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LUKA (3s=>Same-Busy Together)

It has been two weeks Raka is busy with her work, the foodcourt business she runs is growing rapidly . Until Raka has to take a leave of absence from college because she can no longer divide her time, she has to meet investors often and hold meetings , after that he had to check often the branches he just established in Jakarta and Surabaya. I haven't even met him for almost a month just communicating via cell phone.

I've been busy with recording and schedules for the past 2 months. And this month after my album finished my Mangga schedule was so crowded. I don't seem to be able to work at the foodcourt anymore. During the recording schedule I was still able to work, but this month seemed to be unable to divide the time anymore. I haven't said my plan to resign to Raka, because I want to speak directly. There's still another week I'm free before our show schedule starts.

My work holiday has changed on Tuesday, because in the foodcourt employees work holidays in exchange for days every month. Mom knocked several times on my door, but I was still sound in my sleep. Mamah entered my room, and woke me up who was still slumbering

"Nob't wake up by noon, breakfast first" (brush hair) and I'm still asleep .

" megan wake up for breakfast first"(wiggling my body)

I rubbed my eyes, seeing that Mom was already beside me.

" it's a pity to wake up at 9" said mamah.

" mah I'm still sleepy" with a raucous voice I woke up.

" don't sleep and wake up first, later nap again, not good for your health, you don't pray dawn baby?" ask mama..

" i'm pms mah" I'm still collecting my life, my eyes are hard to open.

" are you sick? tumben woke up this session" asked Mamah while keeping his hand on my forehead.

" it's not possible that I just sapped yesterday the foodcourt was very crowded" I said still not fully aware.

" The last 2 months you've been busy working and the recording seems like you've had to take off one of them so you can rest" mama's face looks very worried.

" iyah mah I want to resign but after meeting Raka , incidentally the day after Raka wants to go home to bandung" I said.

" yeah you wash your face first, mamah prepare your breakfast at the dinner table" mamah left me, I still did not get out of my bed. Really my body is very tired especially my body hormones are unstable.

I got out of my bed and washed my face. I sat at the dinner table, mommy had prepared her special fried rice. I get excited when I see the food in front of me.

" wah yah yah ni mah" I devoured the fried rice on my plate.

"eat a lot so that your energy recovers, dear mamah today want to help in catering aunty nur there is an order for the event aqiqah "mama make me chocolate milk and give it to me.

" yes, it's megan today free to just rest at home" (take a drink)

" mamah left first megan, be careful at home do not forget the key to the door "mamah kissed my forehead, I shook my hand

After finishing my breakfast, I lay on the sofa in the tv room, watching the news show. My hape ringtone rang, I picked up a loud-sounding hape in my room.

" asalamualaikum dear to me" said Raka at the end of my hose.

"waalaikumsalam "my answer.

"sad you're sick?" he panicked

" your voice is as weak as that of a sick person?" Raka is the best at knowing my condition even though she guesses only by voice.

" i'm just a soy sauce, my body is weak, rest is enough to restore my stamina again" I muffle Raka's worry.

" what are you again? " sanyanya.

" just watch tv, how do you do?" I asked him, hoping that he would finish my job soon, I missed him so much.

" It's almost done 2 days, I'm going to bandung, I miss you dear" he said spoiled

" i miss you too, waiting 2 days is very long" I let out a long sigh of harsh throw it away.

" patient baby I'm coming home soon, yes I have a meeting when I'm done later I vc okay? "

" yes already, you don't forget to eat "when I still miss him so much, but Raka is still busy with her work .

" okay, you also take care of your health, eat a lot of rest, I love you dear" Raka is always romantic never changes. That's what makes me comfortable, that simple thing. Not fancy, but he always understood .

"love you too, assalamulaikum"

" walaalaikum salam" Raka ended her call.

I'm so bored today. Sindi who is working today at noon did not pick up her phone when I called. Because of my boredom and tiredness I finally fell asleep..

Two hours I fell asleep, woke up to a stomach that started rumbling, I took my phone and ordered pangyam (chicken dumplings) on an online transportation app. It wasn't until an hour I waited, I finally came. Pangyam is a type of chicken noodles but without sauce, it tastes mantul. There are variants of rendang and teriyaki flavor plus criuk dumplings make it more delicious in dining. I opened the package, devouring it in just a matter of minutes. I saw my watch at 1pm. I was really bored at home, finally I decided to go for a walk, just hunting clothes and shoes for the preparation of a crowded gig. I also prepared to take a shower and after that ordered an ojek online to go to the mall.

Arriving at mall , I entered a clothing brand choosing some short-sleeved t-shirts, sleeveless t-shirts, hoodie sweaters, and 3 tight jeans . Although Raka has changed my appearance a lot, I am now used to using a dress if out, not like before let alone a blouse dress I did not keep it, but when my performance came back like the old megan. After I finished entering the shoe store chose 2 sneakers for my gig. Today I spent a lot of money to buy the outfit. It was a pity but how else would I need those clothes . It is also impossible for me to wear clothes that have been worn when the gig later.

It was very late afternoon, I went home . When I got home, I went home and sat in front of the television.

" megan where are you from, that's your groceries?" mamah widened her eyes to see me shopping so much.

" yeah, this is my clothes for the gig, my mangosteen schedule is solid starting next week I have to prepare it" I went into the room to save my grocery bag. Then back to the tv room

" why not wait tomorrow mamah can anter, he said you are tired today." mamah still worried about my situation.

" it's good, mah, all day I slept so I'm not tired anymore.megan just shopping for a while kok mah" I lay my body on the sofa . Comfortable after walking in the mall for a few hours.

" you want avocado juice? " tell mama softly.

" want mah" I answered quickly.

" wait mama make it first"