Short Story (Cerpen)

3 Years, 3 Stories, You Are Still a Special Woman Versiku

Category: Love Story

Title: 3 Years, 3 Stories, You Are Still a Special Woman Versiku

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My name is Iwan, I'm a teenage boy looking for his identity. I just finished my first high school and can't wait to start high school at a new school soon.

Bingo! How happy I am after getting a seat at a favorite State High School in Kotaku, the more impatient it feels. The new school will start the next 3 days, I take advantage of my free time to prepare my needs on the first day of school later and all I say goodbye to my girlfriend who just went up to 3rd grade Junior High. Yes, we are 1 year different, therefore I say goodbye because we might not meet every day again at the same school. It is implied sadness when saying goodbye sentences, even though only separated from school. We promise to be faithful to each other and to guard our hearts.

'see you in High School baby!' lusy said as he turned around, rushing into the house, after I drove him home that day.

Finally, the school day is 1 day away. I can't wait for tomorrow to feel the sensation of a new school.As I am packing for the equipment that must be brought tomorrow, I send an SMS to Lusy.

'Baby afternoon?' My regards to Lusy.

'Sore' the answer is short.

'For what?' Ask me.

'Again' Learn'

'means bother dong?'

'hmm, Little!' answer Lusy. Just this once he said I was a little annoying.

'Oh, It's Okay, sorry to interrupt, happy learning' I said to end the conversation.

Had been surprised because Lucy was a little strange that afternoon, but ah, yes I did not want to take a headache especially I was afraid more disturbing later. I also continued packing.

That night a message rang on my phone, I saw it from Lusy.

'Iwan, I need to!' SMSnya.

I said 'what?', it seemed like there was something he needed to say because the contents of the SMS were never that serious.

'I want to say something to you, important!'

'yes, by the way, dear?' question me with curiosity.

'I'm sorry, I'm not a good girl to you..'

'Wait.. Waita! What the hell does Lus mean?'

Then with a firm sentence Lusy replied

'The insides! I don't know what to do, it feels like we don't fit women, I guess we broke up huh?'

My heart seemed to stop beating for a moment.I didn't realize I was looking in wonder. Actually I did not get a logical reason for all this, but because Lusy insisted on parting with me, yes let alone, I had to contain a huge disappointment in my life. My first love, Lusy is gone.

Tomorrow I start my first day of school with still a sense of unease. 'Quick! Don't be lazy! Just entered SMA already lazy!' snapped at someone in front of the gate, once this Senior of mine. It is natural when the orientation period is often used by upperclassmen to bully new students, if the slang in 'ospek'.

3 Days of exhausting ospek I have passed, almost no time to relax, but all paid off after meeting many new friends, with a new character and personality, it's interesting. When teaching and learning began, I became acquainted with Aryo, Rasmin and Andra. The four of us have clipped since the orientation period, so it didn't take long to become familiar.

I often noticed Aryo who seemed to be in love. He fell in love with her first in High School. After being kicked out, Aryo has a crush on a female class next door named Budi. Hehehe, no no no. im joking, her name is Khairunnisa, often called Nisa. For me Nisa's a normal person, nothing special, but we know that human tastes are different.

1 week passed, after school I threw my body on the sofa at home. My phone rang, I saw Lusy sending me a short message.

'hey! Siang Iwan's.'

'Siang Lusy, what's up?' I answered at once asking.

'i want to ask you please?'

'i'm lonely, I still need you, would you like to turn me back on?'

Honestly I still really hope for Lusy, so without much ado I accept his offer again. Uhh! glad that afternoon. Now Lusy and I are back to being lovers who are drunk with romance like other young people. It hasn't been 8 months since Lusy and I dated.

At school I have entered the middle of the semester which will soon be held UTS.

'Wan! Crazy, Nisa is cute!' whispered to me. At that time Aryo and I were peering into the next class with the intention of seeing Nisa. Yes, that's the habit of Aryo every day, while I only want to follow him this time. I accidentally saw my friend Nisa, the woman I thought was prettier than Nisa, making me flabbergasted.

'Yooo.. saucy bangeet, I just saw that girl!'

Aryo with his pede replied 'Yo'i right I said what bro Nisa is cute right!' laughing proudly, though,

'Mom.bu..Wasn't it! it's next to him!' obviously I'm still fascinated.

'oh, the onoh! Say dong! Name's Alia! He was my Junior High and my neighbor!' aryo said consecutively.

'hah.. you know Yo? How did you say you had a cute neighbor? she's the most beautiful girl I've ever seen at this High School!' I said praise.

'hahaha! That rich girl? Pretty anyway, but inget bro, still baaaanyak more beautiful than him, one of them, NISA!' aryo said arrogantly. There after seeing Alia made me forget about my girlfriend Lusy. Only now do I feel like this. 'Alia', my version of the prettiest woman.

Returning to my relationship with Lusy, somehow it was only natural that there was a curiosity to ask again the obvious reason why Lusy had left me at that time, even though our relationship was improving, at this time, but there's no harm anyway. I asked Lusy, why?

Lusy looked confused and like he wanted to dodge when I asked him like that. But the eagles mean nothing to me, and do not discourage my intention to know the exact reason.

'please, I just want to know Lus, I'm still your boyfriend?' my door.

'yes, but for what Wan, now I'm back with you' he said.

'no, everything should be clear Lus, why the hell?' I said push it again.

'it's Yang, it doesn't matter!'

'Don't be Bullsh*t! I'm starting to sprain all your rebuttals!'.

'but..'

'Aeah! Why the hell are you afraid to open up to me!' cut me.

'okay! I'm giving!' lusy finally gave up.

This SMSan was delayed 20 minutes more and finally Lusy replied as well.

Fill in SMS Lusy..

'I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm not consistent with how I feel, I can't keep your loyalty, I'm sorry! Yesterday, Sandy, the guy I used to like, she told me love me! So I tried to open my heart first for him. But it turns out he's not serious. Sorry I love L, I love you!'

After reading the message, I went down. I didn't expect the woman I loved so much as I did.

'you're not kidding, are you, Lus?' I said make sure.

'i'm serious!! Sorry I love' said Lusy pleading. My mind became difficult to focus, just daydreaming, and felt an explosive heartache. After half an hour later I was able to calm down, this is the message I sent to Lusy..

'We broke up. All will not be true if your heart is divided' I said roundly and briefly. No matter how long Lusy called me, but when I picked up on the phone there was only the sound of Lusy crying, I had pity, but I knew that Lusy had been expecting Sandy for a long time, the guy who called her once so I better get out of the way. This is the real ending between me and Lusy.

Now that I'm single again, I've removed all feelings about Lusy, he's just the biggest mistake of my love life. I used to study in school to face UTS. When the break time came I sat alone in front of the class, but suddenly Alia passed in front of me with a face that seemed to blush in shame. Her smile refreshed me that day and always seemed seductive behind the hijab she was wearing. I thought, this time I'm single, so why don't I just go after her? Alia had known that I had admired her for a long time. Yup! I'll do that. Aryo seems to be not wanting to help me because he is also kasmaran, so where would you like to know other people's love affairs. I noticed Alia, and finally the idea of getting close to her I found. I met Gina, she's a student from Jakarta but we already know each other. Gina is Alia's classmate, I used her services to become my Master. After school I intercepted Gina and asked for her help.

'bang her number is Alia. Ntar malem to SMS!' gina said while showing Alia's number on her Handphone.

'asek! Thank's yes sist!' I rushed home too. It is not difficult to do business with Gina, In addition to the good people, we are both betawi people so more familiar quickly.

At home I tried to greet Alia via SMS.

'Haaii Alia?'. Na'as had nothing in return from Alia, upset me for a moment. Tomorrow at school Gina will meet me.

'bang! Nawat, Alia is angry because she can at least be if a foreign guy with her SMS!'. Gina said confusedly. This is a serious situation, meaning Alia does not want to open up.

I finally intend to dare to meet Alia directly. In the second break I saw Alia chatting with Nisa. I approached Alia by feeling the feet that felt stiff bear groggy.

'Alia, can I talk to you for a second?' ask him. Nisa by herself left us both, leaving us alone,

'what's up?' alia said with her timid smile decorating her face that was as equally red as mine. He looked at my face.

'sorry yes, yesterday I SMSed you, keep me horrified you are angry, so I apologize? But suerr!! I deleted your number!' my answer.

'I'm not a stranger?'

'yes no kok Iwan' .. Alia mentioned my name with a smile, it was so beautiful.

'so, can you please send me your SMS?' my tease.

'hm 'hmm.. I'll answer Alia briefly. My intention this time failed, but no matter what, I couldn't possibly force it. What was clear at the time of the conversation was the Best situation ever. I left Alia and rushed to my class.

Day after day at school I spent with my efforts approaching Alia. The more beautiful she gets. Always her cheeks were red when she came across me. Damnit damnit! I'm really in love. Indeed, sometimes my efforts fail, like when I buy him food at rest, a packet of fried rice from the canteen has me jingjing. I approached Alia and gave her this package.

'Alia! it's no food, you haven't eaten my bargain on him.

'oh ngerepotin!, this is sincere right?' Ask her while throwing a smile.

'flame kok' I replied.

'yu, eaten yes, I stay first!' I left Alia. Fyuh!, it was relieved that Alia received the packet of fried rice.

the next 5 minutes I accidentally passed in front of Alia's class, I saw Alia fiddling with her phone. Where's the fried rice I gave you?.

After I looked around it turned out that a pack of fried rice was being eaten by Zaky, a short, puffed-up man who often teased her in class. Be fat! Apparently Alia gave the package to Zaky. It's okay, even though I indirectly feel like a complete failure, I'm sincere.

Alia has been away lately, not responding positively to me. I often see him smiling while receiving a phone, out of nowhere but I do not suspect because it is a public secret that Alia is very close so it is impossible if there is a man who called her. Alia's distance made me very upset and frustrated, so I searched for information about Alia now. As usual I call Gina. I asked him to track down what was going on with Alia.

The next day Gina ran up to me in a hurry.

'Bang! Don't cry, do you?' said meledekku.

'huh uh? Lo mean? What the hell is it? Kaga is going to cry me!'

'Alia, after a long time of being single now she has a boyfriend!!!'

Tuuuuut!!! My heart rate stopped for a second. The heart stops a little when we hear bad things about love. I don't know about anything else.

'seriously lo?' ask me to convince myself.

'really! Her boyfriend is doctor bang! Every week's mallem does sib do'i!!'

Uhhh!! I'm back to natural. Another failure in the love of monkeys. You monkey! I said self-indulge.

I had to stay away from Alia who belonged to the doctor now. Gina always scares me, makes me come back strong. The gini and I who meet every day to vent become closer, and more fatal! We like each other walk 5 days approach, me and Gina engage Friend but friendly. We are friends but it feels like dating. Yes, it's ordinary. Until I finally got to 2nd grade Gina moved school and never told me again.

I didn't feel like I was in 2nd grade High School and still single. Free but abandoned life, thirst for attention from women. I saw Alia who was still happy with the doctor. Seen from his always beaming mimicry. If I had to choose between me and the doctor, the doctor would have been superior. Be present! The heart's fear is seeing people we like ignore us. It didn't take long after the pressure of the endless charm from Alia, I couldn't hold my heart anymore, and fell in love again. No matter what, she's a doctor's girlfriend. I tried to approach it again, which was in the daytime was moody, inversely proportional to the bright shining sun. I approached Alia.

'the 'hey.. Alone then?' godaku's.

'uh, you. yes, another bad mood!' inexplicably. With the initiative of a man who was struck by romance, I comforted him, until finally I saw his face again exuding a smile that was still beautiful as before. I miss Alia's smile. The point that afternoon was at least I managed to make Alia smile broadly back. After a chat on the balcony of the class, I asked.

'hm, same that doctor is still?' with a teasing tone.

'hehe has no answer' he replied. There I was still cool, but in my heart I was carefree not a bitch.

'uh, want to know my secret?' call Alia again.

*what? Alia wants to share her SECRET with me! What dream did I have last night.

'want, what secret is Al?' I said curious.

'but don't get leaking huh?'

'yes, it's done away'

'really.. Doctor it's my brother, I pretended to have a boyfriend so I'm safe. So I asked her for help.' explained Alia. ooooh..

'meaning you? Safe from me?' sindirku.

'yes, because I am worried about dating' said Alia.

'calm Alia, I won't be weird anyway, I admire you properly again, although until now still can't move on from you' my god on Alia..

'iya'iya.hehe' sahut Alia.

'uh, tapii…'

'but what is Wan?' Ask Alia.

'still can't give her phone number?' chirping.

'hehe, really want to?' ledek Alia to me. I just smiled and nodded.

'where's paper?'. Write the phone number in the paper I gave but left 1 digit empty.

'i have 1 final number, you're the one who's looking for it' Challenging Alia.

'it's okay!' Alia then went home and waited quietly I vent my happiness in that place as well. What a great fortune!!.

Once at home I send a message to 10 contacts at once by inserting a number ending in 0-9. The most accurate is the number 1. It's not easy..

'hello Alia?' so I got my message to all the numbers. Then the number with the suffix 1 replies,

'yes, syp?' answer's short.

'this is Iwan!?'

'oh, what's up?' tanyakanya. I don't know how I feel, but I feel Alia is very tight in SMS so that day I end with 'Save my number is Alia'..

For days I kept trying to contact her via SMS but it remained the same, which obviously I really fell in love the second time with the same person, Alia.

It might have been normal for a woman to be chased by men to feel good, and I'm sure it happened to Alia too. But somehow I feel there is something else about Alia's nature towards me. On one occasion Alia once told me to do her class work, on the grounds 'lazy' she asked me for help.

'please do this job well.' tell me.

'why not work alone?' manya curious.

'hmm.males!' the answer was short while smiling. Okay! For the sake of Alia, I was willing to, but there was Aryo and Rasmin, my close friends who noticed that I was doing Alia's work. Long story short Alia's job is done I'm working on. Then Alia thanked him and went to his class and before long Aryo and Rasmin approached me, taking me to a quiet place.

'crazy lo! Want to go to Babu'in?' rasmin said to me.

'kaga! He asked for help from min!' bela ku's.

'we have seen all that Alia has done for you, all the motives are the same!' aryo continued, and then Rasmin slapped again.

'sorry yes bro, but we-we are really glad you tuh diabahatin, because you have a crush on Do'I right?' Ask Rasmin. To be honest I actually felt the same way, but because of the great feeling towards Alia, I did not pay any heed to it. Also called Love. The CInta is blind.

It has been 3 months that my approach with Alia has not yielded any results. When I had felt close to Alia, she had always stayed away, and it was always repeated. Alia really did invite me. He made me like a beggar who was begging to people who did not have.

There are distractions when approaching with Alia, one of which may be a man named Obi who I can say is good looking. Obi makes Alia always busy herself with him. Yes, maybe they were friends, but still I was not comfortable with the presence of Obi. Alia sometimes often heated me up when she was with Obi, I don't know what she meant, but it was enough to make me happy. After thinking long enough I decided to try to stay away from Alia again. Yes, for the sake of healing my heart that repeatedly falls awake out of love. I want to rest my heart.

Because this short story so I shorten the story, I went up to 3rd grade High School, a time when high school children were serious. But as busy as the study schedule, there is still a time when I, Rasmin and Aryo can get together as usual. Yes, 3 singles with Freedom. Oh yes, Aryo also failed to get Nisa. About 1 semester the three of us became a single boy, finally in the 4th month of semester 2, Aryo and Rasmin moved on to get a new lover. Aryo meets with Rita, and Rasmin with Ayu. Me? Still alone. I was only left behind for a while because not long before I met Dini who had become the target of some of my friends. We started getting close and familiar, and again it didn't take long, me and Dini started dating. To destroy Alia in my heart. At that time we had a 3-month walk until the school finished after the National Examination. Dini is the best woman I have ever met, but still there is nothing missing in the memory of my little heart. Yes, Alia still overshadowed my feelings, especially at the time when I was walking alone with Dini at school and passed her in the cafeteria, Alia always showed her deadly smile like before, making me powerless to hide my past feelings in front of Dini, I also heard that his best friend Obi is multifunctional, so sometimes it can be a guy, sometimes it can be a GIRL. Maybe that's what keeps Alia away from Obi. Maybe Alia Geli too.

I honestly have a little problem with Dini. Yes, early took my life. I lost my own world, because I had to spend every moment with him. Maybe that's what keeps Aryo and Rasmin away from me and thinks I'm arrogant. It's all so hard, because I don't want to lose a friend who makes me laugh all the time. Dini so far has not understood the meaning of the phrase 'I lost my life' so, this makes me saturated with it. I went to Mushola school. Because that time is done UN so I can wander anywhere at any time. Near the WC mushola I met Alia. Akhs! His smile was hypnotizing me. On a Friday like this I found a little bit of the rest of my life, which was Alia. I made a prayer after the Dhuha prayer at Mushola school. I pray that my happy life returns.

After Mushola I went to my class as usual Dini had SMSme and told me that she was alone. I rushed to class with a state of mind so .. so. bad! But once again I cross paths with Alia in the school corridor! Never mind, I can no longer deny that I am still and have fallen in love with Alia for the 3rd time!. I know it's fatal because it's hard to forget Alia. Oh my god I think this is the answer to my prayer. I did get my pleasure back after seeing Alia. I have unanimously decided that I should fight for Alia. No matter what unpleasant circumstances surround me, I have clearly found someone who can make me survive in my own life again.

I began to stretch my relationship with Dini, and 2 weeks after the time of drifting away, I finally finished with Dini. We've been good friends until now, like..

I returned to aiming for Alia, now that Alia and I are getting closer than in previous years. In this approach I had dared to call him and he began to respond to me. Even I've been to his house, so far it's been the second time. I met his father and mother, isn't that sustenance? I don't know what Alia meant when one day I asked her if she would give me a chance to be with her. Alia answered only.

'i will never give you a chance, but whatever you can do for me, do it.' replied Alia. And I convinced him with the words,

'believe me, even though this is the end of High School, but I will fight for you, even though I know there will never be a chance for me.., and I promise you when we meet again later, I promise you, I'll still love you as much as I had a crush on the first, second, and third'..

After the last meeting at his house, we never saw each other again, but I still dream of it. Now I know that blind love means blinding all the choices of love, and assuming that only he can make me feel the real life. And one more thing, whatever he did to kill my feelings, I fell in love with the way he treated me. At any rate, I will be sincere, because I know that 'love' is just suffering, and by sincerity, I will never suffer again.

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