WORRIED

HAPPY (Memories)

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"Thank you sir, I'm saying goodbye." Jimmy handed Raka the car keys and hugged her and went into the office.

Raka moved to the steering chair.

"You sit in front. I don't want to be like your driver." Raka's orders.

Megan sits next to Raka, after which Raka drives her vehicle to a Japanese restaurant the first time they date.

"You remember this place, baby." Ask Raka while parking her car.

"of course. I never forget anything about you." Megan opened the car door and entered the restaurant area .

The atmosphere of the restaurant is still the same as 4 years ago. Raka booked the private room where they first went to this restaurant . Raka ordered some dishes.

"It's still the same as it used to be." Megan was sitting by the window.

Raka secretly photographed Megan with her handphones.

"It's a shame to see your change after four years." Raka took a picture of Megan like she used to. The position where Megan sat first. And now the same. Raka edited it later.

Megan grabs the phone Raka gave her.

"I look more mature and more beautiful now." Answer Megan

"Indeed right. But look at your body getting thinner. That jerk can't give you good food like that." Raka looked at the photo she had edited just now.

Megan was silent, no sound came out of her mouth. Megan let out her tears . And fell in Raka's hands. Raka was shocked, and pulled Megan's chin. Megan was crying .

"Why are you crying, did my words hurt you?." Raka wiped Megan's tears . Hugged her. Megan just sat down . No more joy from his face.

"Dear please stop crying. I'm sorry." Raka stroked Megan's hair. Hugged it very tightly. Megan then wrapped her hands around Raka's waist. Reply hugged Raka tightly.

"Three years I can't tell everyone else all my troubles, even to Mamah. Raka thanks for coming again. I'm sorry I didn't fight for you in the past. I'm afraid I'm afraid to hurt your mother. I don't want you to be a bad boy. I gave up on the situation because I was too weak. You're far from me. I didn't have the strength to fight anymore." Megan said with a sob.

"Here you go, baby, now I'm here. I'll never leave you again. I'm sorry, I know you've suffered a lot." Raka looked Megan in the eye. Then rubbed the tears that kept flowing on Megan's cheeks.

Raka grabbed Megan's chin. Then kiss megan's lips with her lips . Very gently, Megan felt the kiss was filled with a sense of love she never got from Rizal. Megan felt the pungent smell of cigarettes coming from Raka's mouth. But Megan does not deny Megan enjoys every touch from Raka.

"Darling." Raka's voice sounded very heavy.

"I want your body, from the past until this second only you can make me excited. I'm sorry but I really want it" Raka whispered it in Megan's ear . Her face flushed.

Megan smiled at Raka's words. Then look down and sure enough there's moving behind his pants.

"Not now" Megan said flatly .

"But I want it. Can you?." Raka's face was like a tomato withholding her desire.

"No, not now, after we get married, can you hold it?." Megan teases Raka instead .

Megan was a wife during her marriage Rizal never supported her inner self. After successfully getting Megan pregnant, Megan really misses the caress of a man. Megan doesn't deny that. Rizal always ignored his love interest. Her passion as a woman is a normal one. Raka has made that turmoil back.

"I can't help it." Raka let go of her embrace. Raka distanced her body. She ruffled her hair a few times.

"I really want to do it right now." Raka said with a heavy flare.

Suddenly the room was knocked from outside.

"Sir the dish is ready." There was a woman's voice behind the door.

The waiter came in with a tray. Then present and arrange it at the table.

"I'll go to the toilet first." Raka moved out of the room.

Has Raka never done it at all? is she still a virgin until this moment? he held it just for me. It is too hard if it is true. I was just another ex-boy and gave birth. Am I worthy?

Megan was deep in her heart. Megan felt more guilty. If he accepts Raka's proposal. Is that worth it. Does Raka deserve herself after being touched by another man. Megan struggled with her thoughts. It doesn't seem fair to Raka.

Megan hasn't touched the food yet. Megan waiting for Raka . Not long Raka came out with slightly wet hair.

"Why is your hair wet?." Megan took the side dish and stored it on the plate.

"I've been ablution. If I'm close to you continue I'm not strong" he said with a face still red.

"Yes we don't have to see each other anymore, it seems like my existence is tormenting you" Megan prepared her meal. Then give it to Raka.

"That's not what I meant. Ah you don't understand." Raka said frustrated. He can't explain it

"I understand. I understand because I've done it." Megan looked at Raka's annoyed face.

"Have forgotten it, I'll feed you now. Lookyourbody. When I touched it there was no meat at all. Bones all." Raka takes the spoon and feeds Megan a meal.

"You eat too" said Megan, who saw Raka had not eaten the dish at all.

Raka then put food in her mouth. Alternately feed Megan. Megan smiled at Raka's behavior.

After finishing eating his food. Megan and Raka leave the restaurant.

"Tomorrow you work?." Ask Raka when she is focusing on driving.

" Yes." Megan answered quickly.

"Sunday I want to take Tasya to play. Do you want to?." Raka wants to bring herself closer to Megan's son .

"I'll ask my mother for permission first" Megan did not refuse .

"May tasya call me papah?." Raka said to surprise the dreamy megan.

"Why?." asked Megan .

"Before marrying you I wanted her to forget about Rizal, I wanted to replace Rizal. Even if he's not my son. But I love him so much."

" Of course. After we get married he can call you papah." Megan looked at Raka. Raka smiled looking at him.

" Can we meet tomorrow?." Raka reopened her voice.

"Should we meet every day?I am not officially divorced. What will people say." Megan said with a sorry face .

"But I miss you every day." Raka rubbed megan's thigh wrapped in jeans.

"If we continue to meet. You'll definitely pounce on me." Megan chuckles at Raka. This time Megan wants to pay it back.

"Hey honey I'm not that hot." Raka raised her voice.

"I can't Raka. Sunday is okay. We're gonna go for a walk all day l." Megan proposes. Megan is uncomfortable if she has to meet Raka often when her divorce with Rizal is not finished.

"Alright," Raka's face turned moody.

Raka wants to keep seeing Megan. replacing the 3 years she lost Megan. Raka is terrified that she won't be able to see Megan again. That's what drives him crazy.