WORRIED

DRAMA (HATING DADDY)

Inside the house there was a crowd of people, I opened my closed eyes. I get out of my bed. I entered the living room, sure enough there was already my brother's family. Beside him was a father. I approached them, then greeted my father, my brother-in-law and brother-in-law. Brother arrived early because Navisa could not wait to go to bandung immediately, so brother departed from the morning.

"ateu I miss" navisa my brother's son suddenly hugged me, she was 9 years old . Ateu is a dear call navisa for me. from the word aunt. transformed into atheu.

" ateu also miss you dear" I hugged Navisa tightly.

"megan try to get a drink and a snack in the kitchen" orders mama.

" navisa ayuk help me a while" Navisa followed me to the kitchen. We brought drinks and some snacks that were made. We haven't been together like this for a long time.

"Yusuf how are you doing?" dad started the conversation .

"currently well, it happens that Yusuf here wants to buy some more sewing machines. "brother took a snack brought by me.

" good, hopefully your convection business is getting better and smoother" Dad sipped a glass of coffee I made.

"megan mamah said you've been working?" my brother looked at me with a warm smile.

" myah bang, I work after school" I replied

" how was your exam?" ask brother.

"fluent bang, hopefully the results are satisfactory" I replied

" don't you want to continue your study of megan?" brother looked at me fixedly.

" if there's a scholarship offer I want, if there's nothing I want to work just help mamah" I took some snacks at the table and devoured it . My brother smiled at my words. But my father just kept quiet and said nothing.

Time shows at 12 noon. Mamah prepared lunch for us, assisted by bang yusuf's wife. I helped prepare the dining table. When we are ready, we have lunch together. It's been a long time since we've eaten together like this, let alone with my other brother maybe in a year just a few times. The warmth of the family I have always missed.

After eating, I helped mamah wash the dishes, then rushed the bath . I picked up the book that was on my desk, my diary. I went page by page, until I opened the last page I was shocked by what I saw. On the last page I wrote about Raka. well about her, I was really shocked when I saw there was a handwriting there.

sweet, your love is never wrong, your love is not one-handed, I fell in love with you the first time I saw you at the festival. Never cry again because of me, I love you💜💜

I scrunched my forehead, who wrote this. Is it possible Raka, oh God might be right she wrote it . I remember him coming into my room yesterday. How dare he open my book. I read again the writing, my heart was happy somehow I flowered to see the writing. Now Raka knew I liked her and fell in love with her. It's a shame that I had to meet her. Why can I be so stupid. But I smiled to myself looking at the writing, it turned out that it was true that he was chasing me, he had a crush on me from the first time we met. But he already has a girlfriend named Nanda, how can he like me. Alex was right he was just playing me. My heart withered again, I was even confused by Raka's attitude. I'd love to confide in Sindi, I want to tell you about this. I wanted to call him, but today he's at work. I'm taking a picture of that writing sending it to Sindi.

***To Sindi

is this true Raka's writing try to find Raka's writing.

After a while, I finally replied to my message.

***syndies

*attach a photo*iyah like it's Raka's writing, as percis as this writing. Cieeee megan

***To Sindi

I don't know, Sindi, she just doodles in my book. I'll see you at the foodcourt, I'll get ready first.

Time shows at 2pm. I was preparing to leave, I left early because I wanted to meet Sindi. I saw my dad and Mom watching television.

" where are you going?" ask dad.

" i want to work, why?" I answered him with annoyance.

" you can't just talk to your regular dad he replied" he looked at me with a resentful look

" daddy can't question me with a tinge of attention instead of an introductory tone?" I looked at dad .

" you have no manners, how your mother taught you" he stared at the mama who was watching television.

" dad never blame mama, daddy himself can't be a good father" I left father and mamah.

Always like this, I hated him so much that he never loved me at all. Whether I was born was just a God-given gift, he couldn't take care of me at all.

He can't understand me at all. What kind of father is this. He blamed everything on Mama.

#Mall xx#

My feelings are chaotic right now, because of my quarrel with my father. I took the elevator to push the button to the foodcourt . I entered the foodcourt where I worked. So many today, many buyers passed by, I see sindi very busy .

I entered the locker room because my shift time was still long. Suddenly Resti one of the foodcourt employees approached me.

"megan, you're told to the manager's room . Mr. Raka wants to see you" Resti said kindly

" what the hell is a man, I don't actually want to see him, he's telling me to meet him" my mind was upset.

In my heart I do not want to see Raka, let alone her knowing my feelings towards her, It is unfair.She knows my heart, whereas I only guess . I rushed to the manager's room .

tock.tok..

" excuse me sir" I knocked on the door

" get in" Raka's voice came from inside the room.I opened the door, and entered the room. It looks like Raka is busy with her computer.

" please sit down" he said

"what's wrong sir?" just be polite

" today Kiara can not enter because there is a need, Resti can not overtime to replace the kiara shift. Can you handle the cashier replacing the kiara today?" Raka looked at me inside I was always stunned to see her good looks.

" can sir" I replied .

" well, so jimmy works alone to serve the buyer, if you're free.you can help jimmy" Raka develops her smile, her dimples make him more handsome. I bowed my face not wanting to be lured away by her charisma.

" well sir, then I'm sorry" I got out of my chair when I was about to turn my back suddenly Raka pulled my hand.

" megan I like you" Raka brought her face closer, her lips very close to my ears, whispering the word, so that I could feel her breathing. Hearing those words, my face flushed red, my heart beat faster. I realized, I let go of his hand.

" sorry sir, I'm sorry" I turned my back. God, why my heart is so happy. My feelings are mixed at the moment. On the one hand I was very happy but on the other hand I was sad because I knew Raka was Nanda's girlfriend Alex's cousin.