WORRIED

WORLD (Should It End?)

" lovenly I want to talk, but you're just quiet enough when I haven't finished my words" I looked at Raka with her face looking puzzled.

" lovenly we have to end this relationship" I'm not finished talking Raka has cut off my conversation, she really can't hear my explanation.

" i won't hear you say, whatever" Raka walked away from me, she sat back by the window.

" Greedy please we have to finish this all, I don't want to continue a relationship that has no end in mind" I tried to speak calmly, even though my own heart was not calm. I am holding back my pain right now. Feelings of sadness, feelings of kedaknya hold tears so as not to escape falling into the cheek.

" megan, didn't you hear what I said" Raka spoke up a little, only the first time I heard him speak like that. His face was red and showed his anger. I bowed silently, the tears that I had been holding back from last finally escaped wetting my cheeks. I swiped occasionally, I lowered my head to hold down my every sob.

" i'm sorry" Raka suddenly hugged me, at a time like this my crying became more and more. I couldn't hold on anymore.I cried as soon as I was in Raka's arms. As if she knew, she hugged me tighter and tighter. Sometimes she rubbed my hair, then rubbed my back to calm me down.

hiks.hiks.hiks

My cry still sounded clear, Raka continued to hug me without saying anything. If it's selfish I don't want him to leave at the moment. If I may not want to stay away from him. That hurts. Everything felt full on my chest, with Raka's embrace I was able to let go of everything.

" don't cry anymore, I won't forgive myself if you cry like this" Raka let go of her embrace and wiped away my tears that fell many times on my cheeks. Raka rubbed both backs of my hands. I started to calm down and stopped crying. I don't want to worry him anymore.

"didn't you believe all my promises to you? that I will keep all my words. You just have to wait and don't leave" he said in a tone full of sincerity .I just looked at her with a sad look without saying a word.

" i want you to stick with this relationship, just patiently love and stay by my side. The rest let me finish it" Raka clasped my hand. I don't know why I always believe every word. I'm sure he'll always keep his word .

" don't stay away from megan once in a while, because I'd go crazy if you disappeared from my sight "Raka hugged me tightly, I've said nothing more. I can only trust every word he says.

" what about your mother, I don't want you to hurt her feelings" I said stammeringly, staring at Raka's face. His shady face always makes me calm, can make the burden in my life disappear instantly. I've trusted him so much. So it's hard to let go of everything.

(shaking the head)

" you don't have to think about that anymore. You just wait, I'll propose to you soon ." Raka tipped my hair and then she rubbed it.

tok.tok-safety.tok

There was a man behind that door.

" the food is ready"

" come in" Raka ordered.

The waiter came and saw the food he had brought at the table.

" if you need anything can call me master" the waiter passed after Raka hinted him to leave.

" eat the one that has been drained a lot of your energy since yesterday" Raka looked at me who was still silent without touching it. Under these circumstances my appetite suddenly disappeared. Where can at a time like this.

" open your mouth" Raka looked at me in her hand with a spoon filled with food . I looked at him without opening my mouth.

" let's open your mouth My hand has been sore from earlier" Raka brought the spoon closer to my mouth, I opened it.

" do I have to keep bribing you?" ask her with a smile.

" no need "I take my spoon and eat the food on the plate. Raka just smiled at my behavior..

" in brass, after that only in bandung and surrounding" I sipped my juice.

" may I come?" Raka looked at me . I looked at him who was still looking at me expectantly.

" don't have to. You are busy. Manager Hendrik won't let you come" I saw his face turn lethargic.

"You really want to stay away from me" he said flatly with the same face.

" it's not greedy, since when do you want to follow my tour schedule. ?" much

" since this incident, I don't want you to be away from me anymore" Raka sat leaning on the back of the chair.

" Raka I can ask Rika's number I haven't thanked her" I saw she was holding a cell phone. So I thought about contacting Rika.

" no need, let me just be the one who samein berabe if you and him communicate with each other, yesterday I was beaten until battered like this" Raka pointed at her face that was still bruised blue due to the raw bogem of her own brother.

"well say thank you to Rika's sister, you seem to rarely meet her?" I'm still curious about the story of the brothers.

" well he moved to the field leaving bandung so we rarely met" lied Raka. Though she hadn't seen her brother for 2 years, if it wasn't for me she would never have met her brother...

" Raka I want to ask you something? but you have to answer honestly" I looked at him hoping he answered yes. Because I know why Rika got her battered, like Raka said a playboy so I asked her

" ask, why should I hesitate to ask anything I will answer honestly" he said while drinking

" have you done that with your girlfriends before?" askaku. Raka who heard my question choked with widened eyes.

" you mean?" Raka pretended not to understand my question. Even though he understands.

"just forget it" I paused my intention to ask.

cuppp

suddenly Raka approached me then kissed my lips . Reflex I hit Raka's arm, he's been kissing me so many times.

cupp

Raka came back to kiss me then****** my lips, there was a fresh mint scent on every breath. I closed my eyes and then replied to every lip patch of Raka unconsciously. Raka's hand pressed against my nape and deepened her kiss. His tongue was playing in my mouth. After a long period of fencing, I took off the kiss because it was already very difficult to breathe. Raka smiled at me.

"i miss you" she whispered in my ear which of course made my face flushed like a tomato.

"i've done it before, are you disappointed" he whispered again in my ear. I can't believe what he said because he said I was the first woman he ever kissed. Honestly there is a sense of disappointment when I heard it, but I already love him so let the past buried with his future.

" you seem disappointed, baby, but take it easy I lied to you earlier. I'm still a virgin, and I'll give it to you, how about we do it now" she whispered with a sly look. Just hit his chest that field. Raka held my hand to not beat her again

" you don't hit my chest like this, look at my junior get up" he looked at his pants, my reflexes also looked at the direction of his eyes, and sure enough his junior was already standing straight. I closed my eyes with both hands.

"basic pervert, come home" I got up from my seat and left the room, Raka smiled at me and followed me from behind.