WORRIED

LOVE (BELIEF)

" sorry sir" I replied after drinking a bottle of mineral water.

" you haven't answered my question, why are you avoiding me?" raka's gaze was very warm . I could stay away from him if he kept going like this

" sorry sir is not good to see a lot of people, I do not avoid father, I just do not want people to misunderstand. Please you treat me like any other employee" I don't dare look at him.

" megan don't be formal like that, I'm your friend, long before you became my employee you were my idol and I was your fan. And we're friends why it should be this formal" she pulled my chin, I was embarrassed to look around looking at me. I brushed Raka's hand off my chin.

" sir, everyone is staring at us. Okay we're friends, but you don't suddenly show up at school like that" I replied in a slightly high tone.

" you don't geer my sweet.I just happened to pass in your school street, I saw you out of school, I accidentally ." Raka reassured

My face is red, I am a kegeeran. Why is it like this the intention of the heart to want to stay away he is getting crazy approaching me.

" well I beg you, you guys treat me like this at work not nice with other employees" I never looked at him at all when talking about how brave there was feeling I was getting messed up.

" if you keep avoiding me like this, I'll never stop bothering you. When at home, school or at work "threaten him. Heard his threat . I'm getting so horrified to hear it.

"okay we are friends, but at least you should be able to distinguish the situation at work" I replied.

" before you go home to my room first. Eating a lot of your rest is done" Raka rubbed my nose.

Mouth gaping. I can't take it anymore if I'm treated like this. My heart skipped a beat, my blood flowed more intensely from head to toe (along cipt ahmad dhani) . I had to hold it in, throw all the feelings that would kill me myself.

My work hours are running out, the food court area is deserted. Before I go home I clean the tables and tidy them up. Helping other employees wash dishes.

After that I rushed to the manager's room.

tock.tok.

krekks

" excuse me sir!" I looked towards Raka

"get in the megan" Raka let me sit. He's giving me a brown envelope.

" this is your month's salary, I pay you in advance because your performance is good . Please maintain. Do not let your mood is bad you can not be friendly to buyers. But with your cheerful nature, I'm sure such a trivial thing won't affect your professionalism at work" Raka looked into my eyes with a deadly smile. I opened the envelope.

" sir, this is too much, I only ask for one week upfront, not a month upfront," I re-stabbed the envelope on Raka .

" megan let's just say I help you as a friend, you don't have to hesitate, all my employees if need money I'm always willing to help. Some of you get this not only you will work here you pay with your strength. If you don't believe ask Sindi, she's been working here for a long time. " Raka answered casually.

" well sir, I really need it, I will work earnestly, I will not disappoint you thank you for your generosity" . I smiled .the first time I smiled at Raka after the events of the past I always bent my face. Raka also returned my smile.

"then I'll go home, good night sir"

" good evening megan" replied Raka.

After changing clothes I rushed out mall xx , in front of me waiting for the blue angkot towards my house home. But the angkot has not been seen. Suddenly the black sports car stopped right where I was waiting for the angkot. The car glass slowly opened. I already know this car is Raka's car.

" megan I drive home how , it's late at night angkot towards your house is rarely late at this hour. It's not good you wait for the angkot too long . It's been too late." He took me with his earnestness.

" sir, don't bother me can ride ojeg online father please go home first" I replied with a smile.

" megan the direction of our house is the same even first your house. Come on don't reject me this time , let's just say this is my apology after the incident some time ago" his eyes did not stop looking at me. Actually in my heart I need that ride. If I refuse for sure Raka will continue to force, and will continue to wait until I want to be delivered. I finally agreed to his invitation. I sat in the front seat, because in the back seat a lot of Raka's stuff seems like he ran out in the mall.

On the road only silence . I did not dare to open my mouth. Just occasionally see Raka . Raka was also focused on driving. I was in front of my alley. The atmosphere is quite quiet because the time has shown at 11 pm. When I was about to open the seatbelt it was somehow so hard.

" Sir, why is the seatbelt so hard to open, can you help me" I'm still talking formally and my hands are still busy fiddling with the seatbelt.

" why outside of work you still continue to speak formally. Repeat again I do not want to help if you ask for help like that earlier. Don't call me, just call me Raka" she's poking her lips. I snorted in annoyance. Why is my heart so childish.

"okay, I repeat Raka please help me open "unfinished I talk Raka getting out of her steering chair, slightly leaning her body to my seat. My heart was getting stronger, I closed my eyes tightly. It felt his breath on my face . He still opened his seatbelt and I still closed my eyes.

" why so long "my inner. It feels like time stopped instantly. My breathing is irregular. Does Raka feel my heartbeat and breathing. My heart is getting restless.

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Raka's lips kissed my lips. I just kept quiet, in shock. My eyes are still closed. The air in the car is getting hot .crowded me. My heart's been pounding so hard . Instantly hovering in the air. This was my first kiss. Both of my hands are still firmly holding the seatbelt.

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Her lips are now attached to my thin lips.Raka kissed me again, I still pecked. Why don't I refuse it. I even received her kiss. Even his lips are still on my lips. He held my hand. Raka's lips rubbed against my lips. His kiss deepened. He held my hand tightly. I still haven't opened my eyes. My breath is hunting. Raka wildly kissed me putting her tongue into my mouth forcefully. This time I kissed her back because my mouth was tight. He played his tongue in my mouth. I pushed Raka's body with all my might. He returned to his sitting position

" it's enough Raka" remembered the words alex did not feel I was crying. What I do. I could have received Raka's kiss . Raka who saw me was crying like confusion. He tried to calm me down.

" megan forgive me, I'm sorry, you don't cry anymore you can punish me" Raka was like running out of ideas to calm me down. My cry is becoming .

" Megan please stop how if your mother finds out you are crying, I will punish myself. Please forgive me" Raka again calmed me down, but I still remained in my stuff. My face closed with my eyes.Raka held my hand.

" stop megan, I beg you, I can't help myself . The first time we met at the festival I fell in love with you, all the information about you I found out and I already knew it. Can't you see that, that I really like you." Raka kept holding my hand.

I stopped crying, and then I got out of the car without a word. Leaving Raka who was still watching me behind her wheel . Until I stopped at the door. I opened the house with a spare key, this time it seemed that my mother was not waiting for me to come home. It's good I don't have to explain my situation like this. I took an ice cube in the fridge. I compressed my swollen eyes . I feel tired and I just want to sleep. I don't want to think about something so stifling my chest. And I slept too......