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DIA (About Rasya)

Rasya's mobile phone vibrated the sign there was an incoming call, Rasya then picked it up.

" yes, why" Rasya seemed to answer the incoming phone.

" why have you changed lately?" tanya Desti was on the other end of the phone.

" you mean?" ask Rasya pretend .

" you've rarely called me, when I take you out you refuse, do I have any fault with you?" Desti asked Rasya a question. Desti has been patient enough, he's been in 2 months since Rasya. Even met only 3x in this 2 months. Desti has to straighten things out.

"I'm so busy with my lectures so many course assignments, aren't you busy you're both in semester 4 with me?" Rasya asked as if he did not want to be blamed for his attitude.

" yes I know, at least you gave me some news, took a little time to communicate with me" Desti said softly, her tears almost dripping. He realized there was something strange about Rasya

" i'm sorry des" Rasya felt guilty for Desti, he started it all, Rasya was also worried about his feelings.

"Are there any other women besides me?" Desti held back her cries. His voice sounded heavy

Raka just kept quiet, It's true it's not fair for Desti, it's been a year they've been dating, and everything's fine. Until Rasya sees megan kissing with Raka makes her so angry and jealous, forgetting Desti instantly. Rasya only realized that what he felt for megan was affection so that now he could no longer lose her, could not see megan with other men.

" is that really Rasya?" Desti couldn't hold back her tears, she sobbed.

Rasya kept silent, Rasya did not know what he had to say.He did not want to hurt Desti any further by pretending to continue to be by His side.

" if you don't want to answer Rasya, I already know the answer" Desti's voice sounded very raucous. Desti hung up.

Rasya sat in the cafe, he daydreamed. Hearing Desti's words, he was so cowardly he didn't know his own feelings. Rasya has hurt Desti. And she has to be tormented because Megan shunned her even now that Megan hates her. Her friendship with Megan must be ruined because of her selfish love.

Raka drank the coffee he ordered, the coffee that was so sweet tasted bitter at this time. Rasya really has to make a decision now. He took the phone in his pants pocket.

" you again what des?" asked Rasya in a soft tone

" I'm home again, why me?" Desti was still with her hoarse voice after crying.

"can we meet tonight?there are some things I want to talk about" Rasya tried to make a decision for the good of everyone.

"alright" Desti asserted Rasya's invitation

" I'll pick you up at 7pm tonight" Rasya hung up.

Rasya left the cafe, went to his house. Rasya has made his decision at this time.

When Maghrib had reverberated, Rasya got ready. Rasya wearing a black shirt combined with jeans, not forgetting a jeans jacket that makes him more fashionable.

At home, Desti was ready. Desti uses a pink blouse with blue jeans. Her straight hair was very beautiful. Desti is a beautiful girl with a good personality. His body was tall, with an ideal weight. Her skin is smooth white. Whatever she wears will look good. After a touch-up desti waiting for Rasya in the living room, she looked beautiful at the moment.

Rasya has parked his bike in front of Desti's house. Knocking on Desti's door.

" assalamualaikum" Rasya smiled kindly.

" I'm sorry aunt, I want to take Desti out to dinner, 9 pm Desti I have delivered to the house, that's if aunt allows" Rasya did not say much he immediately wanted to invite Desti outside his home.

" well, be careful son, don't go home too late, and also don't speed too much riding the bike." Desti's mother confirmed Rasya's request.

"well ma'am, we left first afraid of a calamity later" Desti kissed the back of his mother's hand, as well as Rasya . They say goodbye to going outside.

(smirk)

Rasya looked at Desti who was so graceful tonight. If she didn't have a heart for megan, maybe everything would be fine. Raka gives her helmet to Desti.

" didn't you get cold wearing a shirt like that?" Rasya gives his jeans to Desti.

They left Desti's house. The weather in Bandung is very cold tonight. Desti's so happy tonight. Seeing Rasya was so considerate of him. Desti wrapped her hands around Rasya's waist. Desti hugged Rasya tightly, as soon as she missed Rasya. Rasya just silently looked at Desti's behavior. She imagines megan always hugging him warmly when riding her bike, megan always falls asleep on her back. And now Rasya never felt that warmth again.Even now the relationship has become very cold with megan.

The trip to the cafe is not so far from the house of Desti only 20 minutes. Cafe first time Rasya expressed his love for Desti.

Rasya parked his bike, holding Desti's hand. Desti smiled with everything Rasya did .

Rasya ordered some food menu, drinks and dessert all favorite Desti. Once ready, they eat it with a voraciously accompanied by live music, and is now being sung a slow song themed love by the singer in his cafe. Desti looked at Rasya until he did not blink, he was so happy tonight. Rasya focused on his dinner.

" Desti tonight you are so beautiful" Rasya opened his conversation.

" thank you Rasya" Desti smiled looking at Rasya.

" There must be so many men chasing you" Rasya stared at my desti. While Desti did not understand what Rasya was talking about.

"you mean?" Desti scrunched his forehead.

" how was your college?" Rasya tried to be calm.

" well, I have no problem with my college, what about your college?oh well do you still like to hang out with friends in your band?" Desti eats dessert that Rasya has ordered .

"so many tasks, I couldn't even take the time to play with my best friend, but yesterday I was rehearsing the band with them" Rasya looked at Desti who was so happy tonight.

"thankfully, you don't forget to take care of your health" Desti smiled at Rasya . A very sweet smile.

"Des I want to talk about something about our relationship" her tone began to get serious.

" talk, whatever you want to say I'll listen to it" Desti was still wondering exactly what Rasya was trying to say.

" Desti can we end this relationship" Rasya looked at Desti filled with confusion. Desti who heard the shocked speech and dropped the spoon that was in his hand. Desti lowered his face, speechless still digesting everything he heard.

" what do you mean" The sound of Desti's voice was very heavy, Desti could not hold back the tears that hatched on his cheeks.

"i can't continue this relationship" Rasya took a deep breath, holding the hand of desti so that desti could hold back her cries. Instantly, Desti took off the grip of Rasya's hand, but Rasya held him back.

" did I have anything wrong that you did this to me?" Desti still did not understand Rasya's attitude. It was already so sweet, yet she shattered his happiness instantly. Raise it to heaven, then drop it so hard on earth