WORRIED

ASA (CUPIED)

After that incident, Rasya disappeared like in the swallow of the earth . No news at all. My friendship was ruined because of his selfishness, if he could understand without being rude .I called alex. Make a phone call with Alex.

" hello alex, where else" I asked without saying stale, because I know alex is the one to the point.

" campus, why? answer's simple.

" if there is time later in the afternoon come to the food court well I want to tell the story" I try to calm down.

" why not on the phone?" ask alex

" the length if by phone, just directly lex, can be lex, invite iko also may" I replied.

" the Rasya thing?" alex asked in a curious tone .

" yes" I answered briefly.

" okay I'll be there with iko"

" okay max lex,bye"

" by"

We ended the conversation.

It's been 6 days I work in this foodcourt, since the incident at that time Raka never showed at all the stem of his nose. The last time I saw him was the day I hit him. Every now and then I look into her room, still no Raka. Something is missing from me, it seems like I'm starting to miss Raka. Slender. Rasya disappears along with Raka. What an outrageous attitude I am.

Raka kept her promise she would no longer put her nose in front of me. But why am I not willing? Remembering that night, it felt like this chest was so tight. Right now I really miss him.

" megan "foodcourt manager called me who was waiting for a dish from the chef.

" yes sir" I approached him

" come into my room let Jimmy handle the buyer" the manager entered the room. Once in this room there was Raka who always disturbed him. But now this room is empty

" please sit down" the manager let me sit down.

" megan, Sunday is your day off, right?" tanyakanya.

" that's right sir" I replied firmly. In this foodcourt, employee holidays vary because the foodcourt is open every day.

" i know you will take the exam on Monday, I give you a day off on the condition that week two and week 3 you must still enter in exchange for your holiday " the manager sat with a very friendly face.

" actually do not bother sir, I can still work even though the final test "my answer reassured the manager .It doesn't feel good that I have to take a long day off, 'cause I've only been working a week.

" it's a direct order from the boss, I hope you can accept, and can focus on taking the "manager exam to explain it again.

" well then sir, thanks for understanding. I'm back to work"

"please answer "friendly manager sir .

I left the manager's room. Was I not misheard, it turns out Raka was the one who told me to take off in order to follow the repetition. He still watches me even though he never shows up at all. I would like to thank him . But I'd be proud to call him. In my heart I forgive him.

"megan "iko yelled at me from a distance . I saw his hands waving at me. It looks like Alex beside Iko is playing his hape. I approached them.

" you guys how are you, you know" I asked while singing my lips

"lebay lu megan" iko answered while giggling with her words.

" yey, I'm really kangen, what do you guys want to drink ? capuchino choco with boba ?" I asked to see my two best friends.

" okay I pesenin ,gue who treat because I invited you guys to come" I left iko and alex . Order 2 dishes for them. Soon I returned with food and drink for my two friends.

" actually you are the same Rasya why" alex who had just quietly asked while sipping a drink on the table. It just so happened that the foodcourt was quiet so I could have a little chat with them.

I told him everything, not including telling me when Raka kissed me. Alex must be mad because her cousin is Raka's boyfriend . Alex and Iko understand Rasya and Megan's misunderstanding. They will help these two friends make up again for the second time. It used to be megan who dodged it now Rasya who dodged megan.

" that's a jerk" alex clenched his hand against the table .

I tried to calm alex down, I told him that I was just friends with him. Alex understood .

" During the exam I was off work, because I wanted to focus on studying. If you can Wednesday afternoon you take Rasya home" I saw my best friend eat food with greed. Moreover, iko eat it until quickly ludes are escorted unceremoniously .

"okay I persuaded Rasya, even if he wanted to." alex still with his massacre. There is no one as happy as Alex.

They say goodbye after they are full.

I continued my work. I don't feel like my work hours are over. I'm heading for the angkot stop. It's been a sinking night. I ordered ojeg online in my app. Until I finally got home.

My wish to thank you I will. I will contact Raka via Whatsapp message.

***To Crazy Fans

Good evening sir, thank you for giving me the day off for my final exams.

the message was sent. Unread yet . I cleaned my body, then took ablution. It's been almost 30 minutes I waited, no reply . He seems to be ignoring me intentionally. Because I saw her status online. But he didn't open my message. My eyes were already sleepy but my mind was still fixed on Raka . I finally closed my eyes

scrawl risauku...

Lord....

Why I never sleep at night.

You know it.

I just wanted to quickly make sure that I was still on earth, still able to be free.

You know God I still want to see mom happy

.When I was afraid I would lose one thing - oxygen for me and they were breathing on this earth.

God ....

the silence I feel now is so painful.

I used to feel lonely but never like this.

I used to feel lonely but never this way.

Whatever God is my prayer please grant.

#Royal House#

Raka saw no incoming wa message notification. How surprised she was that it was megan who sent the message. His heart blossomed, his heart happy. I would love to answer that message immediately. But broke it.

She doesn't want to interrupt megan's rest who's tired of working all day.

Raka will reply to that message tomorrow. Raka holds her cellphone then sleeps with her happy feelings.