Short Story (Cerpen)

That Happy

Category: Love Story

Title: Happy That

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This morning I was able to delete all the SMS inboxes that had been in my HP for a long time. By being witnessed by my best friend I began to remove it. Then I said that I had moved on from my ex. He said I was so great. Terrific ? I don't know if I really can move on ?

What has made me say that ? Yes, I do love you very much, even up to a year I survive to keep this heart for you. Until you've had a lover twice all this time. When the first surrogate was after me, I don't know why I felt you didn't really love him. What I think is that you love me more, you often send me messages and take the time to pick me up and drop me off after school. Do you remember that Monday ? When we came to the ceremony at our Junior High School, when you were coming home you called me with your hand gesture. I also approached you. With a smile you say goodbye to me,

'I go home first, huh ? Wanna come along ?'

Of course I said, 'Mau dong, in this deserted house'

'haha, want to come ? Here oh ride here', while pointing at the front of the bike.

'time there anyway ? hehe. Come with me come with'

'ntar ajah deh, at home there is embah', you replied with a smile.

My mode of holding you back, I finally told you about your current lover.

'Oya Dhar, said Rama. Wiwi had been crying while going to Dharma class.

'why Ki?'

'Kiki does not know he said that he has opened FB because there is the status of Kiki when Dharma plays to Kiki's house. No papa yah Dhar, time is angry. Kiki just made a rich status doang'.

'oh .. it's not papa Ki, it's just the status of ajah. Not yet Dharma's wife, not married either'.

'haha, yes, yes, Dhar'

'important yes don't be jealous of Ajah Ki'.

'yes yeah '

'hehe yaudah Ki, Dharma go home first. It was noon'

'iya Dharma ati-ati yah '

'iya Kiki '

You finally got home on your Megapro bike. And I went home in public transport with your best friend a long time ago, Lukman. When I was in the car, I received your SMS.

'have you come home, huh?

'not yet, it's still in angkot'

'ati-ati yah ade dear '

'hehe iyah my dear. Have you prayed ? '

'iya dee, not yet'

'solat used to be there mas'

'yeah, mas pray first well ade dear '

'yes, dear '

It was a little cloudy afternoon. And starting to drizzle, I was watching a show on TV. My HP lives in the room. Without me knowing it turns out Dharma sent me an SMS,

'cropping?'

'dalem mas ?'

'well ? new bales. Ntar Malem has learned SMS and mau de ?'

'hehe sorry mas earlier his HP ade stay. Yes please '

'yeah ntar Insya Allah mas SMS ade again well '

'yes dear mas, ade wait ko '

At night I waited for your SMS not to come in. Until 9 o'clock you didn't even SMS me. I finally started sending you an SMS,

You didn't answer. Finally I SMS again, 'already bobo mas?'

Finally you answer, 'still learn de'

'oh yaudah'

The clock shows at 22:00, I began to sleepy and closed my eyes. But suddenly my HP shook and it turned out to be an SMS from you.

'cropping?'

I got up and answered your message, 'dalem mas'

'it's sayank '

' sukur. Why not bobo?'

'later de, not yet sleepy'

'oh not yet ngntuk mas sh mas ngga SMS an sama Nanah ?'

'mas is not the same as Nanah de'

'wah why? Break up when?

'last noon de ..'

And that night I was really happy, I think you'd prefer me. And as usual the days were just laughter and happiness between us.

On Thursday night, you told me that you were in trouble. I'm asking you to tell me everything. But you answered,

'tomorrow home from school mas crita deh .. '

And I realized, actually you wanted to meet me. I too have Yes to your request.

Finally on Thursday you were right to pick me up and drive me home.

It turns out that the problem you're telling me is about your family, which I don't think is too complicated and heavy. The more obvious it is, the reason you picked me up is because you wanted to see me. When you get home, you say goodbye with a smile. And as usual, you stretched out your hand to greet me.

'go home first yeah '

'iyah Dharma ati-ati yah'

'yes Kiki'

'daaaaah Dharma'

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Unbeknownst to me and I realized it was the last day you and I were in happiness, in a very close distance. In a full mood, dear. When I heard from my friend on Sunday that you were made again on Saturday. How broken I am to hear all this. Time goes very fast, until 2 months you survive with him forging love. What am I doing here. I'm living my own life.

When I was in High School there was OSN training for various fields I was interested to follow in the field of ASTRONOMY. Well, that's my dream. However, at night you SMS me without the affectionate call we used to say,

'de, when do you want to teach math?'

I finally decided not to take the OSN training, it's just for you. I don't want to lose my time with you. After all this time, it turns out that my sacrifice means nothing to you. When I open your FB account profile, it says status stating that you have been taking lessons with your High School friends. What does it mean that I have been doing all this time ?

If I knew it would be like this, I'd better take OSN training back then. If you think more deeply, you have destroyed my dreams, my ideals, my dreams. I finally decided to leave you, to leave behind all the feelings that have tormented me. You never realized the magnitude of this love for you. I always motivate myself, now,

'I was happy when I didn't see you

Happy when I don't hear you

Happy when I don't remember you

Happy when I am not with you

Happy when I don't feel you

And that happiness when I get used to living alone without you'

I do want to see you always happy, but I also want to see you broken, suffering, languishing, feeling more pain than I have felt all this time !

Goodbye to you, never wish that I would come back to accompany you, soothe your heart.