WORRIED

WOUND (BLIND JEALOUSY)

" i didn't realize I was hugging him, probably because he was so sleepy that his reflex hands were swooping at him" I explained with confidence.

" it's you to put a tack on her back" Raka pointed at my chest. I reflexively stopped it. Raka drives her car with her jutek face.

We have arrived at mall xx, Raka looking for a parking lot at the end of the mall parking lot, today it seems that the mall visitors are deserted, only a few cars are parked there .

" i didn't realize I knew, if I overslept" I still persuaded Raka who was still upset.

" megan she likes you, why don't you understand ?" raka's talk showed great frustration. Hands clenched. I better calm him down immediately .

(withdrawing a long breath)

" okay I'm sorry, next time I'm not going to be escorted by Rasya again" I pointed my little finger.

" promise huh?" Raka wrapped her pinkie around my pinky.

" yes I promise" I'll agree to his request.

" kiss me" Raka looked at me with her sharp gaze, I turned my face away.

" i wouldn't open the door if you didn't kiss me as your apology" she said.

" Raka soon I will enter our work later" I plead with Raka but did not digubrisnya.

" if you don't do it now you'll be late" Raka smiled cunningly .

" it's in the parking lot, it's impossible to be seen by many people" I tried to persuade him but failed.

" i'm not open, this car glass is not transparent anymore outsiders will not be able to see us inside" Raka is still possessed by his wishes.

" Raka please" I begged him to undo his strange intentions.

"don't let it stay here till night" Raka continued to talk.

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I kissed her cheek. I turned my face away from embarrassment. But suddenly Raka tilted her body, pulling my chin. Raka kissed my lips then pulverized it gently. The shocked me just silently stared without returning his kiss.

Raka closed her eyes, her kiss was so soft, I got carried away. Without me knowing I was replying. Raka plays her lips . Pressing my thin lips with hers.

Raka opened her seatbelt without taking off my kiss. I turned back the chair I was sitting in and half laid down. Raka's kiss is getting wild, I'm going wild. Raka played her tongue inside my mouth. pressed it until I felt an overwhelming sensation. One hand held my big tits. Squeeze her with passion. I held Raka's hand to stop but Raka brushed it off, knowing I was overpowered by my nafs for her treatment I couldn't fight her. Raka unbuttoned my shirt one by one, then pulled out my breasts without removing the bra. She squeezed it gently, I felt the softness of her hand. My breath and Raka's breath are hunting. Raka deepened her kiss I returned the favor. Slowly her kisses down to my neck her hands are still squeezing my breasts. I sighed because I couldn't stand her treatment but Raka covered my mouth with her hands. Her kisses came down to my breasts, I was getting less and less in control of myself. So did Raka she sucked my tits alternately wildly. I groaned holding my sigh. After a few minutes, I shed tears realizing Raka's behavior.

"Stop Raka" I spoke half stammeredly for holding back my cries. But Raka doesn't mind me she just keeps on doing her flirtation. I pushed Raka's head over my breasts.

" stop Raka I beg you" my tears broke. Raka stopped. She was so shocked to see me cry

" megan I'm sorry" Raka wiped my tears. I covered my face with both hands. I justify my position.

" megan I'm sorry about me" Raka covered my body with her jacket, she then hugged me. Trying to calm me.

" you promised Raka" I said in my cry.

" please stop crying, I got carried away. I was jealous to see you hugging Rasya tightly" Raka opened both of my hands that covered my face.

"look at me, I'll take responsibility for my behavior. " Raka looked at me, and I stopped crying. I threw his jacket over Raka's face, so that it covered all her face.I saw my breasts full of kissmark then confirmed my already messy clothes.

"don't ever do that again Raka, I don't want to give it before the time comes, I don't want us to get to the bottom of it" I've started to calm down.

" well I'll wait until that day comes. I'm sorry I scared you" Raka kissed my forehead.

Raka confirmed her messy clothes. I looked towards his pants. And saw something protruding behind his pants.

" he's been very lustful, thankfully I stopped him."

" wee what are you looking at" Raka suddenly spoke, I immediately threw out my face. Tidying up my messy hair

"it's okay" I replied quickly.

Raka tidied up his shirt. I just kept quiet without saying anything. I was even embarrassed to see her because I was also back at her treatment.

" let's go in" Raka opened the car door. We got out of the car too.

" where are we going ?" my question is because Raka is holding my hand in a direction that is not where I work.

" i want to buy you a new phone, hape you keep it" Raka dragged my body gently. We were at the mobile store..

" i can't accept this, my life can still be used just change the battery doang" I refused Raka buy him a hape.

" i don't want to misunderstand you anymore because you're dead". Raka pulled my hand back.

" mbak please I want to see the latest output hape" Raka saw the brochure given the spg hp.

" i want this one" Raka pointed to a brand of hape that costs so fantastic the same as the hape he uses.

" i don't want that, not that Raka" I glared at Raka ..

" whichever you want, which one?"tanyakanya.

" i want this one to be blue" I pointed to a phone with a medium price is not expensive but has sophisticated specifications.

" mbak please use this card well" I opened the simcard in my old phone and then gave it to the spg.

" can you wait a minute well we install the application first only a few minutes" the waiter away from us by bringing the simcard I gave .

" you cut my salary" I said to Raka who was busy replying to her message.

" no need, what the fuck megan, I want to give my lover a gift that you can't?" tanyanya is still busy with her hape

" if you give me too much luxury, you're just as willing as I am, I don't want to" I said.

" megan am I so disgusting to have such a trait?" Raka looked at me with a cold look.

" it's up to you, if you want me to cut his pay" Raka went back to playing the hape .

" the mbak hapenya can be used, please try first" the waiter gave a hape along with his box.

" don't make me rush" said I, who remembered my work hours had passed 15 minutes ago. I nudged the hand of Raka who was busy with her hape. Raka gave the waiter a credit card. After a few minutes of transaction, the waiter handed over Raka's credit card.

" thank you for shopping at our store"

We left the store and walked towards the foodcourt.

***And in silence you just sing your cries.

only I understand your song lyrics,

only I know it, though,

because I can only dive into your heart, in your nadir, in your worry, in a despair no one else knows but me.

my novel graffiti***