WORRIED

LIGHT (ROSES)

My knee is not so painful. Raka treated it well. After feeling better, I got out of bed. I looked around and there was no one in the house. Mom seems to be going to auntie nur's place. I took my hapeku . I called my mom because I haven't seen her since this morning.

" assalamualaikum, where are you?" my voice started to worry.

"Waalaikumsalam, sorry megan mamah forgot to tell you, mamah is at home grandma, tonight you yourself well, mamah want to nemenin grandma, she is sick. "mamah gave me an explanation

" grandmother is sick what mah, I went there well today I'm off mah" I was worried to hear grandma was sick

" why are you off?" mama asked curiously

" i fell while playing basketball, my knees were bruised and Raka allowed me to rest" I held my tummy back.

" are you okay?why so careless son, mamah not so nginep deh" mamah seems anxious with my condition.

" don't mah, I don't why-why my grandmother's friend, I can still walk kok mah" I try not to make mamah worry

" mamah has cooked fried chicken and your favorite sauce quickly eat, you do not have to come here grandma just a normal waist pain" the tone of concern mamah has gone , I was also relieved to hear Grandma was not so bad.

" okay mah, greetings to grandma yah mah sorry megan can not see grandma now" I said full of apologies.

" yes ntar mamah until , you be careful at home if there is anything mamah. assalamuaalaikum phone" mamah ended the phone and I answered the greetings from mamah.

My stomach has begun to rumble, I step foot into the kitchen to see the contents of the closet. I take fried chicken and sambal made by mamah, there is also vegetable asem . I sat at the dinner table, devouring the food on the plate. The sound of the door being knocked from outside.

" duh who the hell, I'm eating, just disturb" I murmured in my heart, slowly I walked towards the living room. I open the door.

"hi" Raka smiled very sweetly. She wears jeans combined with a plain red t-shirt, her appearance is very charming plus a hat that makes her look charismatic

"what are you here for" I swung my lips. Raka scrunched her forehead.

"i'm not allowed in, am I,? he smiled back.

" yes I entered "I walked with distress, and Raka took me. I just stared at him.

" don't be surprised so squirm, I'm handsome really, you're not wrong to fall in love with me" with confidence he said .

" huh" I snorted as hard as I saw the thickness

"what were you again?" tanya Raka saw me astonished . Seeing that there was rice grains on my lips and then rubbed them.

" i'm eating you just disturb me, just a spoonful" I put my lips together. Raka took me to the dining table. I was sitting in my chair earlier.

" yes, finish your meal, I'll wait for you there" Raka pointed to the living room.

" what do you want to drink?" ask softly

" no need, if thirsty later I take it myself. You spend your lunch" Raka rubbed my hair. He left me at the dinner table.

" what the hell is he here, without telling me first" my inner self.

Finish eating I bring a glass of orange juice, with a snack . Raka who saw me in a fuss, approached me.

" why bother gini already I told you about taking it myself" Raka picked up the tray and placed it on the living room table. I followed him from behind.

" aunty where?" Raka stared at my house.

" from my grandmother's house" I replied

" dadn't know you're hurt?" his face turned anxious .

" you know, I was telling mommy, but grandma was sick so you have to accompany her." I looked at Raka, Raka looked at me then I turned my eyes.

"what's granny sick?" tanya Raka basa

" usual waist pain, understandably already sepuh" I justify my sitting position. I lift my foot up on the chair. Raka looked at me . I saw him swallow his saliva, saw me wearing shorts on my knees. Raka turned her eyes away.

"wait a minute" Raka came out of the house. Before long he came with a bouquet of roses. The roses are fresh and taste good.

"quickly healed well sweet" Raka smiled, giving the flower bucket.

" what time is aunt coming home?" the question broke the silence

" like mama nginep over there" I replied

" keep you here yourself?" Raka looked worried.

" yes" I answered

" i asked sindi nginep here how?" saran Raka .

" no need I'm not a spoiled girl, I can be alone, my knee is a bit dry not too sick" I convinced Raka, so he did not tell Sindi to nap.

" certain?" tanyanya.

" certain" asserted . Raka looked at me gently. He doesn't stop looking at me. I was uncomfortable with it

" don't you look at me like that" I saw Raka looking away.

" you if there are guests do not dress sexy like that, especially if your best friend comes, change your pants with a longer one" Raka covered my thigh with a pillow .

" what's your business?" I'm annoyed that he's trying to organize me.

"i don't want your body to be looked at by another man" Raka said.

" uh usually chattering" I sing my lips.

cupps...

Raka kissed my lips gently. The hue of my face was red, hot, even Raka had a red face .My heart is pounding, my heart is almost out.

" you dare kiss me again" I'm annoyed that he always does anything without my permission. Raka held my hand. He looked at me, but I didn't look at him. I am still upset by his attitude. I really want to slap him.

" megan, don't you understand, I like you, I'm in love with you, I know all your feelings are the same as me, why can't you just accept "Raka clasped my hand tightly,I tried to take it off but I couldn't get it off.

" i can't, I'm sorry" I got out of my seat. But Raka hugged my body. I felt the smell of mint from his body, his heartbeat was so fast. Likewise, my heartbeat that was not made because of him. His tall body drowned my body in his arms. I felt the warmth in his arms, the long time we hugged . I let go of his embrace.

" megan, I'll wait for you until you're sure and trust me, I love you "Raka clasped both my hands. I'm staring. Raka smiled at me. I replied to her.

" if that smile is sweet" Raka teased me, my face flushed red. I smiled back at him without saying anything.

" yes you rest there, don't move too much, I want to go to the foodcourt first there are things to do, take good care of yourself" I nodded in reply to all his words . I still want to be near him. But I have to hold my ego. I still can't believe it.

cupp ...

Raka kissed my forehead. He let go of his grasp and turned around to leave the house. I looked at him, then he turned to look at me. I just kept quiet with all the treatment.

" assalamualaikum" he said goodbye and smiled at me

"greetings waalaikum, be careful" I said slowly. Raka smiled, waved her hand then left me.

Dusk shows its beauty. Today is the day that makes me happy. I brought a bouquet of flowers from Raka. Keep it in a vase and put it in my room.

scribbles of my risau

Twilight.....

I always liked twilight.

Because he came without being asked.

Dusk always gives beauty to everyone, without having to sort out to whom to give beauty.

thank you for giving warmth, and

it came shortly before the cold of the night.