Short Story (Cerpen)
My Job Is Done (Part 2)
Category: Sad Love Story
Title: Now My Job Is Done (Part 2)
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Bruukk, I fell down. My bike hit the sleeping police on the street.My bike was dragged and my accomplices were injured, I went straight up on my bike and after thanking them I immediately put my bike back on. It hurts, hurts, that's how I feel.. I saw the blood that began to flow in my left leg.I don't know if this wound is deep enough.. when I got home I immediately treated my wounds. It turned out to be quite severe.but somehow there was relief in my heart.. speeding at maximum speed has indeed become one of my ways to kill emotions.not for long my phone rang..
“where are you Fay?”
“aku at home.” while withstanding soreness
“what happened..why is your voice different?”
“no, I'm fine. I'm busy again. later if you want to call me..”
I'll turn off your call..
“my feelings aren't good Fay.. Are you okay, baby?” a message from Rian
“iya I'm fine... even better than before?”
“well how?”
“aku relieved Rian.”
“what happened.. You why? what has happened tell me.”
“i managed to kill my emotions?”
“you race?”
“aku relieved Rian.”
“what are you doing all that for?”
“I told you, to kill my emotions.”
“Fay, why don't you take care of yourself.”
“I take care of myself Rian. It's just my way..”
“what's ridiculous way again?”
“so I can see you always even though I can't have you, have all your body?”
“not in that way Rian. I know you lied. You never might cheat.
“but all has happened. I hurt your heart. wish you sincere love.”.
“don't think about it anymore. Don't talk about it all because I don't want to listen to it anymore.I accept it but I love you. I'm not mad at you, I don't, if you want to promise to no longer do silly things.”
“?”
“treat your wound now Fay.”
“good rian.”
“to be true, you were in an accident.”
“you surprised me And. This is just a small wound.”
“little wound how? you do not play around this danger, can infection.”
“already, I'm fine.”
“I'm worried Fay.. Here let me treat your wound..”
“no need.. for what.. later also dry his own wound..”
“you are too stubborn. I beg you let me treat it..”
“whatever you are.”
“how, peri right?”
“little.”
“don't do this again. if you want, I'm willing to replace it.”
“you mean?”
“let me just race the origin of your emotions can disappear.”
“what are you doing that for. this is my feeling.”
“your feelings? that's also my feeling.”
“you mean?”
“I love you Fay.”
“And what did you just say?”
“iya Fay, I love you. even long time ago.”
“you don't joke.”
“what am I kidding for?”
“And, realize. I'm not a good girl. Anyway we've been friends for a long time.”
“have been friends for a long time? not since you understand my feelings. You stay away from me? and it's only been a few weeks that we've been communicating again?”
“aku.. I think your old feelings are gone. I think you've forgotten them.”.
“not that easy Fay..”
“And.. i.. i.”.
“stop answering my words. Rest now.Your feet have begun to swell.”.
“please.”
“I will take care of you here until you fall asleep.”
“thank you.”
“let me tell your parents that you are fine.I met them in the living room when I wanted to go into your room.”.
“thank you And.”
I felt the warm caress of Andik's hand, his sincere hand stroking my hair.. the pain in my legs is no longer felt at this time.. God, if possible, if possible, would like it to feel that the hand that is currently on top of my head is the hand of Rian. I closed that night with a dream..
“good morning Fay darling” message from Andik
“good morning also and.”
“how are your legs?”
“I'm fine And.”
“where are you going today? let me drive you.”
“I don't know And. It's probably better that I'm at home.”
“oke alright Fay... What do you want to eat? let me buy you.”
“not And.”
“but you have to eat Fay..”
“iya, I'll eat.”
“iya already then, I leave for work first.if there is anything please just give me the news.”
“iya And.”
I tried to step out of my room. There is a sense of saturation if it continues in the room. The sky is so bright, so beautiful, but not as beautiful as my heart at this time.. I did not realize it turns out I was grasping something. “blackberry” I feel something is missing. There is morning speech and attention from someone who is missing, I don't know what he's doing right now.I just hope he's happy to live his days..
God is so lucky for me to be the sky. Many will accompany me. Day and night will feel beautiful. I want to be like the sky, but I am just a human being.. who can only wait for a miracle.Give me always the best way God.My happiness is simple God, just seeing the people I love happy and smile beautifully is enough for me, I am happy, although I have to pay for everything with these tears.I know I am different from him, I know this difference is very deep? but I know I cannot blame destiny.destination brought me together with it but it is also destiny that must separate us. Just as You love Your people Lord, not letting them cry but You have a plan far more beautiful than their imagination, so do I God. I love him even I love him, but I also love his future.. all this I leave to You Lord, keep him there, do not let any tears fall on his cheek let me replace him.. God if this dream is too deep, if this hope is too much, I ask not to let him hurt.. who took care of her with the love and affection she had always wanted.I did not expect much God, I just wanted the best way.I was used to crying, I was used to getting hurt.. it's okay, I want God..
“don't cry again Fay.”
“And.. I don't cry.”
“then for what tears it comes out?”
“to kill a feeling of wound And.”
“unto when?”
“until the wound is treated.”
“Fay, I know you love him but don't let it all crumble.”
“I know And. precisely that, this heart is wounded because of a sacrifice that is so deep And. I don't know when I will survive.”.
“you can Fay.. Your sincerity will deliver everything beautifully.”
“hopefully And. thanks to you who always support me.”
“you should eat Fay..”
“oh yes do you not work?”
“i deliberately asked for a little time to deliver this food.. eat it..”.
“I'm not lust And.”
“just a little, so that your health improves.”
“I'm not sick And.”
“I don't care.. Don't you want to always keep an eye on her? how can you keep an eye on him if you are sick yourself?”
“And.. thank you.. you pay too much attention to me. while the person in this house does not care about me at all. I miss that affection And.”
“already, remember you are a strong woman.you always say you are not a whiny woman..There is still me, there is still your brother Ricko.
“iya And.”
“I opened the package.”
“iya And.”
“why are you smiling like Fay?”
“smile? who is smiling? don't you see I'm eating?”
“itu earlier.”
“you to-GR”an And.”
“what did you say? where possible.”
“tadi it.”
“smile like that you are much sweeter Fay..”
“thank you Yes And, the food is very good.”
“I know all your likes.”
“not everything And. I've finished this.”
“iya already, let's go.”
“where? doctor..”
“for what?”
“ronsen your wound.”
“don't, I'm fine.”
“you scared?”
“no.. but I feel I am fine. I do not like to pamper myself.. I think this is just a small wound, later also healed by itself. I have also treated it.”.
“tapi..”.
“no but-butan.take me to the house of my sister only. I am bored at home.nothing is beautiful.”.
“please.”
“but I don't shower.pain the soles.”
“let's just.. That's also pretty.”
“you made me fly And.”
“haha.”
In the car
“Fay this for you.”
“brown? thank you.. I open ya?”
“iya, just spend it. original do not wrap it.”
“haha.”
“if less you say it, I'll buy it again.”
“really? you are sometimes good-ass.”
“aku is good, as long as it makes you smile.”.
“ini for you..” while bribing him with his gift chocolate
“thank you Fay.. The chocolate is not sweet at all but that gives it that makes everything so sweet.”
“haha.. So if this chocolate I mix something.. You will also eat it?”
“iya of that origin from you.”
“haha.”
“sana down, don't be sad again yes.”
“thank you And. be careful on the road.”
“iya Fay..”
“Fay.. hi Andik.”
“kakak.”
“hai Ricko, I first.”
“oke..”
“have eaten you Fay?”
“sudah sis.”
“how are your legs?”
“like this brother.”
“forgive all the attitude of brother. because brother forced you to be like this.”
“not wrong sister.brother has the right to ask me not to cry. This is all my fault I am not one sister.already brother, forget that day.. I'm not here to remember that day but to meet brother.”
“iya Fay. We check your condition at Fay Hospital.”
“no sis.. brother knows I don't like.”
“kakak is only afraid of any injuries that harm your body Fay..”
“pray only sis.. all will be well.”
“but if the pain makes you cry, you have to go to the Hospital.”
“iya brother.. Fay promise.. big sister was doing what earlier?”
“regular dik.. there are customers who complain about the motor.”.
“Fay help Yes sis.”
“don't Fay.. You see aja... Your feet no longer hurt?”
“iya sis.”
“kak..” I said to Ricko
“iya.”
“dia no news sis..” starts crying
“maybe again play with his friend.”
“kakak true.”
“already don't remember him anymore Fay..”
“not able to kak.”
“what are your feelings too deep for her? did you see what he did? remember Fay, you are much the same as him. The trust you give is not necessarily able to make you get happiness.. are you sure everything?”
“ada doubt sis.. but this love blinds that doubt.”
“kakakak know you love him so much. try to be sensitive to the environment close not to the far.”
“you mean sister?”
“And..”
“why is the same And kak?”
“not her..”.
“kakak don't know?”
“this boy Fay dear, obviously brother knows why he's doing this all. but he's so sincere, as always many guys are just looking for a chance at narrowness.. but did you see him so?”
“Fay don't know brother.”
“see from your heart dear.”
“iya Fay also thinks the same thing with sister.”
“start thinking about it?”
“what else does big brother mean?”
“just be honest with brother.”
“Fay does think of your sincerity, but deep down Fay thinks of Rian there.”
“pelan-pelan dear.. do your best for your life.”.
“in what way Fay can see the best kak?”
“now...does Rian care about you? it could be there that he met someone else to forget you.. Fay, not because of your love to be blind.blind of the truth.not brother wants to break your spirit.but look ahead, you will know.. is he waiting for you faithfully or vice versa.”
“Fay resigned.. God must have done his best.”
“if God does what is best for you but you don't give it away, how can you live it?”
“now Fay don't know what to do, brother.. Fay just hopes Rian keeps his promise to wait for Fay, giving Fay time to think all of this.”.
“kakak no longer want you hurt. Remember, there is a brother who always pray for you.”
“thank you brother.”
The look in my eyes made me feel that my brother wanted me to think about what I was going to do. Brother was right, I didn't deserve this.. crying for people who aren't necessarily crying for me there..
“And.. I want to meet after you get home from work later.”
I sent a message to And. But And didn't reply to him, maybe he was busy? is this all I can do? no, I don't think I can do my best.. Rian, why aren't you there? do you know I'm here waiting for you? do you know I miss you here? am I the only one who wants to make you happy, but you don't?
