WORRIED

WORLD (not as beautiful as you say)

#Apartment Rica#

Raka sat on the living room sofa. At the end of her lips was flowing blood from the punch from Rika who was so hard. Raka just bowed holding back the pain on her lips. Rika can already temper her emotions. He took a canned drink in the fridge. Then give it to Raka

" Lu drink, and I want a detailed explanation of your mouth regarding your relationship with megan" Rika opened the lid of her drink and then downed her.

(opening can-drink lid)

" i'm the same she's been dating for a year, I intend to propose to her next month" Raka stopped saying. Then she looked at her brother's face, looking as if she wasn't satisfied with what he said.

" i want to hear your story from the beginning to meet him, details" Rika still stared fixed Raka

" i met him for the first time at an indie music festival, because of his major sponsor papi company. Megan the drummer of an up-and-coming indie band" thrusts a picture of her band at Rika.

" i loved it back then, I fell in love when I first saw it. You know my sister never did this to anyone" Raka stopped her words she looked at Rika who was still waiting for her follow-up story.

"and by chance she applied for a job at my foodcourt, because her brother had been working there for a long time, megan was an independent girl I loved her because she was a strong girl, she's not like other girls there's no reason for me not to fall in love with her" Raka took a deep breath.

" you know how she is doing why you're still dating her, you should have known from the beginning of your relationship and she'll never agree mami papi" Rika looks emotional again.

" i know brother, but I really love him sincerely. I've decided that I want to marry him" (drink)

" Raka you should learn from what I was, if you want to lose megan forever, you want megan to disappear from your sight like I lost her" Rika's voice trembled, rika's tears blotted her cheeks. Raka approached her then held onto her brother's shoulder.

"gue doesn't want to see my sister suffer like I do, I want you to be happy Raka, losing your loved one is painful let alone you can never see it at all" Rika returned to shed her tears. Raka rubbed Rika's tears then leaned Rika's head on her face.

" to this day I have never met him. As far as I'm looking for her, she's still missing" Rika's cries are becoming more and more.

" i promise I'll meet her. Brother came home, do not know if mami papi misses sister so much" Raka's speech made Rika wake up.

" don't you persuade me once Raka. I'll never go home before I see him." Rika looked at Raka sharply

" it's been 2 years brother, go home so Raka will find it for sister. Brother don't punish our parents like this. It's not good. Can I ask you a question?" Raka looked at her brother.

"what?" tannya

" where's the medicine box? I don't want this wound to become an infection, later your handsome sister is ugly" Raka smiled at Rika. Rika smiled as she hit her brother's hand . Rika immediately took the medicine box and treated the wounds on Raka's face.

" sister how are you, during these 2 years where have you been, have you not missed your handsome sister" (smiling lovingly looking at Rika)

" i moved to the field there I open a business, actually I miss you guys, I often ask you guys to bi sumi" Rika put plaster on Raka's face.

" but I never knew you found someone who could make you change, Bi Sumi only ever said that you brought the girl dinner with papi mami. I guess that girl is just your toy like everyone else." Rika still can't believe that her sister can change after meeting megan.

"oh well I can't believe, why can you meet megan and drive her home, how is the story sister" Raka enthusiastically wanted to hear all these coincidences, she said, for God, there are no coincidences in this world. Everything is destined by its path .

" are you ready to take everything?" rika's eyes stared at Raka sharply. Raka nodded .

" is that really brother?" Raka still doesn't believe everything her brother says. In her eyes megan is a strong girl, she is always tough to face whatever the test of her life.

" Yes, she's very fragile, she's crying incessantly there regardless of anyone's circumstances. It's all because of you Raka, she loves you so much, that innocent girl you want to hurt her huh?" Raka was increasingly clueless with what her brother said, Raka tried to digest all Rika's words. He waited for the words that would come out of Rika's mouth.

" last afternoon my mom asked megan to meet her, and she wanted megan to leave you right then and there"

" what?" Raka rounded her eyes in disbelief at her brother's words.

" sister as long as you know, mami papi has agreed to my plan to propose to her, it could-can mami hurt megan" Raka clenched her hands, her face reddish holding in anger.

" that's mommy, she knows your character and the nature that your naysayers accept in front of you because she doesn't want to lose her son again, you should have known this would happen" Rika tries to explain everything megan told her.

" i just realized now, megan once told me this, as much as I love her I can't hurt mami papi" Raka flashing back again the dinner incident at that time.

" had he sensed this, after eating it he turned like something scary, why didn't I realize it" Raka beat his face , he lowered his head.

" you'd better stay with her Raka" Rika emphasized her speech intonation

" no brother I'll never leave him, I can't afford to lose him, I love him so much. " Raka stared at Rika sharply .

" Raka you know, your relationship will never continue, the more you try to defend megan will be more tormented, I don't want her hurt again, it's enough tonight I see her suffer" Rika persuaded Raka by all means.

" i'd never once left him even though I had to oppose mami papi. I would also suffer a sis if I had to lose her" Raka's voice trembled holding back her tears. So complicated the problem at this time, Raka did not know how to.

" my advice is you forget him, before things get any clearer, before you both feel too deep again" Rica tried to tell her the best, she didn't want everything she's been through ,natural by his sister.

"let's not let everything go according to God's destiny, I will never leave him at any time . I will not marry anyone other than him. In my life besides you, he is the person I look after the most. Brother hold my words" Raka glared at the ceiling of the apartment leaning her head against the back of the sofa

" it turns out you changed Raka, I seneng you can find a person as good as megan.Hopefully papi mami can change not impose their will again, take care of him Raka, he loves you very much. I could feel his sincerity and sadness "clapping Raka's shoulder

"that's for sure" Raka straightened her legs on the sofa.

" i'm going to sleep, I'm tired, you just stay here. I'll get you a pillow and a blanket for "Rika to pick up a pillow and a blanket in her room.

"i slept with you alone, brother" he whined.

" don't want you to snore noisily" Rika passed leaving Raka in the living room.

Today Raka hasn't spoken to megan a word. She misses him so much after being separated for so long because of megan's busyness. He remembered what his brother said. Somehow her heartache megan Raka could not imagine it. It's all going to be tough for Megan, as well as for Raka. Raka had promised not to make megan hurt but this time she was the one who scratched the deep wound in her heart.

The world is not as beautiful as the word in a drama. Not as good as the screenplay in the story. Raka never realized the abyss that was within her relationship. She did not realize she was the thorn in her relationship.

" megan be patient I'll take away all your grief tonight, good night baby" she said.