and changed loose clothes. Breathing in relief, looking up at the sky of the room as I lay my body on the bed. Just a few minutes, but a shrill voice was already heard in my ear. I'm sure Munah is waiting for me on the couch of the room. Anyway why doesn't he just go inside anyway, I grumbled softly.
"Sit down, there's something I want to talk to you about." With laziness I obey. Say, as soon as I answer and Munah already smiles while taking a breath.
"Elena's moving schools." Huh huh?
"You're not kidding, are you?"
"You see, is my face trying to laugh?" I'm shaking. "Just when he finishes the grade-up exam, he'll be out of our school."
"Hey, is that all you want to talk about? Anyway, where'd you get this news?"
"From Wahid." Munah put his phone to me. Asking me to instantly see some photos of Wahid chatting with Elena. She's the one who's pouring out her heart, all her friends know that Elena has uploaded some embarrassing photos of me. Feeling ostracized and shunned by her friend, Elena decides to change schools.
"Absolutely, won't we ever see him again when we finish the exam, you forget we'll leave that school?" Answer me and return Munah's phone. For me it doesn't really matter, Elena's problem I don't want to think about. And about him being shunned by his friends, isn't that already a risk for him. I shut my eyes, massaging my head with my fingers. Why do you feel dizzy now?
"Nara, there's one more thing that has intrigued me so far?" I did not answer and only glanced at him. "Don't you want to know what Adam's brother is?" It is true what Munah said.
"What do you really want to talk about? Elena, now you're talking about her brother Adam." I was clearly protesting.
"You're not interested in talking about Elena. Better change the topic." I grunt, love Munah looking for information about other people like him. "Ah Adam is handsome, what about his brother huh? Why didn't Adam ever want to post a picture with his family."
"Shut up, my head is so dizzy."
"Huh? You ill? Come on, Nara, you gotta be strong! Tomorrow the exam will be held soon." Munah immediately approached me, asking me to enter the room.
"You want me to make you some warm tea?" I'm shaking.
"Have it, wait a minute I'll keep making it for you."
Ting. Just recently Munah went out the room notif the incoming message on my phone reads.
Ting. Oh my God, not just one.
Adam.
"I love you." Deg. I was lying down at first, but instantly changed my position to sit and lean.
Satria.
"I'll come tonight to the apartment, I want to encourage you. So you can run the exam tomorrow."
Oh, my God, I bit my finger. Why I seem so special in their eyes. A few times type a message, then delete it again. And finally I ignored Adam's message, replied to Satria's message and accepted her arrival later that night.
"Why are you smiling?" Huh huh? Since when did the Munah come in? Why don't I hear his footsteps?
"What are you doing? Messages with Adam?"
"No." Munah offered me a warm tea.
"Then, what is that man?" I just sipped a little warm tea and put it on the table.
"Have you met him often?" Oh no, it turns out Munah saw the screen of my phone that still displays my message with Satria.
I fell silent and grabbed my phone. Asking Munah to come home soon on the grounds that I want to rest.
Seriate...