Short Story (Cerpen)
teach me the theory of love (part 2)
I am a figure known for good image without any scandal even though satrio always bothers me but usually I just keep quiet no matter. But somehow it feels like I can't stand the dam I've been holding in my heart all this time. What have I done?
“how relieved right?” ask satrio
“ap.. Wh.. What do you mean?” Ask to stutter
“finally you reveal also the contents of your heart which is actually” replied
“isi liver?” my question is getting confused. He should have gone from earlier instead of getting more and more literate as if he had an ulterior motive from the look of the face that made me nervous.
He did not reply just smilingly walking towards me.
“lu want to know not bigger feeling you same me?”
“bigger. A feeling? What the hell do you mean?!” pissed. What the hell is this guy thinking.
He brought his face closer to my ear. At that moment it felt like my heartbeat had stopped.
“kalo you've fallen in love with me” whispered satrio with a smile that widened to make my heart beat fast like a horse race.
“apa?!”
“ha. Ha.. Ha... Don't be crazy. Ha” I tried to laugh. It sounds strange even in my own ears
“lu want proof?” said Satrio, stopping my laughter, as I stared at this crazy guy in wonder.
“lu don't worry who is your question later do I also have the same feeling to you?, princess!” with that he also diedknotku who still gawking can not believe what just happened? What does he mean by falling in love? How cool would it be to think I was in love with that little guy who stuck every minute with me?
Waita! Every minute? Maybe they could fall in love? Not impossible as possible. This isn't a soap opera, is it?
It's been more than a month since the librarian incident satrio increasingly away from me he never seduced or even just greeting me he did not want to. Even though we are a satrio house as if to think I am not even sitting in a row satrio still ignore me. Was I too cruel yesterday but this is because he also made me angry so now I feel lost. Oh no no no no no one lost this is wrong he talked about the problem of falling in love all but does he feel the same as me. How could he have imagined that love…? How do I think about love?
Tinglong…
I move to open the door.
“who's looking?” ask the pretty girl at the door.
“hai shah here enter” sahut satrio from behind me.
The girl came in and sat with us in the tv room.
“you don't know if this movie is Oscar?” said the girl as she continued to wrap her hands around the arms of the satrio. I really want to break up my hands do not see what if here not only they both satrio want to be held-held like that.
“emmm yes tah?” answer satrio. I'm sure he's just pretending he doesn't know. We have seen this movie many times. And also this is one of his favorite films so 100 percent is not possible if he does not know. So why should he answer with a rich tone that is not later the girl even more spoiled? Ugghh makes me feel more comfortable.
Ufffhhh. Some of the girls are even more willing to kiss satrio... What!!!
“woah woah what are you lakainin?!” my tail is towards the girl.
“apa? It's none of your business kali!” answer the girl cynically. Dare to be a girl. Who is the host even I have to rent. Jacky Chan is also a girl.
“hei this is my home and you don't know yourself to kiss in front of my eyes!” I sniffed pissed
“gak papa kali, iyonya also do not mind yo?” He asked towards the satrio who had just grinned. What a funny thing!
“gue mah up to sarah, how sar?” ask satrio
“kok is up to me anyway, you mean what? Why even be rich you ask permission with me?”
Satrio even widened his smile making me even more horrified.
“soalnya.. Emmm I have to ask permission the same person who is jealous because he lovesaa.. Banget same I”.
“apa!”
“gue no jealous!” I'm not at all! Of course, why am I Jealous, right?!
Damnit damnit! It's a rich question, isn't it? And why am I confused instead of angry. Oh yes angry! Focus and I need to focus.. Focus…
“ya already means you don't mind” said arya cut my consulting business earlier, who is now holding the girl and began to bring her face closer to the girl's face without realizing I pushed the girl to fall to the floor.
“what are you selling!!” I shouted towards the satrio
“not that you don't care!” backslapped
“gue can kiss anyone”
“ok fine there kiss everyone as you like lu” for now my heart aches somehow I have trouble breathing how he talks like that!
“why are you not honest with your feelings to me” muttered satrio slowly leaving me who had unconsciously shed tears. I realized just how deeply the satrio made space in the recesses of my heart an unfamiliar feeling that left me confused and out of control. What the hell happened to me?
It's been 2 days and 2 nights I can't concentrate on any lessons or activities I do. My brain can't process any information. If in this brain like a cassette or card reader is certainly exposed to the virus. Only one thing can restore it. This time I had to listen to my heart rather than the logic of it. After repeating myself I think and understand what is the center of my problem is none other than just one satrio name.
Now I announce officially it turns out “I fell in love with satrio”. But what am I supposed to do? What attitude should I adopt in front of the satrio? Since the incident in the tv room yesterday I have not dared to come face to face with him, often I look towards him a million emotions stirred up in my system. Which I can't tell you. I don't even know because of the subtleties I'm experiencing right now, which are clearly so strong the effects of this virus. It's true that I google about what love and handling is but there is no single source that explains the details. I need to take an alternative path.
Today I stepped down to look right left at the number 1st vina girl nicknamed “the sl*t” se-sma I have proven to have experience of romance even have a girlfriend of more than one.
“eheem... Ehemm..”.
“sorry to talk to vin?”
Vina glanced over from the top of my head hair to the tip of my shoes as her hands patted her cheeks with a powder sponge. Before saying
“yeah” suhut lazy
“eh wait! It's not that you're the freaking genius, is it?!”
“hmm... Sarah aja”.
“oh whatver” back vina busy with his face which I think is already rich painting scenery mountain tangkuban boat.
“hmmm... I'm here to ask for help with lu”.
Vina simply nodded while shaking her finger. The signal told me to continue my intention.
“gue... I.. Ehemm.. I want to know how to express love and how to behave towards people we like?”
*seeeeettt*vina lipstick out the path of her lips…
“hah’.. Oh”
“so you mean, you want me to teach you love?” he answered suddenly the spirit of his eyes sparkling kayaking up dapet raffle free holiday to france
“hmm more into love theory well I think”
“hahaha... Love does not need a theory say, just need action!”
“dan lu darling already came to the right person, but we need to make over... Hmm maybe kefeminiman exercise, vocal sxxy voice... Maybe seducing... Trus we can also.” blah blah blah blah…
Wooowh! It turns out there's a lot I have to do, too. But what I want to say is I have to find the mystery of my love. Before I can be perfect in front of a satrio. I need to be able to master the theory of love.
expiring
thank you, you want to see the autor novel, although there is still a little story
