WORRIED

WHERE (Are you happy?)

Megan looked into Raka's eyes. Wiping away the tears that kept flowing on her cheeks. His eyes occasionally stared at Playground . Megan was confused as to what she should say. When he meets Raka his inner war begins. Megan has been preparing her heart since 2 years ago if she met Raka . But the truth is his heart was never ready. Megan was crying in front of Raka.

If Megan had any shame, she would be running now. Megan disappears without clarity, but Megan loses in the end. Well from the past when faced with Raka her heart became weak, megan always lost with all her warmth.

" are you happy" said Raka in a sad tone.

Megan raised her head, quietly glancing again towards the Playground. Megan looked at Raka.

Raka can I be happy without you.

This time his heart spoke. Megan did not respond to Raka's words. He just silently bit his lower lip.

" can you be happy for 2 years to disappear from me" Raka again asked about Megan's happiness. How can Megan answer all those silly questions.

Raka clearly knew the answer to her question as to why she should ask again. Megan's eyes looked at Raka's two eyes sharply. Megan tried to hold back her tears. He did not want to look bellied in front of Raka. But can it? What can megan pretend to be strong in front of Raka. Megan should be honest. Or he'll have to lie. He has to save his next life. Megan has promised aunt veronica.

"of course" answered megan with a feeling of thinness . His nanar gaze could catch Raka instantly

" are you sure" he asked.

stupid question, especially that. Sure enough? Megan is not sure

" i'm sure, I'm happy with my son" Megan said with confidence.

" no megan, that's not what I meant. Are you happy to be married to that man?"

Deg

Megan's chest was hit hard. His heart froze for a moment. His heart was almost out of place. A wedding? Raka meant her forced marriage. Megan had to say that she was just forced to do that. Even until this moment Megan looked at Raka , only that man was the one whom Megan loved

" what's the matter with you" Megan replied in a sullen tone.

" i'm not taking care of you. But I was asking your heart" Raka's tone as if urging me to ask Megan for honesty .

Megan looked into Raka's increasingly dark eyes. Megan has to shift this increasingly unruly conversation. Megan thinks if she meets Raka, Raka will scold her with all her emotions .But Raka instead asked a stupid thing that Megan did not think Raka should ask such a thing.

" it's almost afternoon I have to go home" Megan moved out of her chair.

" wait, can I have your phone number?" Raka stops megan's steps. Megan just glanced at him a glance then said

" i'm married to Raka, don't you remember" Megan looked at Raka with her pain. At least he remembered his current status. He still has a husband that he should respect. Her husband never considered her existence.

" i'm just asking for your number, not asking you to come back to me" Raka's face was instantly like a glacier. Cold iceberg . Megan was silent for a moment

" Don't you understand why I left you Raka?" megan tried to hold back her tears again.

" i know, but is it wrong that I only know about you?" Raka kept forcing.

" please" he said again.

"You already know I'm fine" Megan left Raka . Walk towards the Playground

Raka could not hold it anymore. But Raka will keep trying. Raka took the phone.

" well sir" jimmy hung up

Megan is at war with her heart. He wanted to leave his world at this time. But he has a bagya that he should be happy .There is still his mother to look after.

Megan waited for the waiter to bring her his bag. There was a sense of comfort when Megan saw the face of the plain child who was on her lap. Megan tried to wipe her tears. Walk to the parking area.

Raka may you be happy always, I'm sorry I always let you down repeatedly.

(inner megan)

Raka leaned her head . Enjoy a cup of coffee at the cafe. His heart is not as heavy as it used to be. His burden gradually disappeared. Most importantly seeing megan was fine, she could breathe a sigh of relief. At least megan's still on this side of the world. Raka didn't have to force it. Just need to calm his heart. Patience forever, hoping Megan can get back to him.

Raka walked away from the cafe towards the foodcourt. Jimmy's been sitting on the couch with the documents in his hand.

Raka sat in her big chair. There was a smile on his face. Even if only a little.

" it seems you're very happy" jimmy quipped the boss sitting in front of him.

" hush up, have you ordered your men?" Raka looked at jimmy intimidatedly

" it's the boss, this time I will not make mistakes again" he said firmly.

" it should be" Raka stared at the phone from her pocket. She took a picture of Megan while carrying her son.

even if you're married and have that cute kid, somehow my heart is still the same. Wouldn't it be too selfish if I wanted to separate you from that guy.

Raka kept muttering. Raka believes this time he has no chance. But Raka is the one who will make the opportunity exist. Opportunity to take Megan back on her life.

" you've found jim's cell phone number" Raka breaks jimmy's concentration.

(inner jimmy)

whahuh? why didn't he ask for his own phone number. Obviously that person in front of him why should he order me all.

" immediately I get "jimmy looks pissed at the moment.

" hmm" that's all that comes out of jimmy's mouth.

" sir, tomorrow we have a meeting with investors from Korea ,Mr park" jimmy reminded Raka to empty all her sudden schedule

" where?" ask Raka

" in Mr Park's Garment company, he asked there. So you can see the production of the garment?" jimmy explained in detail

" well, you take care of all the needs" Raka moved out of her chair and left the mall fx.

**from the author, from several episodes 65 until the next author will tell the character from the point of view of Raka. Not Megan. About Raka who will continue to fight for her love. *

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