WORRIED

RASA (Wind Spirits)

I kept daydreaming and thinking about Raka as a part of my house. Until I was unaware 3 of my friends were staring in front of me in astonishment .

"woiiiiii." I was shocked to hear Iko's scream.

"Iko you nagging me, fuck you." I'm upset

"Partially you why, we're from here you don't realize what, continue this former drink who? you just received a guest?'." That's how Iko came. How can I answer such a question

"Udah enter yuk ah into do not be explored. my neighbor rese if I have friends coming." I sat on the living room couch.

"The same fruit crackers to make seblak. where's aunt?." Rasya thrusting a large plastic bag. I saw in it there was an order that I had tipped earlier, his eyes dyed to see the whole house.

"Go to the market." I answered while glaring at the kitchen.

"Why not ask a aunt who bought.you even told us!." Rasya snorted in annoyance.

"Gue doesn't have money to buy that much material. So ask you guys to shop, besides you must have told your aunt at home, right? it's impossible to buy it yourself." I screamed from the kitchen.

I started making rujak. Check all the ingredients. Then I peeled the fruit and cut it. I served him on the side bringing him to the table in the living room.

"Nih day-day gini rujak made me must be delicious. The mantle." While giving a thumbs up. I saw Alex from earlier just silent, occasionally looking at me cynically while playing hp. I noticed that the phone Alex was holding was my phone. Pimply. I didn't lock my hole, I hurriedly picked it up. It's true he read all my whatsapp messages. Damnit.

I saw a message from Raka that was read.

0812225655xx

Megan, glad I came? oh well don't be angry, if you see so manyun that I become more ngefans loh.

0812225655xx

you still angry, huh? last night I went to your house again, yeah, found my idol. Wait me.

0812225655xx

It seems like I will be arriving early because my message was ignored. See you sweet me.

To 0812225655xx

heh Raka you don't know too shy, I've got fans like you, don't call me anymore.

I glanced at Alex, he was the one who replied to Raka's message. She had already read all of Raka's messages, her gaze frightening. Cynical and full of anger. When I put my phone down it suddenly shook for a long time a sign of a call coming in. Raka said he called me again. I rejected him repeatedly. He kept calling me non-stop. I deactivated my phone, then stopped. Without me realizing my best friend who was enjoying my artificial voice looked at me with questions. Because I was busy with my life.

"Megan you don't want to run, if you don't want me to abisin." Iko grabbed the 2nd plate.

"Gue wants Iko, don't get drugged." I took the plate.

"Somebody's been calling you from earlier. Why don't you lift it." Iko was upset to see my behavior. I looked at Alex he just looked at me cynically.

"not nobody. People are wrong." Quick reply.

Mom brought the ingredients for lunch. I helped Mom bring her shopping.

"Eh there are you guys? when's coming?." Mamah asked while shaking hands with my 3 best friends.

"Must tan." Answer Rasya.

"Oh yes tan, want seblak made aunty dong, if Megan who makes it not because of the taste." The ideal while giggling

"Okay later aunty make, aunty cook lunch first you do not hesitate." Mamah answered.

"Thank you dear aunt, sorry well we're troubling aunt." Iko was struggling spoiled in the hands of mamah. Mamah rubbed Iko's head affectionately.

Such is our friendship, they are very close to mama. Even for them my home is the second most comfortable place after their home. I'm glad this friendship is like this forever.

Mom's busy cooking, I'll help for a minute. Just washing the ingredients, after that I went to the living room. I saw Iko and Rasya falling asleep on a long couch. They're so sluggish, maybe exhausted. I didn't see Alex I saw around. There aren't. I'm looking out. On the terrace playing the guitar. Before Alex saw me, I turned around, reluctant to meet him but my efforts failed .

"Megan, where are you going? sit down I'll say," he ordered.

"What's lex? raka's problem?." Alex nodded his head at the sign that my question was right

"Gue didn't lie." I don't want to be in touch with Alex Males, look into his eyes, make him cringe.

"Megan you know who he is?." I shook my head when Alex asked. I don't want to know who he is.

"He's the youngest son of the Prambudi family, you don't get too close." Alex said calmly again. And his gaze was very intimidating.

"Lu don't want to deal with that guy."

Chalked

I nodded, a sign I understood his words. It was 3 pm, after they had lunch and ate seblak made by my mother they said goodbye. I drove them to the front door. I pulled Alex's hand. I whispered softly

"Lex don't let Rasya know."

"ok," he answered back home.

I asked Alex to talk to Rasya because he did not want Rasya to know about Raka that night and his attitude was strange. I don't understand at all Alex and Rasya why they don't like Raka. They hate Raka. I don't know I don't want to get dizzy. I was confused by Raka's behavior, Plus the attitude of her two best friends to Raka made me more dizzy. I took my phone, activated it again.

"Faith, there is no message from the bully" I thought.

The afternoon breeze makes me cold, today in Bandung is rainy season, the weather is very cold. Adzan maghrib. After the prayer, I heard mamah knocking on the door.

tock..tok...

"Son, come out for a minute with a guest," call mamah.

"Who are you, these nights?" I opened the door. I rushed to the living room.

"Raka why else anyway. not tired what all day bother me?." I said pissed.

"Don't be so guest, not good." Mom suddenly approached me.

"What do you drink, son?." Mom looked at Raka

"It's a big aunt, it doesn't have to be . I just happened to pass by, stop by for a second." Her speech.

"Yes, my aunt came in first."

I pulled his hand, told him to go home. Raka just smiled she walked out with one hand pulled by me. He whispered again.

"I like you, baby, especially if you're not good." His breathing made my heart beat fast. The breeze of the night wind makes my hair bristles.

Deg

Looks like my heart stopped beating . God, I can stand it if it keeps getting teased like this. I think I'm crazy.

From a distance Raka disappeared. And I kept staring at the door. After a few minutes I went into the room and closed the door feeling uneasy. The second time I feel like this.

I don't want to have that feeling anymore. I'm trying to get out of this feeling, like I used to. When my heart felt this feeling I was disappointed. I daydreamed. My mind wandered far into that moment. When I felt what a wound was, for the first time .

Scribbles RISAU.

And I always loved the night.

Because night is my best friend.

When tired, sad, happy, longing, love, sorrow, wounds, likes, and lara.

The night is always willing to accompany without being asked.

Thank God for every night you have in my life.

Besides dusk night is the most faithful universe when I wake up from my dreams.

I fell asleep too.....