WORRIED

NESTAPA (Stop Expecting)

Megan kept struggling with her thoughts, the decision to divorce from Rizal was not easy. However, Tasya needs a father figure in his life.

The door of the room was open. Raka came back with a slightly fresher face. Her hair is well-groomed. Raka's face was very handsome, the sleeves of the rolled up shirt revealed strong hand veins. His large palm is able to provide comfort for anyone who holds it. In his hand was a parcel that was already full of fruits . Raka kept it at the table .

Raka sitting on the sofa in the room . Megan is still lying in bed .

" where are you going?" Raka approached megan who was about to get off her bed.

" i want to go to the bathroom" said Megan .

" i help you yes" Raka tried to hold both of megan's shoulders. Megan kept her body away.

" i can do it myself. I just fainted Raka. You don't have to overdo it" Megan stood up and walked away from Raka.

Raka took a long breath. Opening the fruit parcel he brought. Raka peeled some apples and mangoes. Cut into small pieces then on a plate that is already available in the in-room.

"do you want fruit ?" raka asked when Megan had returned to her bed.

" may" said megan slowly.

Raka approaches megan and sits in a chair beside her bed. Raka took a fork and then picked up an apple.

" i'm alone" Megan snatched the fork Raka was holding. But Raka took back the fork. Like a child fighting over a toy.

" i'll bribe you, open your mouth" Raka still brought the fruit-filled fork closer to megan's mouth . Megan finally opened her mouth.

Raka keeps feeding megan. And sometimes he eats that fruit.

" may I ask you something?" asked Raka with her mouth still chewing the fruit.

"Just ask" Megan replied .

" what are you going to do tomorrow?" Raka asked very carefully.

" i want to see Aunt Veronica" Megan's answer made Raka flinch. Raka just looked at megan.

"can you drive me?" ask megan again and it makes Raka even more shocked.

" can, it's just that tonight Mami's already a prisoner. We can meet him tomorrow at the rutan "Raka replied with a gloomy face.

" are you okay?" megan asked when she saw Raka's face being bent.

"i'm fine, I already knew all this would happen" Raka replied with a brief smile.

"i'm worried about you" Megan looked at Raka. There is sadness in Raka's heart, whether Megan knows it or not all because of her.

" of course, you sacrificed everything just for my sake. That doesn't seem fair" The diplomatic answer that always comes out of megan .

"You want me to feel justice?" raka's chance this time to win megan's heart again.

"...." megan just nodded her head.

" come back to me, we started everything from scratch. Leave that jerk behind, take his bag with you. I'll look after her" Raka's eyes sparkled, Raka clasped megan's hands as if she didn't want to lose her again.

Megan tried to shake Raka's hand. And said softly.

"stop wishing for me. At least don't make yourself so pathetic. You deserve a better woman than me"

" at any time I'll never find that woman. In my life, you are the best. That is the only justice for me. If you don't want to . Let me be in injustice forever" Raka loosened her hand.

" Raka why is it making me so hard? you keep burdening me. Everything is heavy for me. Even I felt so unworthy to accept your kindness" Megan began to be unable to control herself at this moment.

"I burdened you? I always make the burden of your life difficult. Makes it hard for you to get married to that jerk. All right if that's what you want. I won't bother you" Raka looked at megan with a bitter feeling. There was never the slightest intention of saying that. Raka just doesn't want to get too hopeful.

Hearing that Megan felt pain back in her chest . The heartache that he had felt when he had to forget Raka. Megan tried to control her tears. Those tears filled Megan's eyes . Megan can't say anything more. If he spoke a little. Her tears will just escape. Megan held her chest. Swiping slowly. I don't know what Megan did. Raka did not know megan was enduring the pain of hearing her words. Megan could have heard it loud, but now her heart is too fragile.

" so much better" megan said in a heavy voice. Megan turned her back to Raka. Her tears escaped, Megan sobbed. Megan has betrayed her heart. His heart really did not want to stay away from Raka. But Megan doesn't want to keep shadowing Raka's future . He wanted to see Raka happy.

Raka looked at megan's back. Megan's body moved to hold back her cries. Raka already knows that Megan feels the same way right now. Raka gets on to megan's bed. Hugging megan, her hands curled at megan's waist .

Megan. Raka hugged megan tightly. Megan wiped the tears on her cheek.

" say me just once. That you don't love me anymore this time and forever" Raka's breath felt at the nape of megan's neck . Megan bristles megan bristling. Megan still can't move. His heart did not refuse to embrace Raka.

" say you've forgotten me" Raka's embrace grew tighter. Makes Megan's petite body covered in Raka's big body. The turmoil within Raka was blowing. Her maturity was tempestuous when near megan.

shit, why do my juniors always react nearby.

Raka cursed in his heart. It doesn't feel like anything feels full and crowded down there. Raka's blood boiled. Raka hasn't been this close to women in a long time. Megan looked shocked and tense. Feeling something moving down there touching his thigh. Megan tried to let go of Raka's embrace. But failing, Raka further tightened her embrace. His breathing is hunting irregularly. Megan loosened Raka's embrace. Distanced her body. Raka again controlled his body. Raka turned megan's body. Raka grabs megan's chin, ******megan's lips with passion.

Megan tried to let go of the kiss. Raka quickly grabbed the nape of megan . Raka deepened her kiss. Megan continued to refuse. But the strength of Raka's hand was far from her strength. Megan had warned herself that this was all a sin and a mistake. Megan enjoyed it. In the end Megan welcomed a warm touch on her lips without any more rejection.

akh..

A sigh rang out from Megan's tiny mouth. Raka let megan take a breath. Without releasing the stick. Raka pulled megan's body with one hand. Their bodies are attached to each other. Raka's maturity turmoil is increasingly demanding.

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