
"Baj*god!" Jendra hit the driver of his car many times while his mouth kept swearing.
He ignites his frustration. Salah, who he felt was not only upset, but angry, disappointed, sad, heartache all mixed into one causing a feeling of tightness in the chest.
The anger made his entire car cramp until he made his steering wheel a target.
He recalled what the man had told him before he actually left the house.
"The man said they loved each other. Then where was my position all this time?" muttered furious. His jaw hardened and his fingers clenched tightly.
"Aargggh!" the scream was strong and his hand hit the steering wheel again.
Raindrops that wet the windshield of his car did not make it reduce speed. Jendra digi*la on the highway tonight. Stepping on the gas as you like and pressing the horn at will so that the vehicle in front of him steps aside for a moment and makes way for him.
"And he asked me not to disturb their relationship" Jendra said.
He laughed out loud. "I will no longer appear before them."
"I'm sick*ak! I'm muaa****k!" Jendra shouted like a gil*.
"I've taken care of myself not to touch her before I married her. But, that girl was pregnant with another man."
"So long he's been lying. He's been cheating on me behind my back."
"Unfortunately, he always refused for various reasons if I said I would see him."
"Has right, he's always busy and rarely picks up the phone from me."
"Ck!" pissed off. "It turns out that a girl's innocent, innocent face can't guarantee she won't hurt a man."
"Why, the girl who's been chasing me feels so much better." For a moment he remembered the ex-former who always waited for the word back from him.
"At least they're not hypocrites" Jendra said.
He kept talking to himself. He had to let out all his frustration even in an unclear grumbling manner like this.
The journey is still an hour away that makes Jendra forced to turn on the music. Choose to listen to the song so that he does not continue to think about the incident.
"Who is he who can hurt my heart this deep?" jendra said with a cynical smile as if the girl was in front of him.
"And who is that man?" he asked on the rain speck on the glass of his car that instantly disappeared swept by the wipper.
"He's not a match for me."
"He impregnated the girl because he felt unable to compete healthily with me, eh?" ask yourself while laughing.
"God! We have different classes!" Jendra laughed to himself. I don't know what he's laughing at but for sure his heart is still hurting.
He still did not accept himself being cheated like this.
****
A bright morning. Jendra had not even risen from his bed. He squirms and sleeps on his stomach with his face pointed to the side.
Hair disheveled. He's not even wearing a shirt. Only a thick blanket dispelled the coldness of the room.
Jendra looked at the clock of the large wall in his room. "It's 10 o'clock?" tanyanya herself.
His hands rubbed his eyes several times and he did not look wrong. The short needle on the watch already showed the number 10.
"It's just my stomach is hungry."
He hasn't eaten since last night. After returning from Yaya's house, Jendra went straight into the room and flushed his body. His head was smoky from burning emotions. He also went to bed soon after and missed dinner.
Jendra picked up the phone located on the nightstand. He contacted someone.
"Bi, please take my breakfast to the room. And bring lots of water!" the door is to the house assistant.
No need to wait long. The door to his room was knocked. He came down from his bed and took a tray of breakfast and water that he asked for.
Jendra put the food on the table. He was able to wash his face and brush his teeth. For him, heartbreak may be, but cleanliness remains number one.
After opening the window blinds for sunlight to enter, he sat on the sofa to enjoy his breakfast.
Jendra re-encrusted his body on the sofa while watching tv. He still wants to laze around this morning.
Cellphone's ringing. Ignored him. "I don't want to be disturbed!" he said on the phone he put on the table.
His phone rang for the second time. "I told you I don't want to be disturbed!" it's a little hard.
The third ring, really makes his ears hurt. He saw the name that appeared on the screen.
"Mother country," he murmured lazily.
He put the phone in his ear after sliding the green icon.
"Yes, Ma!" lazy answer.
"Look, you haven't been out of the room since morning, Jend? You sick?" ask the gentle woman.
"Mama's still watching me, huh?" ask Jendra lazily. He heard laughter from the speaker of his phone.
"Come, Ma. I'm not a baby anymore, Ma."
"Jendra's grown up, Ma. Don't overdo it..."
Her mother always watches over her via CCTV. Although not installed in his room, but in another room there is.
The woman named Jenahara laughed. "You're a baby mama, baby!"
"Ck!" Jendra. "But that was 30 years ago, Ma. Now I can even give you a baby mama."
Mom laughed. The call from the Island of the Gods did not make the two miss each other. Even a small debate like this that always colored the daily life of Jendra even though the woman was not nearby.
Jenahara chose to live on the beautiful island with her husband, Surendara Dewandaru. Spending old age enjoying all the wealth her husband had accumulated long ago.
And now they're handing over all the business to their only son who never gave the signal of getting married.
"Let's prove it!" challenge Jenahara. "Come on! Give mama a cute grandson then mama will take care of it with all her heart like her own son."
Jendra clucked again. "My son isn't the black soy of choice, Ma!"
"Hahaha.." his mother laughed. "It's not so, Jend. Mama just wants you to know that you can't wait to weigh the baby again."
"Who's your boyfriend now? Still with the coffee shop girl, honey?" ask mama.
"Take him here, honey! Mom and Dad wanted to meet her."
"Are you the only one who came back to Jakarta?"
Jendra always told his mother who he was in a relationship with. And he even told his parents that this time the relationship was very serious.
"Just broke up!" jendra lazily.
"What's? Why can?" the woman screamed. Jendra kept his phone away from his ear.
"Yes could have been. I'm not talking about it, Ma."
"So, because of the heartbreak that kept you from getting out of the room, honey?" ask mama.
"Hey!" reply Jendra again.
"Color here. Mama's got tickets, huh?"
"No need, ma. I just want to sleep today."
"Mama pinta Melani to come and take you for a walk?"
"No need, ma. Asking the girl to meet me made me even more dizzy with her chatter."
"Yes already, mama's message is only one. Don't think about anything bad or end your life."
Jendra was upset. "I'm not that frustrated, Ma."