Short Story (Cerpen)

The LDR Tragedy

Category: Sad Love Story

Title: Tragedy of LDR

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This twilight is a busy time for SMK students like me, tomorrow morning I have started Prekerin. Do you know Prakerin? Prakerin is a kind of PKL (Field Work Practice) if you are a child you must know what PKL is. Well, the story this afternoon I became a busy man nih. packing things that want to be taken out of town, I'm a person relaxing guys proof tomorrow want PKL this afternoon I just packing, I just packed, so relaxed are I. Just this time I really excited about doing something, yes be proud PKL in one of the taxation offices, coy finance department! Yes at least I know a little about taxes, I understand that accounting majors yes although hate it-counts but I like the same benefits.

Sip's done everything just take a shower and keep eating, my mind. My life is empty, the dream is durable ginih. hiiih cringe, want to find a guy but males, I have often been heartbroken because of the guy mending looking for a girl aja hehe. Eh I mean nyari girl to be done temen loh! sorry I'm still normal guys so postthink just keep calm okay, woles gaholnya bhaha.

Not feeling late at night, the moon began to rush back into the arms of light that was left only dark without stars, even night began to defend me and blanket me with a cold that pierced the heart. I began to pull the blanket, hide my graceful face behind a dull pillow and began to knit dream after dream sweet and soul-soothing.

This morning I started to leave PKL, the first day is still stiff coz I just know the office people, but day after day week after week I have started to get used to it. At first I thought it was more than enough to have friends as good as Norma and Risky, they became my best friends there. One room boarding unit and one institution where we are Prakerin. However, the longer my heart began to feel empty, as if it were empty uninhabited. I also fad often online Facebook, my eyes are fixed on the chat box that began to fill. Yups, there's a guy who greets me, I'm getting excited as if there's a feeling that I've been keeping, yeah keep a void and that guy named Andri has drugged my heart. Not surprisingly, he could change the feeling of emptiness into a strand of happiness that is getting smolder. I'm getting comfortable with the way he says hello, the way he jokes. ah he makes me crazy. Almost every day we greet each other in a box that I used to call chatter, little by little I began to save flavor and finally one day we exchange mobile phone numbers. Every morning she greets me, reminds me of eating and the various forms of attention that make me feel transformed into a princess. A few weeks later he finally shot me, it feels ngfly how rowdy shot the same guy I love. I got the catet tuh taggal made us on the wall of my room '4 FEBRUARY 2013'.

The first day I became the same badboy was fun, I love him so much and I don't think I want him to be close to a girl other than me 'anyone!'. One time I began to wonder about his facebook account and I had talked about it well with him but as a result I was scolded abis-out with him. I do not accept, however, I am his girlfriend and I deserve to know his facebook account until then finally the guy did not tell me the email plus the password to me yes even though in an angry and forced tone, but I don't care about it which is important I win.

Since the incident I was the same he often fight, he started a bit away from me and every time I asked why must be the reason busy same temen. Yes yes yes yes yes I between believe and do not believe anyway, coz he began rarely text me, rarely pay attention to me and rarely there for me. I feel sick and feel very guilty about him, if I had known the incident would be like this maybe I would not have asked for the same password email him. We are also very difficult to meet, coz he in Tegal and I in Pekalongan, Long distance relationship is very painful guys.

One day, I started talking about this very well to him. I tell you all my grunts, I explained in detail and detail his attitude change and lucky our relationship began to improve but yes he still rarely text me. My days when PKL began to be disturbed, I often did not focus, often daydreaming of the beloved badboy.aarrrggh!! I can be frustrated if I keep going. In my daydreams, it is not uncommon to be tucked into the grit that begins to tease and I decide to follow the whispers of the devil! I started planning to go home, found him in Tegal talking about this from heart to heart and improving my relationship that almost ran aground. I'm sure my relationship will be back, it will be more beautiful than ever.

From noon I was restless, I was really upset and finally I broke up PKL go straight to Tegal. That afternoon, I went home to PKL at half-five. Until the cost I do not take a shower let alone eat, while I change my clothes sms he a lot and almost 50s sms it there but not bales at all. Both of my really good friends were advising me on this but what is the power? Love has been speeding up my logic to think clearly. I still insist on leaving for Tegal, that afternoon it was almost half 6 I have not dapet Bus, honestly I was afraid alone already afternoon and until Tegal must be malem. Stiffened thoughts that make me parno, well what if he does not come later I go home the same who? I'm alone, who keeps me? How will I go home? Can't I walk? I also do not dare to go home, surely the end later I get scolded the same ortu? How's this?. I woke up from the serem daydreams after the patas bus passed, I immediately went up and sat down while waiting for the brothers of the conductor to withdraw the transport money. I started parno again, my mind everywhere was out of control and for a moment I looked at the photo doi in my mini mobile phone, I really want to cry, I really want to cry, I want to scream but on the other hand I am confused about where to go home, I can not go home I am afraid of getting scolded ortu, that's so sure. Shaking my phone spread the daydreams, I see a line of characters from doi that I love very much, 'Sayangkuh, sorry I just came home. There were a lot of tasks, continue also earlier together temen first, ' I take a breath as long as possible let my lungs a little relieved, then I type the alphabet arrangement as a reply sms from doi 'Sorry, I'm afraid to go back to Tegal this time to get you. Soon I arrive, please meet me at the old town hall, ' then I text all my spirits who are there, maybe I can stay at his house one night only.

Luckily I was allowed to go to Eva's house, he was good when I was this difficult I so know who is sincerely friends with me do not see me hard or seneng and again I transformed into a figure who is not crybaby I realized my tears were starting to fall. While I wipe her tears, I read a line of short messages carefully, 'Duh sayangkuh, ko you reckless? I just got home, didn't know this was allowed out with mom or not. But I do try,' read sms doi my heart feels whipped I feel guilty already ngrepotin him gini nights, gini, if he does not love me the same I may not he want to meet me hmm surely he is tired of just coming home this already wants to go again, I did not pantes for him and I was too selfish for him, my mind.

Not feeling the clock has shown at 19:35, I also arrived at the old city hall. I walked alone in the dark of the night, indeed in that place many young people tongkrongan there. I started parno again, my body lemes, tired, laper, thirsty, but my heart is number one and I can't possibly go back now to Pekalongan? In fact, I'm human. From a distance there seems to be a shadow figure that I miss personally first, first we met at the edge of this old town hall. Her beautiful eyes were watching me who looked confused to say what, I spontaneously stretched out my hand and then we shook hands and I kissed her hand, like a wife who welcomed her husband home from the office. 'Honey, how are you so reckless? malem also did it until he came home like a gini', he said. I just smile, confused to say what, his smile that aaa make me ngfly, I really could meet him. 'Honey, let me bring you home. You must be tired, right?' said again. 'Oh, so you're tired? wanna gohome? Please, I can go home alone!, I started crying in front of the doi. 'Loh, why the hell are you, baby? I don't mean like that, don't cry like that, ' as he wiped my tears, and romantic. 'I'm going home for you, I have something to talk about. Are you busy anyway? Every day I rarely text me anymore, I am your boyfriend! Appreciate it a little, you should think why I got this close. Where were you all day?' I clearly with a soft tone. 'I'm sorry baby, I just got home, ' while not stopping wiping my tears. 'Where are you going from what time?' I start emotions. 'hmmm... Where are ya? Kepo ih yang, ' he said with a flirtatious smile. 'I am not kidding, please speak the truth. I'm your boyfriend, I know who you are and how you are. So if you change it I am immediately sensitive and it is impossible that you change without cause? Please elucidate!' grumbling. 'There's nothing, baby, I love you. Don't cry anymore, ' comfort him. 'I know you're lying! Clearly you why? If not, yes I have gone home alone on foot, ' threatened me who began to feel very emotional. The doi just kept quiet while staring at my dear face. 'Why? You're the same as me? So you're dating me because you're like me? Is that?!! Wicked!' my words are starting to sob. He went back to silence and only helped me wipe my tears without trying to calm this messed up heart. 'I beg you, please be honest please, ' my cries began to wail. 'Don't cry anymore, I just need some time to make my own. I love you, but I don't want you to be sicker than this. I'm sorry I hurt you, ' she said in a soft tone. At that instant my body began to be very weak, I don't know what to say? I could only cry sobbing in front of him. 'Udah, I'm sorry. Don't cry anymore, ' comfort her as she rubs my tears. 'Yep, I'm anterin you go home. It's malem, ' he said. 'Anterin I go to the house, don't go home. Later I will be scolded, ' I replied in a very sad tone.

On the way, I tried to talk to him, 'You really want to be alone? Or maybe there are other girls?' my many. 'Yes, I'll prove it, ' he replied briefly. 'As long as you keep your word, I promise I will always be there for you. Remember that!'. He was just silent then a while later I was sampled at Eva's house, I immediately tell what I just experienced. My sohib is very good, he nawarin me eat drink and a variety of snacks but dear me again badmood, I'm tired! Tired of heart tired of mind and energy. I collapsed this tiny body, I fold a smile and there is only a sad behind the pillow that tonight became the back of my tears. Last night I could not sleep that I felt only the pain was cut off unilaterally like that.

The clock ticked, singing a humming sound. At 05:00 in the morning, I washed my sad face. Then I took a shower and got ready for a new day. There's something missing from my heart, there's a lump of gray that used to be blue. I couldn't stop crying and crying, so I rushed to the nearest stop. Waiting for the bus patas, half 6 more I have otw to Pekalongan and so until I immediately run away in a hurry chased time, oh do not let me late in the office today, my mind. Since then my days have only been crying and crying, I have been very sick to be cut off in this way. Until one day, my body could no longer stand and I fell to the floor. I need a lot of rest, maybe I'm thinking too much.

One day, I gradually began to move on from him and it was since I knew a guy named Aroyan, who, he was an encouragement to me and I started to understand that life doesn't end when the love story ends. Believe me, when the beautiful has to end, the more beautiful will begin soon. There is no meeting without farewell, and no farewell without a meeting. What is lost will surely return, however much is lost if you will ask Him, rest assured that God is Most Gracious and He will double the happiness that has been lost. Okay guys, life is simple.just be grateful to live and enjoy! Let the past pass the lesson and motivation to be better.

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