WORRIED

LIGHT (NO FLASHING)

Today the food court is very crowded, jimmy and I are busy serving buyers, assisted by the manager. Kiara didn't come in so we had to work extra hard tonight. Until 21:37 the food court was deserted . I calculate this shift income and input it. After that I cleaned up the tables helping jimmy . Jimmy swept the floor and mopped it. When we finished we were ready to go home, I went to the dressing room.

"megan you got home on what?" jimmy came to me who had rushed home.

" i'd like to order ojeg online. Hours this angkot majors my house is no longer there" I'm messing with my hape. open the application to order ojeg online.

" yeah be careful ya megan "jimmy waved his hand he went towards the parking direction while I headed towards the main door of the mall. I'm waiting for the ojeg I ordered at the angkot stop. Suddenly someone was sitting next to me.

"hi" came a familiar voice. Raka says he's here, my inner.

" what are you doing here?"I looked left and right and looked around.

" wait for you" Raka smiled while I was busy with my hape. I didn't respond to his words. He just looked at me who was engrossed in my life.

" i'm sorry I first well, my ojeg has arrived" I left, but Raka followed me.

"this is the helmet" a middle-aged man, the brother of Ojeg, who I ordered, gave me the helmet, but suddenly Raka took the helmet.

" apologize sir, my girlfriend messed up her order because I will take her home, in exchange for loss this sir received" Raka gave a piece of money a hundred thousand to the brother ojol.

" what the hell, who wants to go home with you" I snatched his helmet, but Raka quickly took the helmet and gave it to her brother

" but mas, please just mbaknya the cancel, if I am the cancel will affect my performance, thanks to the tips. "brother ojol it took his helmet.

" well sir, you can go, sorry for the inconvenience" Raka took my phone and messed up her ojeg order. He smiled at me. I was very upset with her attitude.

"You why the hell? who wants to take you home! " i swung my lips, took my hole, and sat back at the stop.

" these nights I don't want you to go home on ojeg, too dangerous" Raka took my life again. I tried to snatch it but I couldn't because his tall body was hard for me to reach.

" wake up no my hape? if not I shout you as a thief" I threatened. Because it's so crowded, and it looks like my threat managed to get Raka to give me my phone.

" you want to go home what megan, it's too late danger if you take public transportation" Raka forced me to go home with her but I didn't budge.

" you don't have to care about me, I can take care of myself, more danger I go home with you" I snorted annoyed with his careless treatment.

" danger? am I that bad" he asked.

" your father*******take my first kiss" I closed my mouth that trus nyerocos without filtering my words.

" oh so that's your first kiss, how lucky I am" Raka smiled satisfiedly at me. I'm letting.

" you're lucky, but I'm the lucky one" I snorted in annoyance.

" you mean?" Raka looked at me question markingly.

" yeah I'm so lucky, your lips are the mark of kissing hundreds of girls, pity my lips must be infected a lot" I stared back at my phone screen opened the ojeg online application.

" Hey, you don't be careless, I'm not as bad as what's in your brain" Raka lifted my chin with her hand. I'm pulling his hand over .

" do you mind my words, that's the reality" I went back to my screen.

" if you still order ojeg I'll slam your hape right now" Raka's tone turned into an annoyed voice. Is there something wrong with my words, my mind. I looked at him. Raka then pulled my hand violently dragging me closer to her car. His grip is so strong I didn't let go.

" get in" Raka opened the front car door. I just stared at the side of the car door. Raka carried my body and put me in the car, then closed the door violently. He ran into his wheel, when he was about to open the car door, the door was locked. Shit, insider.

"Are you going to kill me ?" I shouted while hitting his arm many times, but he did not react even my punch did not make him in pain. Raka reduced her speed I stopped hitting her arm. I stared quietly out the window. I hate her always pushy attitude without asking for my approval.

"what's in your eyes I'm like is megan" suddenly Raka broke the silence between us. I didn't answer her words I just silently stared outside . Raka stopped the car suddenly and shocked me.

Raka pulled my chin

" what's in your eyes I'm a heartless man, I replied megan" her facial expression began to get serious.

" yeah you are a heartless man, satisfied?" I looked at him with great regret

" why do you like men******** like me?" tannya

" i, who likes you Raka!" I emphasize my words

" you don't have to pretend I've read your book, you're even in love with me" Raka smiled in satisfaction

" you don't know the shame of reading people's books without permission" I turned my face red.

" as long as you know, you are the first woman I kissed" Raka re-applied her car, Raka's words shocked me. Did ya? I even have a hard time believing it.

All the way we just fell silent, even I did not dare to look him in the face. When we arrived at my alley, Raka stopped the car. I opened the car door without thanks. I walked towards my house leaving Raka without seeing her. Sound of a car traveling at high speed . I didn't pay attention to it.

I entered the house, opened the house with a spare key . The house looked lonely as if everyone had rested . I rushed to the bathroom to clean the body and fetch some ablution water. After prayer I lay down my body that was tired of working all day. Suddenly my hole rang. Raka called.

" there's more to this guy, not to the point that he's disturbing my composure" my inner self. I_rejected her call, but she didn't stop calling me. I finally lifted it

" what else is it?" I snapped behind the phone

" megan I like you, can't you feel it" Raka's voice sounded solemnly.

"Then I'm not the stupid girls you play with, don't expect me to believe everything you say" I revealed what I wanted to say all along.

" it's up to you, I'll keep chasing and proving to you, that I'm not the jerk you're accusing of" Raka is still with her emotions. I just kept quiet and couldn't say anything.

"megan, don't lie to your feelings anymore. I know you like me too. I hope you can accept me, and start this relationship well" again I just mutely hear his words.

" well it looks like you're tired.sleep my sweet, i love you" Raka's voice sounded soft. He disconnected his phone

I can't close my eyes. All the attitudes and words of Raka can't convince me, especially I don't know anything to do with Nanda. It's true, I can't lie about my feelings.

scrawl risauku...

thank you for being present in desperation.

thank you for being there, even in a dream.

thank you for being there at the wrong time.

I don't regret loving you.

I don't regret knowing you, which I regret I can't let you go, now or later