WORRIED

TWO (engagement)

At the foodcourt, I get the same shift as Sindi. Sindi replaced the cashier in my shift who resigned due to marriage. So that me and Sindi can work together.

" sin , my band was offered a recording contract" I said while waiting for the order to be delivered .

" waaah could be my cousin's famous drummer" the face of the sumringah syndicates heard him.

" but I'm still confused, having to join or get out of the band" I glanced daydreamingly at the decision I was about to make.

" how did aunt say?" tanya sindi was curious.

" mom is okay ngizinin me but I don't know I'm still confused" (scratching the head is not itchy)

" just think first, do not rush, if my advice you join me, is the band was made first by the four of you, not funny also if the drummer replaced the other, not funny, it is precisely you that become an icon in your group" Sindi gave the same input as mamah, but still I was confused.

" yeah well I thought first, I took orders first" I left the syndi who was busy counting money.

My break hour and Sindi arrived, I deliberately asked the manager so that Sindi could rest with me. After the maghrib prayer we went for dinner to the canteen.

We ordered food and drinks, then ate them.

" when did you get engaged to the senses ?" (playing a spoon in my hand)

" next month megan" said a happy smile.

" wah congratulations yah sindi"(hugging sindi tightly)

" thank megan, I didn't think I'd soon have a new status" she still smiled broadly.

" may all be well yah sin, until you get married, can both continue, I'm so happy horrified." I haven't let go of my embrace.

" wow why it looks like someone has finished winning the lottery so happy" Raka suddenly appeared beside me. I let go of Sindi's embrace.

"when did you come?" much

" just now, I found you in the foodcourt no, the manager said you broke, yes I've come" Raka sucked the food on my plate, sindi just smiled.

" you haven't eaten, baby?" much

Raka just shook her head.

" have I eaten the food, will you?" ask again.

" maybe but you're the one who bribed" his whine spoiled

" aish I'm working on it" (sad but liked)

" hehehe" (satisfied smile)

I ordered the same menu for Raka .Because he was spoiled again I bribed him, fortunately the state of the canteen was quiet.

" you were so happy, what were you talking about?" raka said with full food in his mouth.

" oh that, I have a fiancee plan with my boyfriend next month, oh yeah, I'm all asking for one day's permission for my show" Sindi looked at Raka who was like a child when I bribed her.

" maybe, you say the same manager later I acc" he said

" thank you sir" she smiled.

" so when are we dear fiancees" Raka whines spoiled. I'm the one who's drinking chokes. Sindi rubbed my back

" slowly, darling drink it"

" are you planning on getting engaged?" tanya sindi was astonished.Mata was wide open to hear Raka's words

"yesterday I proposed to him, but I broke my intention.." Raka stopped her words, she went back to devouring food on the mouthful of my hand.

" why Raka?" tanya sindi was full of curiosity. I could only quietly hear Raka's increasingly uneasy chatter.

" i haven't introduced megan to my parents" Raka continued.

"yeah anyway, just go through the first slow down your relationship will be just a moment, I also broke off this engagement after 3 years of courtship with the senses" Sindi gave encouragement because of the words of Raka who seemed resigned.

" meaning?" sindi and I said simultaneously while looking at Raka sharply.

"haih, your gaze I'm just kidding, hahah" Raka laughed loudly

" huh basic " (i'm annoyed)

" i go firstwell, go to the toilet" Sindi left me alone with Raka .

"honey earlier in wa you want to say what is the same to me" Raka played hapenya busy replying to incoming messages.

"this, my band's bargained for a record deal" I said it carefully. Raka kept the hape and then looked at me.

" seriously?" ask her .

" yep, what do you think" I tried to get advice from him

" that's good news, you've definitely received it, right?( I shake my head)

" why?" tanya Raka was astonished

" i want to ask your opinion, I'm afraid you're against me" I replied .

" dear, I fell in love with you when you played drums, when I forbid you, whatever you like I will always support, understand?( I nodded slowly)

" soo, fulfill all your wishes, I will be at the forefront to help and support you" (smiling sweetly)

" thank you baby" I hugged Raka.

" what did you mean to sindi?" I read Raka's words .

"which one of my words?"( frowning)

" that's what the senses hold "I asked him even if I didn't want to,

"oh that's just kidding baby" (shrinking my hair)

" are you kidding?" I am still curious .

(whispering to the ear)

" i mean if he's holding on, I just can't bear to eat you if it's near you, my faith is always wavering, so I want to marry you soon"

Hearing Raka's words my face immediately turned red, My heart thumped

" fucking pervert" I shouted in his ear.

" hahhahahaha"(laughing out loud)

" hey baby, where I dared to ruin you, I love you so much, I was joking" Raka still laughed.

" your jokes are not funny" I msih annoyed to hear his words (sullen)

" i really wanted to marry you" her face turned serious.

" wedding, marriage, ah don't have to talk about it" (still pouting and upset)

(holding my hand tightly)

" i'm serious I want to marry you.on your birthday, I want to introduce you to my mom and dad" he was so serious, I got confused about what to say

"on that day I'll tell mommy papi that I'm going to propose to you, get you engaged" her face did not show any more jokes. I just silently looked at it. I'm still not ready for what Raka's planning.

"is this not too fast?" I'm full of doubt

" after proposing to you a year later I was planning to marry you, wait for me" (full of confidence)

" well" I can only answer a word. Because I don't know what Raka's talking about . I was afraid everything was just a dream when I woke up everything was gone.