WORRIED

STIGMA (I'm Sorry Sir, Don't Kill Me)

At 5pm Megan left the factory. He's booked a taxi online to Fx mall . The mall where Megan and Raka met. The streets of Bandung at a time like this are very unfriendly. Polluted air pollution. Traffic, congestion and the sound of horns made Megan bend her face. Tired, that's what megan feels right now.

***to Racus

I'm at mall fx.

Megan waited for an answer. His legs went numb waiting to stand in the lobby. Megan decided to perform the maghrib prayer first.

***racuse

the foodcourtku 4th floor.

Raka finally replies to megan's message .

Jimmy had accompanied Raka at the foodcourt with someone Raka had ordered. Skinny tall men. Someone who might remind megan of the harsh reality of her life. But Raka was already convinced by his actions this time.

Raka's waiting in the corner seat of the foodcourt. Jimmy and the skinny man were waiting in the manager's room. Megan came soon . Face pale. There was no makeup or just lipstick on her face. Her straight hair was broken. Megan wears jeans and a Hoodie sweater. Megan's style before she got married. Raka is glued and her memory goes back to the past. Raka still loved the woman in front of her. Megan approaches Raka's desk. And sit in front of Raka.

" maid, bring me dinner. " Raka called a female servant. And before long the waiter disappeared from the room. Megan is still silent. His facial features were unchanged, looking grim and agitated. Raka did not say much until the waiter served some food at the table.

" eat first I know you must be very hungry" Raka lifted her spoon and fork. Eat the food that has been prepared.

Because Megan was so tired and hungry without arguing she ate the dish. Only silence occurs as they eat. Occasionally there was the sound of heavy Raka breathing. Raka focused on her food. However, Megan seems restless once in a while, she steals a glance towards Raka.

"are you okay Raka" finally megan put out a sentence that she wanted to ask from earlier.

you can finally talk now Megan. It is not in vain that I silence you (in Raka)

Raka looked at megan's sad face. She smiled briefly at megan .

"I'm ok" answered Raka

" Are you sure?" ask megan again . Still with her curiosity.

" yes sure" answered Raka again.

Again only silence was created in the room . They spent the entire meal . Megan doesn't want to linger anymore . Raka kept silent without saying anything . Megan finally opened the conversation again by force.

" talk my time is not much" said megan ketus.

" i'm sorry this time I will take a little of your time" replied Raka . Raka took the cigarette and her lighter . When Raka is about to burn her cigarette, Megan stops her.

" i'm not here to see you smoke, talk" this time Megan dared to reveal it. Since when does Raka smoke. Megan doesn't like it very much. Hearing megan's words, Raka keeps her cigarette. Then Raka took the phone .

Megan is still confused with Raka. But Raka remained silent. From the other direction, Jimmy and the skinny man approached megan's desk. Jimmy seemed to be holding the man's hand tightly. The man just bowed and resigned. His face looks very frightened.

" you know him?" Raka looked at megan . Megan looked at the man intensely. Megan doesn't remember at all who the man Raka showed her. Megan long stunned while thinking, but nihil she did not remember anything about the man

" who is he?" megan asked with her wrinkled forehead.

Jimmy took out a photo from his pocket. Proffering on Megan . Megan was shocked to see the photo. Photo with the background of a hotel room, there are women and men sleeping half naked there. Megan remembers this is her photo that has ruined all her dreams and future. Megan looked closely at the man in the photo, comparing with the man standing next to her. Megan's heart was like a knife. His past has come to the surface. Striking his pride in front of Raka. Megan covered her face with both hands. I don't feel her tears just flowing.

" tell him what you did that night" Raka ordered the man to speak.

" i'm sorry miss" the man's voice waddled in megan's ear. Megan reflex standing up.

plaqueskkkk

A slap hard enough landed on the man's cheek. Putting megan's tiny palms on her right cheek. . The man's cheeks and ears turned red instantly. Just one slap hasn't quite treated megan's pain.

" talk who you really are ?" megan shouted to the man in front of her. Megan punched the man's body violently. Raka just kept quiet watching megan vent her anger.

" i was ordered by madame Veronica" the man stopped his words. Then I looked at Raka. Hearing the man's words, Megan was sitting limp in her chair. Her tears kept flowing . Megan can't stand it anymore. Megan rubbed her face many times in disbelief with everything she heard.

"miss Megan I just took a picture when it wasn't more even I didn't touch the lady at all. I'm sorry miss. I was really tempted by the money at the time" The man spoke at length. His face is down . His courage was lost instantly . The man's body was trembling. Cold sweat ran all over his face.

" what are you saying, hiks,hiks" Megan couldn't continue. Megan kept crying nonstop. His heart is so fucked. How he always felt himself dirty all this time. Until Megan wants to be betrothed to a heartless man like Rizal. Megan is always haunted by guilt at all times to Raka for betraying her. Though the reality is all just fabrication from Megan's beloved mother.

" take him jim" Raka ordered .

" mister, I'm sorry.please don't kill me sir" The man sat on the floor begging Raka for forgiveness.

" death seems too easy for you, Jimmy let him feel the storytelling is not easy. You can play around with him" Raka was sick of seeing the man.

" pleasantly sir" Jimmy pulled the rude man out of the foodcourt.

" now that you know, I'm sorry that you've made you suffer. And I'm sure you won't forgive her, nor will you forgive me. You won't forgive me, will you?" Raka looked at megan who was still sobbing. It was very desirable for Raka to hug megan this time. But Raka realized all that would not make megan improve. Raka let megan cry. Megan was finally tired.

" what drama is this. So unfair is God to me" Megan cursed herself. She was crying hysterically.

" do you want to keep crying, don't you want to know the other truth? it's nothing megan!" Raka spoke firmly. Raka doesn't want to let Megan suffer anymore.

***don't forget likes, comments, votes well. your critics author gladly accepts her .

* is still wondering whether the author should continue the story of megan and Raka, or should end some more episodes*. Mangatoon rules make the author listlessly continue the story**