WORRIED

HAPPY (ENDING-THE WEDDING PART I)

Megan took a deep breath, really Megan didn't want to remember all that stuff. Except for Tasya, the only past he never regretted was only Tasya.

"My marriage to Rizal is not a marriage. I tried to love her as hard as my heart to forget you started with Rizal." Raka's still listening to Megan's words.

"Why do you want to forget me?." Ask Raka sewot.

"My thoughts were only one moment, just wanting to give the whole family to my future son." Megan fell silent as Raka interrupted.

"Hey you forgot the story of how your first night was." Raka looked at Megan.

"Should I tell you?." Megan glared in surprise towards Raka.

"Of course I'd like to hear how you do it with people you don't love at all." Raka rubbed the butt of Megan's head leaning against the chest of her field.

"After 2 months of marriage I always refused Rizal's request to serve him. Until one day, I attended an invitation party from Rizal's office friend at a cafe. We came home late and somehow my body was hot after drinking beer at the party."

"Do you drink beer?." Raka glared at Megan.

"Of Raka it's just beer. When I play with Patriot Idiot I also occasionally drink it." said Megan

"Hey you never asked my permission?." Raka went back to talking to her sewot.

"Do you still want to hear my story. Or will we continue to discuss beer?." Megan asked annoyed.

"Alright continue with your story."

"My head was dizzy then. I didn't remember anything until I realized I was in a hotel room with Rizal. I was naked at the time. Rizal says he's already taken his rights as a husband. I don't remember anything, but when I woke up I knew I had fulfilled my duty as his wife. After that I did it only twice with Rizal because the next month I was pregnant with Tasya." Megan paused her story.

"I did not feel that pleasure, I tried to serve her as a wife. You know there was no love in my heart at all at that time."

"So you just feel the pleasure of making love just with me?." Raka's eyes sparkled hearing Megan's words. It looks red on Megan's cheeks.

"Stop I don't want to talk about it. During the marriage with him, I did not feel the affection of a father-in-law I did not understand why Rizal's parents did not like me when it was clear they were the first to ask our matchmaking to father. Until I found out that Veronica's mom was behind my wedding plans with Rizal. I'm like stepping on a fire. I have to endure the pain of this marriage. And when I'm about to step away from the burning coals it will be forever felt. I once went out of the house with Mamah and Tasya but Rizal always managed to find us. Rizal really cares about me as a wife or as a father to Tasya. I was in a dilemma back then until you came to change everything Raka." Megan tried to hold back her tears. His tone trembled as it endured the pain that had been squeezing his chest all this time.

"I'm sorry I found you too late." Raka let out her breath hearing Megan's story.

"I cry every night. Withstood all the pain during the marriage. Only Tasya and mamah as the reinforcement and encouragement of my life. I was even desperate for my life. When I saw Tasya and Mamah I realized they needed me." There were no tears Megan had dripped down her cheeks.

"Where's dad? Is it divorce with mom?." Raka ventured to ask what she had wanted to ask from long ago.

"I forbid father to see mamah again, after our house father pawns. I don't know if I ever asked you where Dad was again. I don't want to know anything about him anymore." Megan wiped her tears violently.

"Who will be the guardian of our marriage, dear?" said Raka doubtful.

"Dad is coming I've invited him and he's willing to be the guardian of the marriage." Raka breathed a sigh of relief.

"Are your brothers and sisters coming?." Ask Raka again

"Of course they came. I have prepared a hotel room for them. Oh yeah, did you invite my friends?." Megan asked with a careless eye.

"Well, you found them. Thank you so glad to hear that." Megan kissed Raka's cheek at a glance.

"Megan I promise I'll make you happy from this second and forever until you won't shed those tears again. I will take away all your suffering all this time. I will make you happy. You, Tasya and mama. From this second onwards nothing will hurt you anymore." Raka kissed Megan's head gently.

"..." - ".Megan was stunned not saying a word.

"Why are you silent. Don't you trust me?." Raka looked at Megan confused.

"Of course I believe. But." Megan stopped her words.

"What made you doubt me until this second?."

"Mami Veronica."

Silent. Only sounding Raka's breath that looks careless. Raka understands why Megan still doubts her mom. Because what destroyed Megan's life in the past was her own birth mother.

"Trust me dear, even though my mother won't let me hurt you a little more. I promised you. So trust me."

"I believe. You won't let me down. Raka looks like I'm pregnant." Megan was doubtful. Megan was hesitant to say this. But considering that they're going to have their wedding so Megan says it.

"Seriously? You checked it out.?"

The radiance of happiness was seen on Raka's face. Raka hugged Megan tightly. Of course Megan was happy to see Raka's reaction like that.

"I haven't checked it yet. But my menstrual schedule is already 10 days late" Megan said.

"Why are you talking now?." Raka said her eyes could not believe why until Megan's heart just gave her today.

"Yes you've bought me a testpack now to the pharmacy up ahead."

"All right now I'm leaving. You're not going anywhere."

Raka took the jacket and the motor key. In a hurry he turned on the motor key and drove it onto the road to the pharmacy. Before long Raka brought 2 pieces of testpack.

"Dear quickly check now." Raka gives Megan a testpack.

"Tomorrow in the morning, baby be accurate." Megan said lazily.

"Are you not experiencing any signs of pregnancy?." Tanya Raka curious .

"Not that's why I just realized that my menstruation is late. Tomorrow we test now I'm tired of wanting to rest."

"Well go to bed fast. Have a good night, dear. Sweet dreams" Raka kissed Megan's forehead gently.

"Good night. You also go to bed quickly do not get too tired of working." Megan entered her room which was downstairs next to Tasya's room.