WORRIED

HAPPY (ENDING-THE WEDDING PART II)

Time has shown at 5am. It was heard from inside the room the voice of someone cooking. Megan rushes to the bathroom and takes the testpack Raka bought last night. After taking a bath, Megan took the results of her urine test. He saw only one red line. Megan wasn't pregnant, she thought. Megan saved the testpack. Megan begins to prepare breakfast with Mama Hana. The maid who was cleaning the house came at dawn.

Megan knocked on Raka's room. There is no confirmation from the room owner. Megan opened the door and the door opened. Looks like Raka forgot to lock the door. The man with the bare-chested burly body was sound asleep. Megan shook Raka's body but in vain, Raka's eyes were still closed.

"Then I'm pregnant." Megan's whisper in Raka's ear.

And succeeding, Raka opened her eyes wide. Megan's tiny body was tightly wrapped around her. Raka kissed Megan's head.

"Thank you dear." he said in a still hoarse voice.

Megan is stunned, intending to try out Raka but Megan is shocked by Raka's reaction. Megan remembers a long time ago when Rizal was told about her pregnancy. Even Rizal ignored all the messages he sent. Let alone hugging, asking her gestational age alone Rizal never. Megan went through a difficult pregnancy alone. Unlike pregnant women, most Megan feel nauseous until 9 months of gestational age. Many times the consultation did Megan have abnormalities in her first pregnancy. Megan shed her tears, remembering all that made her breathless. Raka realizes that Megan is crying. Raka let go of her embrace.

"Why are you crying, baby?." Raka wiped the tears on both of Megan's cheeks.

"Wake up. It's noon already. Raka I don't know if I'm pregnant but the testpack showed negative results. I'm sorry I lied to you." Megan smiled jailily looking at Raka.

"So you lied to me? naughty yeah." Raka tickled Megan's waist.

Megan laughed and asked for mercy. Raka stopped.

"I've made an appointment with the obstetrician. At 11pm we'll check on you. You don't have to worry about getting pregnant or not I'll stay with you." Raka stroked Megan's hair.

"It looks like you should take a shower, boss. It's noon." Megan gives a towel and immediately prepares a work shirt for Raka.

Megan immediately prepared breakfast. After that, wash Tasya who had been awake from dawn.

"Honey because my meeting schedule today is urgent. We meet at the hospital. The driver who will take you to the hospital." Said Raka while finishing the rest of her breakfast. Raka took a glass that was filled with coffee and drank it.

"You don't worry too much about me greedy. I'm not Tasya you should follow anywhere." Megan smiled at Raka.

"I will be your husband in 2 days. I should've been worried about you, Tasya or mama. You are all my responsibility." Raka moved from her chair towards Tasya who was busy enjoying her cereal.

"My angel, daddy's work is okay." Kissed Tasya's forehead.

"Be careful on daddy's road. Don't be so late for her home. In the afternoon daddy was home." Tasya has been smart to speak at the age of 3 years.

"Ready angel. You don't be naughty."

At 10 o'clock the driver who drove Megan to the hospital was on standby in front of the yard. Megan is ready. His heart is so agitated. Although not her first pregnancy, Megan is still traumatized by the nausea and vomiting of her previous pregnancy. Even her weight did not increase during pregnancy because the food that had been forced into was regurgitated again.

Life is not always smooth and in accordance with what we want. But God knows which destiny is best according to His choice. We just have to try and make the best decision on our version of ourselves. We need to love ourselves more than love others. Epiphany is loving yourself from every lack and excess. One of the best ways to find happiness without hurting others. Appreciate every centimeter of our excess, and fix every kilometer of our infamy.

Megan knew what was best for her. All this time Megan has been torturing herself survive in a marriage that is clearly becoming toxic in her life. After trying to get out in her toxic relationship with Rizal, Megan discovers her destiny with Raka. Even in the future Megan and Raka have to fight even harder in her domestic life. Because marriage is the longest learning in life, learning more sincerely, learning determination stronger, and learning to understand widely.

Raka was waiting in the hospital lobby when Megan got there. Raka headed for the gynecologist's room followed by Megan. Megan looks nervous, Raka tries to calm Megan down. Megan's hand was held tightly.

"Why are you nervous?." Ask Raka

"I'm afraid, honestly I'm still traumatized by my first pregnancy." Megan was nervous.

"I'm here, why should you be afraid. We'll get through it together." Raka stroked Megan's hair with affection.

The doctor also examined the condition of Megan who was lying in the examination room. On the screen seen in the womb Megan growing baby only as big as a bean seed.

"Welcome father and mother of his gestational age has entered 4 weeks. The foetus hasn't formed yet father and mother can see it." The female doctor who examined Megan seemed to be smiling at Raka.

"Is the doctor sure? I did a urine test and the results were negative" Megan said.

"Test urine sometimes less accurate ?Have you seen the results again. It could be that the results show positive but react long enough in his testpack." The doctor named Meriani kept the USG device.

"I haven't seen the doctor yet." Answer Megan.

" Let's mom." Meriani's doctor invited Raka and Megan to sit in the patient's seat.

"Does my mother experience morning sickness, or dizziness?."

"Not at all doctor." Megan seems confused because Megan does not experience any pregnancy symptoms.

"Mother's blood pressure is low, mothers should consume lots of vegetables and foods that contain lots of iron. The age of the first trimester of the womb is very vulnerable. Don't be too tired, don't stress. Luckily the mother did not experience symptoms of dizziness, nausea and vomiting. I'll give you vitamins and blood boosters. Don't forget to check in next month."

Meriani's doctor gave Raka a prescription.

Raka looks sumringah heard the doctor's words. Although their behavior was wrong to have done that before marriage but did not dampen a little happiness Raka. Raka is very happy that Megan is pregnant with her child.